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 Posted: Fri Feb 09, 2007 1:16 pm
*sits on the ground and cries* i'm sorry i haven't been happy in a while. I can't be happy because of what happens thats why i stay sad so i can be hurt but already bypass the pain. if that makes sence. Next i try to be happy but i tend to get hurt .
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Posted: Fri Feb 09, 2007 6:53 pm
i understand Kira. I really do. It's like recently. . .i want to be happy. . .cause i ruined my first date with a guy i really like. . .i was running away. . .pushing him away. . .
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 8:18 am
PrincessLunaBlueWolf i understand Kira. I really do. It's like recently. . .i want to be happy. . .cause i ruined my first date with a guy i really like. . .i was running away. . .pushing him away. . . life is the fond of tears she brings the hurtsful pain but we as humans are always prevelent to the pain the pain that buries deep never letting go Blood runs down with the course of life as we suffer so does are humanity
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 12:21 pm
*Sighs* I guess so. . .I don't like hurt but I don't want to get hurt either. I am afraid and nervous. I must learn to get over the small things I fear and move forward. I'm just so use to people coming away and than disappearing. I value those I meet no matter how long they around but I tired of being alone. The date didn't end good but I think we're both over reacting. I feel bad partly and I've admitted that. *Sighs. . .* It feels good to just talk about stuff. . .wheather i make sense or not.
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2007 6:12 am
kiba, you need to lighten up, you cant experience the joys of life if you dont allow yourself to, and while pain may be there it balance with the joy
and with being in virtually one mindframe you cannot learn to grow...and without any growth what is the point?
you need to make a point of not being so depressed, what do you enjoy?
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 6:46 pm
Exain kiba, you need to lighten up, you cant experience the joys of life if you dont allow yourself to, and while pain may be there it balance with the joy and with being in virtually one mindframe you cannot learn to grow...and without any growth what is the point? you need to make a point of not being so depressed, what do you enjoy? What do i joy? Joy is the only thing that may be a imagination of a human The reality of it all is life is the sad story A story that you dream about with blood and tears Only wakeing up sweating from the horriable nightmare Wondering what you look for testing and experimenting with different theories and Guesses The person acatuall finds out that Human suffering brings sorrow then Happiness, but the happiness is Fickle and flies away Knowing this People shut themselves in a barrier of ice where noting can harm them. I say this because of what others have done to me. I cry every night Internalialy because no one can love me for who i am For i am a lone swordsman The Ronnin of life tring to find his happiness with a misstress but never finding it for the doors of the harsh reality has shut you out.
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Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 9:07 am
Kiba, you make me angry sometimes, i do agree that happyness is fickle, but it remains fickle and you dont know how long it will last, but you know for sure it wont last if you dont let it. Happiness is all based on perception, you have defeted yourself before even trying, and to say you are a ronin would be a lie as well. Because while a ronins situation may be similar they put up a fight, and from what i see you put up no fight to have happiness in your life. and as far as people go, you've been reading too much manga or watching too much anime...the plain fact is that people will not like you untill you learn to like yourself...its a confidence thing that people sense in you. and while you are my friend, you are my friend because of who you are, not who you are becoming. If i had met you like you are now i probly wouldnt have talked with you after the first time. So whatever your malfunction is get over it; People do like you; You have no reason to forsake happiness; and you have a life full of possibilities in front of you.
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Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 11:54 pm
Dearest Kira. I know we haven't known eachother long enough. Although I feel somewhat close enough to you. I read through what Exain and Lupe wrote to you. I believe there right and they sound like good friends. I think you need to remember friends like them and me. I'm your friend. At least I hope so. Reguardless of whether I am or not. You can't get rid of me that easily.
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Posted: Fri Apr 06, 2007 5:24 am
* Kira sighs then looks up and laughs* ahh yes... Lupe i have been indulged with anime and manga. I do put up a fight. I fight everyday just to struggle along like a dog with a broken leg, but I am like a coconut I have thick skin but break the skin and i am very sweet and kind.
luna I have friends your one of them but friends will go so far. I joke around, have fun and study to what i think is hard only to get a " F" on the damn Chemistry test ( which is Bull). I try hard but it is becomeing a common topic that a larger force is telling me to quit and end it all, but he shall never have me untill i am out of breath and laying on the floor blood-stained and cold.
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2007 1:41 am
Friends will only go so far. . .huh? Well, goes to show you how much you know me. I'm probably the best friends you can have. I haven't let a person down yet. Only myself. Although, we tend to let ourselves down more often than others. I'm happiest when I help others. . .
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Posted: Sat Apr 14, 2007 5:01 am
PrincessLunaBlueWolf Friends will only go so far. . .huh? Well, goes to show you how much you know me. I'm probably the best friends you can have. I haven't let a person down yet. Only myself. Although, we tend to let ourselves down more often than others. I'm happiest when I help others. . . ya.... well then help yourself before your help others. the result of bring yourself up first will bring your moral code up to help others with a better result.
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Posted: Sat Apr 14, 2007 10:57 pm
No, it's in my blood to serve others before myself. Friends mean a lot to me. I like being alone but I can never be alone. I don't know if that makes sense but it sure does to me. Oh and helping others gives me confidence. So that's why i do things this way.
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Posted: Sun Apr 15, 2007 6:50 am
*kira sighs* hmm.... No one will love me for who i am. the part that really sucks is i try to love people but blow me off and brings me down to a even more depressed state of mind Knowing this fact is that now i know that i will be alone untill My moon flower come in full blossom to release the scent of cheza.
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 11:11 pm
Life is not peaches and cream. Life was never meant to be easy. If it were than there'd be no reason to work hard or gain anything. I'm really trying. I'm a friend to you. I probably could be a better one. . .I'm not perfect. Nobody is. *sighs*
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Posted: Fri Apr 27, 2007 6:15 pm
PrincessLunaBlueWolf Life is not peaches and cream. Life was never meant to be easy. If it were than there'd be no reason to work hard or gain anything. I'm really trying. I'm a friend to you. I probably could be a better one. . .I'm not perfect. Nobody is. *sighs* ya... I know that but i wish i could just break the shackles that bind my humanity to the material world.
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