I know I can't change what I said before but thats how I thought of you then. Now that I know your gonna be a mommy Im soooooo happy for you. I hope this will give you a new aspect on life. I was hoping that you would have a baby for a life changing experience. It will be good for you. On the other hand I also hope that Seth takes good care of you... I swear to God if he doesn't weather its my place or not and for my own sake... I will seriously hurt him if he doesn't. But once again im happy for you and i say that with love. Congratulations and if you get married I hope by some sliver of a chance I might be invited. Either way I wish you the best of luck. Still here for you even if you dont need me. smile
First of all I just wanted to say sorry for all the extra drama I put you though... as if you didnt have enough already... To this very day I still care about you... although not like I did before. You pretty much pushed everyone away from you that seemed to be happier than you... maybe thats my fault for not understanding what bothered me about you until it was to late. You dont help yourself be happier. You find temperoray fixes to cope with the ever battle of drama in your life... Thats apparently not just my view on it... In my own way I was striving to make something of myself so I wouldnt have to deal with lifes everyday drama... Ive succeeded in everyway but you. Why is it that all my ex's turn in to somebody I just can no longer see myself with. Just an example: Kristine... to be honest your beginning to remind me of her so much. You arent her though... I know that. If you saw it from my point of view you would understand. I dont even want you anymore and somehow still care about you. Probably because you showed me what I didnt want to be like... Idk. Even though I feel like I dont know you anymore... I know your a good person somewhere inside of that closed off heart... I doubt that even your current bf or gf... If you have one that is... knows how awesome of a person you truely are... If you ever read this that tells me you might still think of me in one way or another. Just know that I dont say these things to you out of hate or anything... nor am I judgeing you for being what you want. I just believe that you have SO MUCH POTENTIAL to be something your proud of... Hell maybe one day you will figure it out without my help or anyone elses. I dont care if its not my place to say these things to you... Youve once again pushed most anyone away that would tell you that they think you could do so much better. Just like last time I tried to be honest with you and not an a*****e... I hope you dont take this the wrong way. I know how to admit I am wrong and If I am in saying this... I will not hesitate to appologize... I hope on the other hand that you have learned how to admit your wrong because Ive never heard you do that to this very day... at least not sincerly. If you ever decide that we should be friends again... Ill be waiting... I will also probably be happily married by then... but I will always be there for you as a friend... because to me your irreplaceable.
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