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BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 12/14/2008 7:35 pm

No. Thank you.

It must be fun being a December baby--

I'm glad you had a good birthday.



*cups my hand over your shoulder blade and looks far into your eyes*

You don't know how much your words mean to me right now.

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 12/12/2008 2:18 pm

Hum, I hope you have an amazing birthday this December. This may not be your exact birthdate....but this is the only time I can get on...

I wish you so much. I hope your own wishes come true.

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 11/26/2008 4:05 pm

Im...hurt. As in, my heart hurts. I guess things feel better when I write something to you.

So, I just wanted to say: Hi.

Writing to you calms me. It helped. So not only should I say:Hi, but-thank you.



Have a good night tonight...

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 11/23/2008 6:40 pm

How is GSU?

Are you doing well?

*looks down*

And I hope you had a amazing halloween, followed with-soon-an amazing Thanksgiving.

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 11/18/2008 8:09 pm

*holds this comment in a gentle cradle* (((((*hug attacks*puts on dark dark icky lipstick and marks your cheek* MUAHHAAHAA now your scarred! My lips are imprinted on your cheeks. *raises fist in air* I OWN YOU! hmmm....nope. actually. I love you. *holds your face and kisses you sweetly*))))) *rolls head from side to side, scrutianizing the whole comment* I think I was too cute and cheezy. =( lonely, and selfish. But I still like it...



There is another comment underneath...[I just wanted to remind you]

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 11/18/2008 7:58 pm

I was thinking...and I apologize. I apologize for what I did and hope you find it in yourself to someday forgive me. I used to cry about this...and just yesterday I wondered...Why do I?

But for now, I know that there is no answer...and that crying is healthy...and crying is all I have left to do in my situation, and crying is all I want to do. I know you might hate me, and I know what I am writing is nonsense...but I just wanted to tell you:

The ONLY person that knows about what I did...is Naomi. She told me it was a mistake, and she forgave me. She didn't tell me what I did wrong because she knew I already knew. That night I cried in her arms. I NEVER cried in anyones arms and felt comfortable...

I was so scared of the outcome that I actually shied away from telling her for a month...



So please know that Naomi and I will keep you safe from anything that would harm your life or future. Only her and I will know, and we will hold you safe.

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 10/30/2008 3:43 am

never mind. I'm sorry.

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 10/28/2008 5:48 pm

*looks down* Andres? I don't understand why I am still on your top. I dont deserve the spot...even if I dont mind...I am currently hoping you wont move me...



and do you mean to leave the last comments I left there? Im just curious...and after this I will leave you alone. I have no right to be in contact with you...Im sorry. Its just that I don't understand why...you know. If the comments are there to remind me of what I did...if so thumbs up, sigh, cause its working. I wanted to tell you that I am miserable and I do grieve...

I cant help not talking to you since you were practically my best friend and you were practically the only person on the planet I was in contact with for the duration of the summer. I dont know if you would let me pretend and keep on writing to you...because I really feel like your another person that died...another demise of a person I love...and it does scare me. I just wanted to tell you that 4 and a half of 5 of the stuff I told you about myself was the truth. You did change me...I listen to John Mayer more often and the songs you said you liked of mine. I was hoping you didn't hear me across the phone when Amber told me what I needed to know and only if you want to-even if you dont and will never believe me-ask me what confused you and what is the truth...you can. I have nothing left to offer. I don't know what to do or how to do it...just as long as I don't hurt you again..if I did before.



I know saying I am sorry is not enough...but I really am. I am sorry, Andres and for one last time...I love you. Can you know that that is the truth? not infatuation? Please? Because I have nothing else to say...I am not trying to be fake. This time I am trying to be 100% Kaitlyn.

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 08/02/2008 2:11 pm

*kisses* I love you more than anything.

BumbleBeeSex_ Report | 08/02/2008 7:31 am

*kitty kisses*nuzzle* I shlove you!