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 Posted: Thu Jan 11, 2007 4:52 pm
Shinys stephieannejanine ...that's right, just keep thinking of him as a sperm donor too. Let him visit only twice a month, it's probably better for Caspyn anyway. I just hope he moves and never visits. sweatdrop According to friends of mine that used to be friends of his, he's planning a trip back to his home in march... That's funny for two reasons... his licence expires early march, so he'll be off across state lines with an expired licence... his tags on his car are expired (I've been praying that the coppers don't notice around here until AFRER his licence expires... It's still the wrong state's licence and his plates are out of state too.. and he's lived here almost a year and a half... so he'll be getting fines way bad... LMAO Maybe he will be drunk when he gets pulled over on top of it all... that would make me laugh. Not to mention he's ganna be paying child support by then, I called and they said probably beginning of next month it would go through... So I'm not sure where he's ganna be getting the money for said trip, but whatever. He'll probably pawn somthing off... lol He truley was/is an idiot... Yes, he is!
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 12:33 am
Gaugh... I was forced to contact him due to family tree stuff for Caspyan... we only talked about the tree stuff, no conversation about Caspyan, how he's doing, how things are going, nothing until the very end of the conversation, when he said to kiss 'Cass' for him.... gonk scream gonk scream He misspelled his own kids name wrong... >.< OY!!! IDIOT.
Ok.. had to vent about the stupid one for a moment... I'm better now.
Needless to say I saved the IM, printed a copy, and am putting it with my 'DJ log'
3nodding
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Posted: Tue Jan 16, 2007 5:01 pm
EXCELLENT!! You just keep that DJ Log, someday it will come in very handy....
Yes, this boy is an idiot!!!
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 12:12 am
stephieannejanine Yes, this boy is an idiot!!! Agreed. You should find a real man. Or how about a wolf? wink
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 1:12 am
Moon Wolf of the Goddess stephieannejanine Yes, this boy is an idiot!!! Agreed. You should find a real man. Or how about a wolf? wink Hah, your a flirt! Now we know. rofl
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 9:14 pm
Computer Drama Part 2:
Ok, so the OS that I had put on this computer was only a spare disk from my mom's computer, and because she had it on her laptop, it wasn't working on my computer only the thirty day trial until I had to regester it. Obviously the key code didn't work on this one, or I would have just put it on here.
So I ordered an OS offline (pretty penny gone bye-bye... hense the no donating this month... or next... or for a while...) And it got here today. I had to totaly restart my computer, so AGAIN I have to re-do all my files and such... I backed up a few important files the other day (my convo with sperm doner for example...) and they are all I have now.. So again, I have to deal with empty computer and resetting all my settings and documents... crying
The only good thing that has come out of all this is that the computer now has no viruses and is wiped compleatly clean.... not to mention it dosen't say 'DJs computer' in the program files now.... ^_^
So now when I re-load ALL of my programs (camra, iPod, printer, tetris worlds, Guild Wars, exc... I'll be able to keep my computer good for quite some time, and won't have to go through all this again. I just wish I had my key codes for microsoft word... I kinda lost them and to buy new ones/the program is $200, so that's SO not happening... *sigh*
Oh well, maybe I can get my mom to swipe me her copy from work for a night... They have the 'Corprate Edition' which can be put on as many computers as you want...
For the first time I have a compleatly leagal computer right now! I just realized that. Wow... specal...
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 3:43 pm
My mother is ganna drive me nuts... she won't talk to me at all about my date friday, she just assumes he's no good... she just dosen't want to talk about it... Jen introduced us, so that equils instant looser I guess... *sigh*
But he's great! Really and truley... but she won't listen to me about it at all... Never mind that he graduated valadictorian, owns his own house, is really sweet and makes cas laugh like no one becides I can... and he wanted to come meet the family friday... I told my grandmother all about him, and she says 'Finnally some on with some charicter notices you"
Maybe she'll talk to mom about it sometime...
He took me out to sushi at a place I know is very expensive, and he wore a suit.... He took me to the movies after the sushi... We had a really good night... *sigh*
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Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 2:14 am
Well, this isn't much of a rant really but it'll do!
