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 Posted: Fri Mar 04, 2005 7:07 pm
Silvermoonyoukai Chaco >> Uhm..was gone 'cause I thought Maki was mad and me, and for all I know she could stil be sweatdrop But then I thought...She didn't really like me that much anyway O_o so here I am >> .... But now I'm off to go either a)annoy the repair guy who looks funny in our kitchen b)watch Canadian Air farce or c) do some pointless thing that won't do anygood to anyone anyway... or ... d) clean my room (hah. as if. that's a no right there 3nodding ) SO i'm off bye bye >>
I really don't understand why everyone I know seems to think this kind of stuff of me. It feels like even the people I think are closest to me think it. I mean, if you guys don't like me or something, if you guys seem to think the same things of me, please tell me. I know I'm all 24/7 b***h, so that's nothing new. If you guys would rather not have me around, I'll gladly leave if that's what you want. I just don't wanna make anyone uncomfortable or have it lead to you guys hating me, because it always happens.
So I'm sorry for being all.... me. I can't help who I am or that I seem intimidating, but if you really got to know me, you would see I'm pretty much the wimpiest person you'll probably ever meet. Sorry for everything, guys. ._.No don't leave Maki!!! It's nothing, you shouldn't be apoligizing, I should, I didn't mean too sound mean, I figured I'm the one who acted stupid so you were probably mad at me, you didn't act with hostility. I donn't hat you, no one here does!! Don't put it as "intimadating", your "tough" and we like you for it, among other things. I'm the one who's Sorry, we shouldn't have said anything, it was stupid anyway.... Wow O_o I bit my nail till it bled gonk xd I learn from experience: Shut up with your pointless opinion or else you'll bleed and hhurt yourself xd It really does sweatdrop But seriously, don't leave, I'm the one who's sorry Maki!! 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2005 12:28 pm
Well, I wasn't really considering leaving unless people wanted it. gonk
Sometimes I just feel like you guys don't like me... because I'm all paranoid like that and plus, after a while, my friends get tired of me. >>
But I love you guys and, to tell the truth, I don't wanna leave. heart
But if I start pissing you guys off, just tell me. ^^;;
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2005 9:23 pm
Silvermoonyoukai Well, I wasn't really considering leaving unless people wanted it. gonk
Sometimes I just feel like you guys don't like me... because I'm all paranoid like that and plus, after a while, my friends get tired of me. >>
But I love you guys and, to tell the truth, I don't wanna leave. heart
But if I start pissing you guys off, just tell me. ^^;; Phht. Ta-kun will never get tired of Maki.
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2005 10:47 pm
Tatsuha_Uesugi Silvermoonyoukai Well, I wasn't really considering leaving unless people wanted it. gonk
Sometimes I just feel like you guys don't like me... because I'm all paranoid like that and plus, after a while, my friends get tired of me. >>
But I love you guys and, to tell the truth, I don't wanna leave. heart
But if I start pissing you guys off, just tell me. ^^;; Phht. Ta-kun will never get tired of Maki.
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2005 11:13 am
Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Silvermoonyoukai Well, I wasn't really considering leaving unless people wanted it. gonk
Sometimes I just feel like you guys don't like me... because I'm all paranoid like that and plus, after a while, my friends get tired of me. >>
But I love you guys and, to tell the truth, I don't wanna leave. heart
But if I start pissing you guys off, just tell me. ^^;; Phht. Ta-kun will never get tired of Maki.
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2005 6:26 pm
Silvermoonyoukai Well, I wasn't really considering leaving unless people wanted it. gonk
Sometimes I just feel like you guys don't like me... because I'm all paranoid like that and plus, after a while, my friends get tired of me. >>
But I love you guys and, to tell the truth, I don't wanna leave. heart
But if I start pissing you guys off, just tell me. ^^;; You didn't piss any of us off, i thought *I* had you mad at me ^^;; But it doesn't matter now does it? As long your here and everythings alright ^^ ~~~ Man I was watching Prince of Tennis (anyone seen it?) And there's this guy, Kikumaru Eiji, and he reminds me SO much of Ryuichi, it's funny, though they don't look alike at all, they act the same, childish then serious when doing what the anime's about i.e in this case: Tennis. And...he has...: Kikumaru bean!! xd He does it JUST like Ryuichi, wonder if it's the same voice actor... whee But man does he make me laugh, he's JUST like Ryuichi! (minus the singing sweatdrop blaugh ) (went check) Nope not same person...but really it's funny, anyways, wasted my week and now last minute doing my french book report xd See ya'll! 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 12:17 pm
I feel really crappy. >< Eh... it was a really confusing day. gonk
I went to school and found out that the state test that was supposed to be tomorrow, was today. They moved it and only told the people who were in school on Friday. =_= So I went to school and my mom made me go early so I got there at 6am. At 7:15 I found out that they moved the testing because my friend came in telling me about it and this girl showed me the note they got. So my brother and I just left school and walked back home.
I went to sleep becuse, even though I went to bed early yesterday, I was still really tired. I just woke up and my blood sugar is through the ******** roof. T___T My insulin pump ran out of insulin while I was asleep. And now I feel really sick and I feel like throwing up. I feel dizzy and if I move too much, my head starts to hurt and I might faint. >>
So I'm gonna go lay down again and see if I can keep my insides inside of me. ._.
