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Justa Buncha s**t Bout Me Lol

So, I'm gonna back track, If you choose to read about my pethetic life then so be it, but since I already know this dont complain to me about it. But fair warning.. this is just a bunch of s**t.. not very ionteresting.. but you might not understand why I get really depressed.

I wont get into the whole thing, to save time that could be used for .. only god knows what.. I'm 17 my birthday is october 31.. I know halloween. For the past 10yrs of my life I have lived with my Babysitter/guardian. My pethetic 'mother' verbally abused me non stop. I was the whore, or the unappropriate little girl that grew up to worship the devil. Those being my words.. anyone who knows her knows she doesnt have the brains god gave a monkey x.x Apparently Im the whore simply cuz I hang around all guys, most older then me by a couple of years but who gives a s**t? And I supposedly worship the devil, 'cuz I am into the whole wicca thing. But personally I could care less what the waste of space thinks about me. I am who I am like it or not. I write a lot. Every month or so, I get taken back to court.. on numerous accounts whether it being my clothes, my attitude, my opinions, my language. It all depends on her mood I guess. I would say for the past 10 yrs my life has been a living hell, but there are people out there who dont have even half of what I do.. reguardless if I want it or not. I should, I guess, thank the waste of space for ******** up so much. If it wasnt for that, I wouldnt have half the friends that understand, I wouldnt have half the brain I have now, I think I know the court system like the back of my hand.. lol. My mother has a new boy toy every month.. and usually they only last a month.. only cuz, well, their always a bit to fond of me.. *shudders* anyways In the past 2 yrs.. I think I have been to court about 27 times.. my favorite number lol. Im just a normal teenager. who grew up and has the mind of a 25 yr old..when needed. Whoa this is long.. um.. well.. thats.. not even half about my life, but I wont condem you with anymore. *smiles* ttyl m/ rock on!!! bye

In here, there might be a wide variety of poetry, me complaining, or just random things like opinions ( a result of me being bored lol ) I usually write poems when I'm either depressed, angry, or just not in a good mood. I rarely write happy-go-luc


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The pain you put me throughI thought I could have lasted
I was wrong..The sin and hate was just too strong
So long-
I almost lasted