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 Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 4:02 pm
I'm glad your ok..I got worried their for a sec..your last post was kindof well less than happy ending lol sweatdrop anyhow Down to one cigg a day...how lovely !!!!!!!! thatd great...I think you should think about going back to school... rolleyes and hopefully your not pregnate and if you are then youll know what to do. have to get going bai-bai heart jhope you figure everything out..lol im having a problem doing that myself... xp
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 7:47 pm
OooOoo
Lots of comments. <3
Cool beans.
Lonely.
Yep. Everything's all honkey-durey. Could really use a blunt or a bowl. I dont like being sober for long periods. D; And yep, Im doing everything in my power to get back into school. So. =3
Shiaree.
Lol@Roundabout. Tell me?
Well, as for the pregnancy thing, I am now 4 days late, and my lady bits have been exceedingly sore. I belong to the guild you speak of. =3
Also. My periods are extremely accurate. Yes, Im very stressed out right now, and it could very well be whats making me a tad late. I truly hope so. Hmph. But I appreciate the concern. And heck yes yay, going back to school. ;3
KANSANT!
Sup? ;3
Yup, its really hard. You just have to give it your all, though. And think of it this way. If you guys get too poor, because you dont have a job, you'll have to decide to buy food or cigarettes. And you better be buying food, damnit. Take care of foozey and little kansoozey future babies. Lawl. <3
Ive never tried the patch or gum or whatnot. Some people think theyre pointless and rather contradictory, but, what they dont understand is that its not the addiction to nicotine thats the problem. Its the turning your body to s**t in other ways. Along with the addiction.
I wish you great luck, my friend. I know that you can do it. Im everyone's ******** idol. <3
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 7:57 pm
JAUNARY 18, 2007
Guh. You know. I dont think about smoking too much until Josh comes around, because I know he has cigarettes.
There was an experiment performed on dogs a long long time ago. A psychologist, Ivan Pavlov noticed that his dogs salivated a lot when his dogs were to be fed. His experiment consisted of him ringing a bell just as he was to bring his dogs their food. The, of course, salivated. The dogs began to associate the sound of the bell with the food, as he rang the bell one day, but didnt have food present. They still salivated. Not because they saw or smelled food. But because they heard the ringing of this bell.
Now. Ive noticed about the same in myself. Im perfectly fine during the day, before Josh gets here. I dont really think about cigarettes, and I usually tell myself that I wont need one once he gets here. However, the instant he knocks on my door, no matter the hour, I begin to have a craving, and I expect to smoke. How peculiar.
How do I stop associating Josh with cigarettes? Well. He needs to quit as well. Which, he began to do, but so weakly buckled. Josh is now the one with the big problem, and Im stuck with the aftershock, I suppose one can say. Boy, oh boy.
DAY 14!!!! [Week 2!]
Number of Cigarettes Consumed: 1
Week's Total: 11
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 3:47 am
Now now, that's just not fair. He can tell you to stop smoking pot (non-addictive comparatively and more worthwhile than cigs), but he won't quit smoking cigs? Fewk, don't take that... A good friend of mine, his girlfriend did that exact thing to him. Just because he's close to you doesn't mean you can't ask for something like that. In fact, it makes it so you CAN ask stuff like that of him. Fewk, for your sanity, you need to make him quit, or not bring/keep smokes on him around you. That's just plain not fair. Insta-cravings are the hardest to avoid, because not only is your body craving it, but so is your mind. BE CAREFUL. You CAN NOT have just one smoke. You have one, you're gonna end up having another. You're almost a non-smoker now.
I know you're probably thinking, WTFIMAPWNJ00!!!! And with good reason, I'm probably coming off as quite the hypocrite, BUT I'm just looking out for a fellow guildmate. ^_^;;; I'll be back to check on ya ;D
-Edit: Just requested to join this guild. Damn you Fewk! YOU AND YOUR DEMONIC INFLUENCES!!!!!