Gah. Later. X_x
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Posted: Mon Mar 07, 2005 1:01 pm
MY ******** COMPUTER CAN GO SUCK ITS BALLS. Because, as we all know, it has some. 3nodding
It's DIED. And it won't come back. I ******** hate it. I have a ******** report due too. ********!!! scream
I MISS J00 ALL!!!!!!!!!!! heart heart heart heart heart heart
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 12:35 pm
;__________________;
I'm such a ******** idiot for feeling like I do, but I feel like I'm gonna throw up and I'm kind of shaking, maybe because I'm nervous or something. Because when I was walking home with my brother, this car came up to us and stopped. I looked in and it was my dad... ._. I really didn't want to see him, especially just out of the blue and so unexpected like that. He didn't even recognize me until my brother told him who I was. gonk Then he just looked at me and said "you still don't love me?" And, ya know, what the hell do I say to that? I just looked away. But I didn't cry or anything... even though I thought I would. Eh. My stomach feels like crap now.
PRIEA!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you so much!! T_________T I WANT J00 TO COME BACK REALLY EFFIN' SOON!! heart heart gonk gonk heart heart
WE ALL LOVE J00000000000!!!
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Posted: Mon Mar 14, 2005 5:42 pm
gonk I hate schoooooooooooooooooool, why can't friday come faster, it's Senior Skip Day and Spring Break starts... *huggles everyone like mad*
Priea!!!!!!! *clings* are we still going shopping?!
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Posted: Tue Mar 15, 2005 1:01 pm
carcer gonk I hate schoooooooooooooooooool, why can't friday come faster, it's Senior Skip Day and Spring Break starts... *huggles everyone like mad* Priea!!!!!!! *clings* are we still going shopping?! I hope so!!! gonk Hey...is your Shakespeare Club going anywhere the 22nd or this thursday?! oO *confuzzled about stuff* @_@ Anyway.....we should.....! biggrin !! Calls meh! 301-317-6331 !!! Yes, I'm posting it here. Because I trust people here. 3nodding But it'll be deleted later anyway. biggrin
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Posted: Tue Mar 15, 2005 1:51 pm
Silvermoonyoukai ;__________________;
I'm such a ******** idiot for feeling like I do, but I feel like I'm gonna throw up and I'm kind of shaking, maybe because I'm nervous or something. Because when I was walking home with my brother, this car came up to us and stopped. I looked in and it was my dad... ._. I really didn't want to see him, especially just out of the blue and so unexpected like that. He didn't even recognize me until my brother told him who I was. gonk Then he just looked at me and said "you still don't love me?" And, ya know, what the hell do I say to that? I just looked away. But I didn't cry or anything... even though I thought I would. Eh. My stomach feels like crap now.
PRIEA!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you so much!! T_________T I WANT J00 TO COME BACK REALLY EFFIN' SOON!! heart heart gonk gonk heart heart
WE ALL LOVE J00000000000!!! I still dunno what to really say about you meeting your dad again except for what I told you last night. heart Ta-kun stayed after school for help on chem... and never got it. He got 2 worksheets with only 1 problem left on both done. The teachers told Samus to help him but Ta-kun still didn't get help.... so he played with tongs and played in the sink. *sigh* stayed up later than I ment to last night... I was looking for haircuts...
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Posted: Tue Mar 15, 2005 4:01 pm
Priea carcer gonk I hate schoooooooooooooooooool, why can't friday come faster, it's Senior Skip Day and Spring Break starts... *huggles everyone like mad* Priea!!!!!!! *clings* are we still going shopping?! I hope so!!! gonk Hey...is your Shakespeare Club going anywhere the 22nd or this thursday?! oO *confuzzled about stuff* @_@ Anyway.....we should.....! biggrin !! Calls meh! 301-317-6331 !!! Yes, I'm posting it here. Because I trust people here. 3nodding But it'll be deleted later anyway. biggrin *shakes head* No sad , April is Shakespeare Awareness Month in Frederick though! We got our own month!!! *steals Priea* you should come for the gallery walk in April, it's in Downtown Frederick and all artsy and pretty and I'll be walking around in costume!!! I tihnk I have my drivings test on the 22nd.... XD, I'll call you laters to see what we can hook up smile . *shifty eyes*... *coughMay7and8isAsYouLikeItcough*... *coughPrieashouldcomeseebecausecarcergotRosalindcough*
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Posted: Thu Mar 17, 2005 1:30 pm
You get your own month?! V_V Well hey, I probably won't be in the club next year. I suck at acting. gonk Meh.
I will try to come though. 3nodding heart
My last driving appointment is on the 23rd. eek But then I still need 38 more hours of driving. gonk X_X
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Posted: Thu Mar 17, 2005 7:26 pm
Priea You get your own month?! V_V Well hey, I probably won't be in the club next year. I suck at acting. gonk Meh. I will try to come though. 3nodding heart My last driving appointment is on the 23rd. eek But then I still need 38 more hours of driving. gonk X_X This is the 1st Annual one, I'm so excited!!! There's a cake cutting ceremony, a gala, a 32 hours marathon play reading, gallery walk, performances, an Equity reading of Mackers, As You Like It is going to be features O.O (which freaks me out getting Rosalind and everything), we're going to be interviewed for our production of Richard III two years ago (we had three Richard IIIs, it was so awesome, it was like the split personality- but was really neat is that his crazy speech at Bosworth Field, you can split it into three distinct personalities, it was so great. And it was only when Buckingham realized there were three Richards that he died)... *huggles Priea* I'm such a dork! gonk lol XD that's what I call ironcy
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