no th@s fine...i dnt have 2 go talk wit no1 bout my feelings..i shouldnt trust any1 but myself...its ok if u have ur reasons 2 hate me...i understand...i dnt like talkin 2 ppl so much now...wats the point of gettin 2 kno them wen @ the end..u gona wish u dint kno thm....i kno im not the only 1 who feels this way....but if u gona keep a grudge on me like th@ thn go ahead ok....but the past...im gona jus leave it...watevr happns now wnt change it....so wats the point...i guess ill understand frm ur point of view 2 so yea..ill stop bothern u now
u kno..every1 in life makes mistakes...i dnt evn kno wat is evry1s problem..n i kno not evry1 is th@ mean...its not my fault ishane wanted 2 do th@ 2 u..he told me he nvr liked u..i told him he shouldnt do th@ 2 u but he said he has his own reasons...n wat did i evn do wrong?....is really my fault th@ ppl jus hate me 4 who i am......i guess huh....u kno..no1s perfect...im not suprise th@ this happn...ive been thru it alot already..life isnt perfect or the way evry1 wants it 2 go....i dnt kare if u hate me..i dnt kare if no1 luvs me no more or kare bout me...no suprise @ all.....i new th@ our friendship wouldnt last...i was afraid things like th@ will happn again..th@s y i rather not get 2 kno no1 @ all.....ppl come n go in ur life...but only the 1s who truely kare n luv u will alwaise still b there 4 u....i dnt need no1 else except 4 my family..evn tho they seem to not evn kare bout me no more either...but can u b less heartless....a persons life is already bad enough...pls dnt make thm feel evn worse...ok.....i dnt kare if ppl @ washburn dnt like me...less ppl 2 kare bout anywaise.......i thought u would b more understanding but i guess u just think like every1 else.....it dnt matter 2 me tho..wat ever u thnk is ur own decision...im not forcing u 2 understand my point of view...but i kno th@ as ppl get older..they will realize th@ all the anger n hatred in the past r so stupid n pointless...y hate sum1 wen u nvr really took a longer time 2 kno thm...the ppl @ washburn dnt evn kno me....evn u dnt kno me....u guys just pay too much attention 2 rumors...n yes i did too...n now wen i look bak..its all so stupid.....y do ppl do th@ 2 eachother??.....but..in reality...no1 thnks exactly how u do or feel the same pain u do..so kno 1 knos u better than urself......n i kno im not like how ppl say i am.....but the bad ppl r just the 1s th@ wana make others look n feel bad......just so u kno....if i do come bak..dnt worrie...im not gona come 2 washburn...i got better plans than 2 come there n let ppl look dwn on me 4 no reason....sure ill take the blame 4 all the problems th@ happn @ washburn...i dnt evn kno most of the problems...but yea.....if u cant learn how 2 4give a person 4 sum misunderstanding problems..thn mayb u wnt learn the good meannings of life.......well if u dnt want me 2 contact no more thn ill do as u wish.....i dnt want u 2 hate me more 4 just contacting u....well..enjoy life k.....but watever goes around comes around.....take kare now............
thov txim tiam sis kuv tsis paub koj hais ab tsis li koj....i nvr bak stabd u..i just heard things 4rm ppl that they said u was sayn bout me...n thats y i got mad...but i nvr did bak stab u with ishane...he said u was sayn s**t bout me....but iono...idk wat was goin on that time...n i guess if u dnt want 2 give her # 2 me thn its ok....i guess...well....kuv tsis paub koj lawm thiab vim tias tus phooj ywg uas kuv ib txwm paub nws twb tsis nkag siab kuv lawm......nws twb tsis xav uas kuv tus phooj ywg ntev los lawm.......tiam sis kuv yeej tseem nco ntsoov tias nws tau ua kuv ib tug phooj ywj zoo ib zaug......wen i said ill nvr 4get u as my fren no mattr wat...i meant it...evn if u hate me....ill still remember that u was once my good fren..........but wat can i say...theres no such thing as frens 4evr.......but idk bout the past...i jus wana look into the future n try 2 make it btr......well i hope u n ur grl is doin great ok....
anywasie tou...kuv xav paub seb koj puas tau cindy vang tus phone #.....pls muab rau kuv yog koj tau bcuz ive been tryn 2 contact her 4 a long time now but kuv ua nws tus # pawv lawm....=(
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