Last Login: 06/13/2016 5:15 am
Registered: 12/23/2006
Gender: Female
Location: Iowa
Ashalamarie smile
How do I know I love you?
I know from the way you always make me smile
Because without you I would go wild
Not seeing your face would bring me pain
Like a small child left out in the rain
I know because I miss your soft warm kisses
And the way you always put up with my playful diss’s
The way you gently touch my face
With your hand you always used such grace
I know because I’ve lost you
And sometimes I feel I can’t go on
I know because I miss you
And its been way too long
I know because my heart melts
Every time I see your face
I know now that I love you
But now its way too late
~Ashalamarie~
Why???
Why cant I just say good-bye
Why cant I just let go
Why can’t I just forget?
You already told me no
Why does it seem so hard?
Why does it seem so bad?
Why does it seem so wrong?
That I can’t stop being sad
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I do this to him?
Why do I do this to everyone?
Over and over again
Why can’t I stop crying?
Why can’t I stop being depressed?
Why can’t I stop calling him?
And just give it a rest
Why does everyone tell me its ok?
Why does everyone lie?
Why does everyone listen to me?
When I just want to cry
Why can’t I just make it stop?
Why can’t I just make it go away?
Why can’t I just make it disappear?
And why can’t I do that today…
~ashalamarie~
Nega say wha?
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And yes, I am gay. =D