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There have been numerous times that I've thought over what the meaning of life could possibly be. What the reason or point as to why we go on living is. There were so many occasions that I just hit a dead end, and that would only leave me feeling worthless and sad, despite my fortunate life. Then one day it hit me; it seems that the only point to life is to be happy. What other ultimate goal could there be that triumphs over happiness? We work hard, so we can support ourselves and our loved ones, so we can be happy. We go through the bad times just so we can experience joy. Likewise, I work for happiness. All of my hard work for school and volleyball, all of the mental pain I experience, the personal therapy I undergo to attempt to figure myself out, it's all so I can help myself be happy. I'm no devil. I don't live for the sole purpose of someone else's problems. I am a person. A human being. My goal is happiness. And I know I've reached points where I've experienced being truly happy, multiple times in fact. But to get to that I had to learn from my mistakes. I had to go off into solitude to think. To realize what exactly I was doing wrong, and to discover more of myself. To understand what the hell I want out of being alive. 12 months ago did I make this discovery, and I've been living by it ever since, just because it works.

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Super Weeaboo

Report | 06/22/2010 1:37 pm

Super Weeaboo

peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeens
_Shadowfox_1

Report | 11/04/2008 5:01 pm

_Shadowfox_1

Heyyy, u havnt messaged me for a while??? Wassup?????????????? :l
Little Miss Preppy

Report | 11/03/2008 9:00 pm

Little Miss Preppy

hi! i know you dont really know me, but i heard you play volleyball and you were middle but you were short. thats so cool! i play middle and i'm average height. so... yeah! pm me or comment on my profile! :]



~ The Preppy Grl :]
Princess_Akemi

Report | 12/27/2007 10:32 am

Princess_Akemi

Hi, I am Teddy. Once you read this you cannot get out. Finish reading this until it is done! As I said, I am Teddy. I am 7 years old and have no eyes and blood all over my face. I am dead. If you don't send this to 12 ppl, I will come to ur house at midnight and hide under ur bed. When ur asleep I'll kill you. Don't believe me? Case 1: Patty Buckles got this email. She doesn't believe in chain letters. Well, foolish Patty. She was sleeping when her TV started flickering on and off. Now she's not with us anymore. Haha Patty, haha. You don't wanna be like Patty, do you? Case 2: George M Simon hates chain mail, but he didn't wanna die that night. He sent it to 4 ppl. Not good enough George. Now George is in a coma & we don't know if he'll ever wake up. Haha George haha! Now, you don't wanna be like George do you? Case 3: Valarie Tyler got this letter. Another chain letter she thought. She only had 7 more people to send too. Well, that night when she was having a shower she saw Bloody Mary in the mirror It was the BIGGEST fright of her life. Valarie is scarred for life. Case 4: Derek Minse. This is the last case so I'll tell you about it. Derek was a smart person. He sent it to 12 people and found a $100.00 dollar bill on the ground. He was promoted to head officer at his job and his girlfriend accepted his propose. Now Katie and him are living happily ever after. They now have 2 beautiful children. Send this 2 12 ppl or you'll serve the consequences. 0 - you'll die 2ight; 1 to 6 - you'll get injured; 7 to 11 - you'll get the biggest fright of ur life; 12 and over - ur saved and will have a great fortune. Do what Teddy!!!! Hurry!!!! Send this to 12 ppl before midnight 2night!
Shadow Splitter

Report | 11/09/2007 9:56 am

Shadow Splitter

Cool profile
314tan

Report | 09/27/2007 10:23 pm

314tan

BLAR! User Image
_haru_1

Report | 09/09/2007 9:59 am

_haru_1

Yeah...umm...no thanks.
Princess_Akemi

Report | 07/28/2007 2:17 pm

Princess_Akemi

T-A-P-P-E-D-......YOU JUST BEEN TAPPED ON THE SHOULDER BECUZ YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED AS ONE OF THE PRETTIEST GIRLS ON MY FRIENDS LIST!!!... ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAPPED, YOU HAVE TO TAP 15 OF THE PRETTEST GIRLS ON UR FRIENDS LIST. IF YOU GET TAPPED AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY PRETTY
Princess_Akemi

Report | 07/18/2007 2:07 pm

Princess_Akemi

We should get together sometime w/ joyce and kiersten sometime and go to like metro or something smile
Princess_Akemi

Report | 07/14/2007 9:56 am

Princess_Akemi

WHERE RU?????? User Image