Going to the graveyard

[Gumby Ningata]

Chiruro

So, my grandma died the 9th of December. She got cremated the friday after and was put into her resting place on the 14th of December. (I was there ofcourse)
So it's been a long while now but I still didn't manage to go to the graveyard and look at it. I just can't bring myself to it, I'm scared of how real it will look and how much it will hurt, on the other side it feels like I don't have the respect to visit her. So, what should I do, go or don't go?

It will take time but eventually you will go. It might be a few day, weeks, or even years. Just take things slow. You loved her and that is what mattered.