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 Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 2:36 pm
way_to_the_dawn67 my name is Alice. People have pointed at me and said 'ur emo' or 'theres the emo girl'...i think u can guess what they label me as.. ive had a hard life for me but i keep it in because there are people who have it worse,. i will be the kind of person with a pen and paper in hand,rather than a knife(ive given up tht stuff already..only made things worse..)ill always be the girl who has friends but will be the loner walking down the street drowning in my regret. ill always be that girl who sees things before it can happen(im no prophet-.-)and when there are people dead, i know i couldve saved them..a girl who will scare you when you ask what i see. a girl who winces at the sound of a belt hitting an object,or skin hitting skin in a violent way.if youve ever been hit by a man you look up to. if youve been yelled at and told everything ws your fault. if you saw someone you love more than anyone dying in your eyes by that same man,not refusing to go,hanging onto your favortie stuffed rabbit and crying with your mother.if youve been cheated on..if youve been used..have people tell you the world would b better without u nd u do all these attempts..but they dont work.you know youre meant to live when you dont die and u meet the right guy..but then he dies and comes back nd u have a feeling you will lose him again..if youve died from a horrible sickness..then you get a disease 2 year later..and your life is put on a timer..and all hope is lost but for that one person you love..and still you have that urge to put a knife to your soul..but you stop. this is MY life. whats yours? wow. that sounds a lot like me >.< i dont like that you have life that bad cuz ive felt the same way since i was 11. im 14 now and things arent any better. tried killing myself 2 days ago with a mirror shard and blood was everwherre. my mother fixed my arm fast before my dad saw anything. i feel ur pain. people do tell me the world would be better without me and i wanted to see what hell was like cuz it had to be better. im saying all this just to let u know ur not alone. i look for someone near me that goes through the same stuff but never found one as perfect as u (: sure their lives are rough but they werent going through anything like me. maybe we can stay in touch?
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Posted: Fri May 25, 2012 8:10 pm
sexy emo angel 15 way_to_the_dawn67 my name is Alice. People have pointed at me and said 'ur emo' or 'theres the emo girl'...i think u can guess what they label me as.. ive had a hard life for me but i keep it in because there are people who have it worse,. i will be the kind of person with a pen and paper in hand,rather than a knife(ive given up tht stuff already..only made things worse..)ill always be the girl who has friends but will be the loner walking down the street drowning in my regret. ill always be that girl who sees things before it can happen(im no prophet-.-)and when there are people dead, i know i couldve saved them..a girl who will scare you when you ask what i see. a girl who winces at the sound of a belt hitting an object,or skin hitting skin in a violent way.if youve ever been hit by a man you look up to. if youve been yelled at and told everything ws your fault. if you saw someone you love more than anyone dying in your eyes by that same man,not refusing to go,hanging onto your favortie stuffed rabbit and crying with your mother.if youve been cheated on..if youve been used..have people tell you the world would b better without u nd u do all these attempts..but they dont work.you know youre meant to live when you dont die and u meet the right guy..but then he dies and comes back nd u have a feeling you will lose him again..if youve died from a horrible sickness..then you get a disease 2 year later..and your life is put on a timer..and all hope is lost but for that one person you love..and still you have that urge to put a knife to your soul..but you stop. this is MY life. whats yours? wow. that sounds a lot like me >.< i dont like that you have life that bad cuz ive felt the same way since i was 11. im 14 now and things arent any better. tried killing myself 2 days ago with a mirror shard and blood was everwherre. my mother fixed my arm fast before my dad saw anything. i feel ur pain. people do tell me the world would be better without me and i wanted to see what hell was like cuz it had to be better. im saying all this just to let u know ur not alone. i look for someone near me that goes through the same stuff but never found one as perfect as u (: sure their lives are rough but they werent going through anything like me. maybe we can stay in touch? sure but yeah I know life just got worse for me I lost ALL friends except one to a girl who was posing as an emo. she used to be my friend and that's what hurt the most. I was tired of coming home crying so I did my best to cut her out except for the times she stalks me sees the ppl I hang out with nd try to steal them away by saying 'omg I cut myself ugh I wanna do it again blah blah blah'. visions get stronger now. most are about catastrophe or holes cracking up in the earth. hopefully life will get better. also ive been hit since 8.
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Posted: Sat Oct 13, 2012 2:45 pm
Hey I'm Holly.
Not everyone is the same.
Labels don't mean everything.
It matters what the "real" you is.
I've had a hard life.
No I am not labeled.
I feel alone..
I take depression medication,no I don't know if they'll work.
I have a lot of hate in my life,but we all get over it and move on eventually.
I know where you are coming from but suicidal is never the answer.
A shrink? Explain what that means.. I've been to therapy if that counts.
But I don't label myself, I just like to wear black.
Any questions?
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Posted: Wed Mar 12, 2014 1:04 am
hi. im naomi. are you like me? never have i had friends growing up I was the "weird one" i was always alone people picked on me because of it. have u ever just sat there in class just sleeping or reading because you have no friends ? do you not fit in like me? i don't care about lables its only when people make up stuff about it like you have to cut to be emo. I fall under emo. do you wonder why you live everyday? are you afraid to be yourself because no one accepts u? how many masks do you wear to try to make things work in real life? i wear a bunch. do you wish u could end it but dont have the courage. no depression meds work i have sever depression. I have anxiety i take meds for it. are you like me?
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