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try robo. lawl. nodont

dont worry, thats the most common cig for blacks, but noones gonna hold it against you...reds are called cowboy killers cause most redneck whites smoke them...

but newports are potent, but are very deadly, so much fiberglass particles in them....they were my first, and i do one once in a while if my throat burns from so much reg smokes

s**t its been awhile.
my writing will have changed if you notice at all.
im really quite refined now.
I'm 16 now. Wheni started I was 14 despite what i told you.
sooo since its not been a post in a while ill goahead and get my drug virginitys out of the way. hoenstly and truthfully.

weed- done it love it. exhausting.
exstacy-fun done it about 5 times in my life. makes me hyped but scared.
acid- got it laced. so scary hated it.
shrooms- beautiful, absoultely beautiful. love it.

ok so i guess i get to this well neded revival of a memoir even though this guild is dead. I dont care its a jornal anyway.
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When i started writing i was a freshman. I was younger, more naive and innocent. s**t alot of things chaged in the next two year. Iv grew up so much, i even impress myself. i still smoke, so heres the deal im a marborol smoothes boy now, reason my older brother and his wife came to visit during the summer. i pretty much drank and smoked every night and then got up the next moring for work.oh yes i have a job now i am a swim teacher at a local pool. and a damn good one. anyway i smoked newports my brother gave me a marborol smooth i like it, tried to go back to new ports but my body had damed then from my lungs forever. every drag was herasy to my body. aloong with camel number nines with i swear to god are made by the devil. hoenstly. I smoke at least 5 times a day. My ciggarette connection is extremely secure if at all necessary. my frind aubrey and michelle will get them for me anytime i ask. or i can just pull out the good old fake id and get em myself. iv been cought smoking twice. my parents will not allow it. but smoking behind thier backs has become second nature. i dont fear getting caught. but come on its been almost 3 ******** years. i never mentioned to you guys that i have athsma. hahahah yes pathetic i know. oh the divorce i predicted my parents would have has become reality. a harsh, terrible reallity that makes me smoke more everyday. at the highschool i attend all of the kid go to the pavilions to smoke. its a park about a brindge walk from the school where cameras cannot see. police come by every once in a while but we can see them so noone ever gets busted. i have so many storeis to tell you guys about my life. :/ i think when i started writing this i haddint even discover/ or accepted my sexuallity of being a complete bi-sexual. im in ove with a girl right now that does not love me back. as long as she dosent want me. i just cant faind anyonther girl i trust and love with all my heart. really i cant. so i find myself going through bad relationships i dont want to replace my affinity with her in a sort. no girl seems appealing to me. becasue i put all my straightness into her. its weird i know. so the memoiris will go on. and i hope you guys revive and read.
comments?