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Alana forced herself to keep her eyes locked on Saras, fighting the urge to deal with her the same way her friend was dealing with Rick. SHe knew her friend was breaking all the rules now, but decided not to care. At this point, all she cared about was not making the same mistake. It wasn't the first time a member of Hellsing had snapped, especiall after a night so stressful as their had been. ~Go ahead and kill him Tyasha, it's better he doesn't wake up. He's with the balvorines anyway, right? I'll vouch for you.~

Alana leaned down next to Saras and smiled, feeling parts of her old self come back, much to her dismay. She took the woman's hand in her own, then flipped it over palm up, exposing the weins running from her wrist to her forearm. Without saying a word, she took her dagger and forced it deep into the woman's skin, the blood that shot up making her heart race with lust for it. She pulled the dagger slowly down the woman's arm, the deep cut gushing deep red blood. Upon hearing the woman's paralyzed moans of pain, she chuckled. "Not very pleasent, is it?" She purred. "I remember. However... this body of mine seems to be a bit more capable of healing then yours." She continued to monologue, as she had always done before joining hellsing. But she didn't only talk.

She knew that the woman would be weak from loosing blood and unable to fight back. What a pity, so little of a challenge. Taking the dagger again in her hand, she shoved it deep into the woman's leg, then looked into her eyes, tresspassing into her mind and stopping all endorphines. She smiled upon hearing the woman's heart slowly quickly, and licked the blood off of her wrist. That was all it took. In a flash Alana's eyes turned from crimson to black and she had the woman's head in her hands, her fangs lowered and her mouth around the punture holes in her neck, as she drank deeply and dained the woman, smiliing upon hearing her heart's final beat.

Alana pulled away from Saras's body, her breathing stopped. No. She couldn't have done that....she wouldn't have. No. Her eyes fell on Tyasha, who was sleeping and bleeding slightly. She leaned down and licked his blood away, watching it heal. Then she shook him awake, unable to stop the tears from flowing.

"At least say something, you have to distract me." She was sobbing now. "Please, Tyasha." She reached up and grabbed his arm.

Alana nodded and walked shakily toward their room, sitting down on the bed softly. She combed through her hair thoroughly with her fingers and quickly wiped her face of tears. Then she laid down, suddenly realizing how tired she was. But sleep would not come, so she simply waited for Tyasha.

Raye watched the scene with emotionless eyes, from Tyasha and the female vampire holding each other, to them sucking the human's blood. She watched the bodies disappear when Tyasha put them outside, and couldn't help but feel distress. What if that had happened to her and Chris? She decided not to tell the girl about what she had witnessed, yet she would be sure to... befriend her. Tyasha and Alana had departed, and all that remained were the two cop badges scattered about on the floor. Raye picked the two up, and read the names. "Rick... Saras," She closed her eyes, and remembered the grief on the two vampires faces. Alana had cried... 'I didn't know vampires could do that...'

Raye exited the door, and walked a few feet away. She turned swiftly, and took a few steps before digging a hole. She placed the badges in the hole and covered it with dirt.

Alana stared at the ceiling, her tears now stopped, her face back to it's emotionless state. But her heart was still racing, her mind still twirling. She heard Tyasha's words in her head, and another tear rolled down her cheek. She quickly wiped it away. She hated this. She was usually so good at keeping her feelings to herself. But then again, she was used to being by herself. She rolled onto one side and watched Tyasha move around, also unable to sleep, but it was written all over his face that he desperatly needed it. "I won't let it consume you, Tyasha," She said in a quiet voice. "I promise." Then she reached down to him hesitantly and brushed his hair softly for a brief second. "Now you need to sleep." The words came out as more of a sigh, barely audible to her own ears. She pulled her arm up and wrapped both of them around her body, then closed her eyes and tried to follow her own advice.