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 3:22 pm
I'm glad you did take a break...my memoirs are starting to get as many rating as your diary heart jk/..well not really...well I don't think you can blame josh for your cravings of ciggs. If josh told you to stop cold turkey you would be like..." stfu" and you really can't ask josh to do that for you....It is very good that he is taking steps to quiting like you though. sooner or later you will both have quit...and if your going to quit ciggs. you need to quit pot too hun...Im sry...but you just do...the very fact that you don't like being sober for long periods of time means that you are slowly reclusing into your own happy go lucky reality instead of facing the read world..pot is the last thing you need...you have to focus on getting into school....and what your going to do if you are indeed pregnate...and your relationship with josh...You really should not assuage the pain of quitting one drug with another...IM sry but that my friend is not at all going to help you in the long run...and after a while..you will get addicted to pot to...If not addictive at first..but after alot of doing it and constantly returning to it in your hours of pain or need or longing...is just not good for ya...I am SO ******** HAPPY!!!! that you are taking steps to quit your drugs..I hope you and josh go on to lead a very happy eventful life...Ill keep reading heart all the best of luck to you fuki wink
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Posted: Sat Jan 20, 2007 7:23 am
lonelyfrench Pot ******** me up to bad...i cant d pot..no since i tried it once with my cousin...I dont like those kindof drugs. besides the ocassinal ex tablet...that great...8 hours of fun hahahahaha weed ******** you up its like the least leathly drug
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Posted: Sat Jan 20, 2007 10:51 am
kensin15 lonelyfrench Pot ******** me up to bad...i cant d pot..no since i tried it once with my cousin...I dont like those kindof drugs. besides the ocassinal ex tablet...that great...8 hours of fun hahahahaha weed ******** you up its like the least leathly drug well m y first exp. with it was like me stupidly taking a HUGE drags at a time and finnaly my 12 year old body couldnt take it..and just past me out rofl and i felt like crap the whole next day. hahahaha
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 10:44 am
Sorry it took so long to reply. I was at school when I posted before so I couldn't bookmark it.
I found your journal through a link in another person's signature to the Stoner's Guild (which had me curious, as she's not the sort of person I'd expect to do that sort of thing and so I wanted to see what the guild was about). Diary of a Quitter had a lot of different possible interpretations, so I was intrigued and clicked and got caught up on everything.
As for how to stop associating him with cigarettes...like Kansant said, perhaps you could convince him not to bring cigarettes with him when he comes to see you? I'm sure a few hours of not smoking won't kill him. Or at the -very- least, tell him not to give you any, and not to smoke right next to you. Like, when he needs to, he'll go outside and you'll stay in and that way the smoke won't get to you.
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Posted: Thu Feb 01, 2007 6:46 am
Stay strong 3nodding
I'm proud of you.
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Posted: Thu Feb 01, 2007 7:01 pm
February 1, 2007
Boy oh boy. How long its been. Internet got cut off. I didnt keep track of how much I smoked. Not even sure how much I smoked today. I have 13 days to go, and I am determined to do this.
Day 28 THIS IS WEEK 4 OVER! Wow. No idea how many cigarettes were smoked. More than two packs.
Cigarettes Consumed:
-shrug-
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The Cherry On Top Died Crew
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Posted: Thu Feb 01, 2007 9:57 pm
Funny. I'm used to smoking a pack a day (at least) when I do smoke. Like up until a few weeks ago I smoked a pack everyday for a few months. Then I had to stop because I'm staying with anti-smoking family members and I haven't had any problems at all with physical cravings.
But on saturday I'm going home and the first thing I'm gonna do is buy a pack of smokes. Smoking is something I just like to do. 3nodding
Good luck on quitting.
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 11:47 am
What an anit-smoker extremist like me is doing in here i dont know as i hate all form of recreational drugs. I usually loose all respect for smokers, junkies and alcoholics alike because of the way i feel (if your curious just ask) but you and your determination astound me. Even though what you do goes against everything i stand for i have a huge amount of respect for you. What you are doing for yourself is fantastic and id shake your hand if it was possible.
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Posted: Sat Apr 07, 2007 11:31 pm
hey you smile i bet you have quit by now.
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