Never anything going...
Always something leaving...
Something sewing
Something weaving

My path is not my own
I fallow what is given to me
I can not condone
What I see

Betray myself
Bleed myself
Slice myself
Inside my head

I hate reality so much
I lock myself away
That b*****d breaks through the door
...and drags me outside.

An overpowering clutch
Ruining my day
I can't take anymore
I retreat to my mind, safe inside

Cover anger in profanity
Forever trapped in calamity
Tearing away my own anatomy
Left in my own sanity...