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*runs to bathroom crying as i undo my hair and my curly locks come down* " I want friends... crying " *starts whining but gets a phone call* "hello?" *answers quietly as a familiar voice comes on* "hey Jessica its me Krystal" *i think:wait i forgot about my only friend!!!* "Hey Krystal? Whats up?" my dog comes and curls next to me. "nothing wbu?" i smile at the thought that i have someone who actually cares about me..."nothing just trying to get the thought of being bullied out." she giggles then says i gtg byebye!

* wake up with a strange feeling like i heart someone or something... sees a boy in window smiling i look at my journal and it says 'iloveyou Jessica Atkinson and i never wanna let you go... love mega.

i have a strange feeling. My shirt is now bloody. i look around and down and on the bottom bunk... there he is MEGA my boyfriend is dead.Just like my great grandma and great grandpa. i feel tears explode from my eyes. There's a note on the wall. it says " i have your boyfriends heart now..." oh sh!t i am SO angry... but at least i know my boyfriend is dead crying man i need some1 to help me move on right now... i still have a big crush on nick 24/7...i know that him and my bff are dating so i dont bother with it... Besides i aint THAT loved and i already have a boyfriend... His name is Josh... i look up at the morning sun and i have tears in my eyes cause i have my curtains open. I close them with my wizard powers. I get out of bed and zap out a outfit. I grab my books and decide to transport them to homeroom. I zap on the outfit and i go to the water fountains. There he is. My crush. Nick is ready to talk to me... i get a sip of water than go to my locker. I grab my i phone and skip off to class.

*rushes from dorm on 3rd floor up to the 6th floor and knocks on Jess's door* "Jess, Jess? are u there? open up"

*giggles from hearing the Zero crush thing* (((((thinks: i like him too)))))

*we talk and she leaves* i heart Zero so much... but he'd never like me... i look at the clock. Its 12:59 exact... so i go to my bathroom and i make a small cut on my arm, blood falls out. i yelp of terror. u can see tears fall out of my eyes. They are hazel cause i changed they're color. I make 3 more deep cuts. and i feel all pain. I suddenly heal myself. I cant take ONE second going in front of Zero like this... so i heal up. I decide to call my mom. (phone convo) she piks up "hi mommy..." i say wondering if shes sober or not. "hi honey" she says sober. "do you still drink?" i ask trying to see. "no. I am now a beer/alcoholic/wine free mom." she says proudly of herself. "Yay... im guessing you sent Taylor and Miranda away didnt ya?" i ask. "Actually they are going to YOUR high school." she responds quickly. "REALLY?" i say happily."yep...of course... smile " she says. "i love you mommy..." but she hung up.