I feel really bad today... I know part of it is due to stress (so much uni work!) and lack of sleep, but I guess it also shows I still have some insecurities about myself. I just got called "weird" by my best friend's sister (via PM). I think she meant it in a joking way, and I know she wouldn't mean it in a mean way, but it really got to me for some reason. I know sometimes I do say weird things and joke around a lot in what I say, but I guess I'm worried about coming off as a weirdo to everyone.
Recently I've really been listening to my feelings, as before I suppose I just blocked them and waved them off (without even realising it! When you're bullied at school I guess it's a defense mechanism you just develop). It's interesting to see how insecure I am about my personality. It's one of those things I know I just have to work through myself, though now I'm facing my insecurity I don't really know what to do with it! It's there, and I feel it, but how do I fix this weakness in my emotional foundations? I'm sure I'll find a way.
This is really a good thing, as it has shown me this, well not really weakness or flaw... this facet of my personality which is easily hurt. So I'm grateful for the experience, and I don't hold it against her. I'm gonna be sure to watch what I say to people from now on as well! It's strange how one little word can open up someone's insecurities and cause them pain. Such a small thing... (Lotr flashback! Oooh Sean Bean xd )
I know I shouldn't try to change because of what other people think, but the thought of going through life and having people think "weirdo" when they see me makes me really sad...
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Posted: Wed May 02, 2007 4:41 pm
Aww, that's a really understandable way to feel 3nodding *biiiiig hugs* And I lurff you no matter what!!
Now for my lil rant....
Again about technology!! AArrgghh I've been saving a bunch of links and recipes and pictures and stuff for a ton information that I need to copy to my book of shadows (not to mention school and embroidering and other things I've been researching for the past three months) to my jump drive, and yesterday... It screws up! It wouldn't work and I ended up having to reformat it, erasing allllll my stuff stressed
But on the upside.. hmm.. I got distracted and forgot what the upside was.... sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue May 15, 2007 7:09 pm
So, I'm quite infuriated with my school's apparent attempt at authority...
Well, I've wanted my hair dyed blue for over eight months now, but didn't have the money to do it. My school's dress code prohibits non-natural shades (even though blonde hair with black highlights is apparently "natural" according to recent fads...), and I know this and understand that they supposedly want to avoid distraction in the classroom (Even though the students would never even consider being distracted from their oh-so-important conversations while the teachers are "teaching"), so, I planned to buy a wig to wear in school and at work so as to stick to the dress code and not offend anybody.
Well, I wanted to do this around Christmas, but I didn't have the money, and my boyfriend said he'd buy the wig for me for my birthday and I could dye my hair on my birthday (Since I'd only need like 10 or 15 dollars for the dye). And I was ecstatic on my birthday, because even though my boyfriend didn't go through with what he said (he was just changing jobs and didn't get paid before my birthday), I got $135 dollars for my birthday from various people! So joy of joys, right? Well, to add icing on the cake, I had told my friend Manda about wanting my hair dyed blue, and her dad paid a professional hair dresser person to go get some really good blue dye and he was going to set up an appointment for me to dye my hair, and pay for everything! Well, we called to make the appointment today and found out that the school had come and told the hair person that she couldn't dye my hair until school was over, despite the fact that I have a wig to maintain dress code. I dunno what kinda power they have over her, but I'm extremely angry..
So, I was going to be all nice and conformative and not cause any problems, but that's over. I'm stretching the dress code as far as I can in the next two weeks and rubbing it in their faces because they can't do anything about it.
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Posted: Wed May 16, 2007 11:01 pm
Eeew, that REALLY sucks... I actuley COULD dye my hair any color I wanted, but I'm not because I love my hair color... But if I ever decide I wanna go blue, I'll do it in the next four years... before I'm a teacher... LOL.
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Posted: Sat May 19, 2007 4:30 pm
Heh, the only coloring I've done to mine is red and black tips and streaks sometime last year, and occasional streaks with Sharpies xp
I can't wait to get it done ^.^ I'm gonna try to make the appointment for next Thursday afternoon (School ends for the year at 12:30 on Thursday xd )
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Posted: Fri Dec 07, 2007 9:14 pm
I... hate roleplaying sexual themes on Gaia and seeing gangster related avatars speaking of killing each other and the like. It's beyond me, and yet they say I'm the hateful one for my beliefs. Hmph! More later.
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