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 Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 10:04 pm
Priea @ Tatusha_Usegi : I understand how that can feel. My 3 real friends understand about the internet thing, but most people say the same thing about rapists and stupid s**t. stare ...speaking of which, time for my rant: I am so ******** tired of my "friends" from middle school. We made it to high school, still being friends and all that, but they don't do anything to include me and it seems like they're always criticizing everything I do. They make fun of anime because they don't like it like I do. They make fun of my roleplaying with people, both irl and online. stare Just this morning they criticized my club schedule and how I choose to spend my time after school. scream WTF?? It's not -their- life!! And when it comes to spending time with them, there are so many obstacles!! First, they have to "remember to call me"...they always "forget". stare Then if they remember, I most likely end up being criticized. If not, I feel "out of the loop" because they all go to this damn CPR church thing and I don't. I'm not an extremely religious person and so I don't go. All they talk about is CPR and who they meet there. There's no effort to change the subject or include me. (There are 3 friends in this group) What I find hilarious is when I started hanging out with the 3 people I now consider my closest friends, they complained that I didn't have time for them anymore and they "missed me". stare So get off your ******** a** and call once in a while!! Make a damn effort!! scream Why am I always the one to make an effort in relationships, friends or otherwise??? stressed It's so freakin' annoying!!!!!! scream Then when I get home, my mom is home. I start playing music I got from an online friend (I didn't tell her that, she'd FREAK stare ) and one song is called "Go To Hell". It's a fun song really, making fun of things. Just forgetting that for a second; I'm sixteen!! SIXTEEN!!! Shouldn't I have a -little- say over what music I listen to?? So now she goes through my entire playlist, questioning where I got it all, and telling me to erase everything. stressed I'll erase it, but not before putting it on a CD, damnit!! >< Alright...my rant of stupid problems is over. 3nodding It feels good to rant. sweatdrop My freinds did the same thing stare now were not friends anymore... and yes you should have a say in what kind of music you listen to *nod nod* It's fun to rant I wish I had something to rant about o.o
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 10:14 pm
RyuichiLover13 My freinds did the same thing stare now were not friends anymore... and yes you should have a say in what kind of music you listen to *nod nod* It's fun to rant I wish I had something to rant about o.o Yea, I'm thinking about just leaving and saying "screw it." stare As for rants...if you don't have something to rant about, that's a good thing. It means life's okay! ^_^ Uh...rant about not having something to rant about?? sweatdrop xd
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 10:24 pm
Priea Yea, I'm thinking about just leaving and saying "screw it." stare As for rants...if you don't have something to rant about, that's a good thing. It means life's okay! ^_^ Uh...rant about not having something to rant about?? sweatdrop xd My life sucks XD the last thing it is, is okay =P uhhh I'll rant about not being able to go to the school that I want to go to because my stupid father doesn't want to drive me out to the school, when I know how to take the bus... My mom say's I can go to Wilson (the school that all my close friends go to) but my dad said no stressed (my parents are divorced) And when I ask him he never gives me a good reason... I hate my school I have only 2 friends and the rest of the time I'm hanging out with my older brother... (Which is sad to me...) The school that I'm going to now is poor and messed up and half my teachers hate me. I hate my father I wish I could live with my mom... I hardly ever see my mom too, and now she talking about going to Hawaii for x-mas (with out my brother and me). I hate my life... I don't even have a reason to live anymore but then again I've never really had a reason to begin with... *sigh* sweatdrop yeah...
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 10:54 pm
Tatsuha_Uesugi "Are you SURE Maki is a GIRL? What is 'she' is some old homo who wants to rape you" ((yes, Maki, this did happen... it won't for awhile *puts away History book*)) O_o That's pretty strange because you and I met in real life, so I would think that you'd be sure that I was a girl. I wouldn't try to rape you! Kidnap you, yes; rape you, no. XD Priea: I know how it is to have your mom in your face about that stuff. My mom won't let me do a thing. I'm not even allowed to walk to my friend's house because I "might get raped." By who? No one even knows my ******** town exists! I'm 17 and my mom still treats me like I'm 5. My little brother even complains about her not letting me do stuff. And as for those friends of yours, screw 'em. They're the kind of people that expect you to do for them, and only them. They never do anything for you. They sound selfish, no offense to them or anything, but that's not the way you treat someone who you spposedly call your "friend." Now for MY rant. Well, everything was going well for me today. I finished the story of "Beowulf" for my English class and I have a test for it coming up Thurday. I think I'm really doing well in all my classes so far and I'm confident in what I do. I was feeling really great because of all this today! Then came after school. I'm president of my anime club, and since today was our "club fair," I had to be there to get people to sign up for the club. Trouble was, this thing was so disorganized. We couldn't even fin our table! I was wearing these boots with about a four-inch heel on them, and I was standing for a long time at that stupid thing, probably about 30-45 minutes. So I call my mom to see if she'll give me a ride back home, because my feet are killing me and I live about 45 minutes walking distance away from the school. She couldn't come pick me up because she told me she was too drunk. crying So I went walking home and I was listening to my CD player. As I was walking down the street, my "friend," Jessica, comes riding along in her car with her friend, Cathleen. Now my music was up REALLY loud, and yet, I still heard this loud annoying laughter. I look behind me, and Jessica goes speeding off in her car right past me, and they're both laughing at me because I had to walk home because I don't have a car. I'm so tired of people calling themselves my friends and then treating me like that. She had already done the same thing once before, why did she have to do it again? I have a feeling most people I consider to be my friends are stabbing me in the back. I think my best friend talks crap about me to that guy I was ranting about before. I don't know if it's true, but I have a really strong feeling about it. I really wish I could go to school with my online friends. I seriously trust you all a lot more than I trust my friends IRL. Why couldn't I have you guys with me? Wahh!! I want Ta-kun in my classes... My cat just bit into my hand and now I have a deep, apinful gash. It hurts a lot.
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 11:02 pm
Maki-- Thanks. My grandparents even talk to mine about how I'm too protected. stare They just don't get it. -_-;
As for your rant-- I'm sorry about your 'friend'...it seems we have the same problem. Whenever I have to walk home, "friends" see me, honk & laugh, and keep driving. stare
It seems anime clubs and disorganization go hand-in-hand. sweatdrop The anime club at my school is completely unorganized and we just get together as much as possible, whenever. ^^;;
And having online friends in classes...wow. That would be so awesome... ::sigh:: ......though I don't think much work would be done. xd We'd all be ranting about Gravi, plotting the downfall of people, and trying to kidnap one another... sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Sep 29, 2004 11:03 pm
RyuichiLover13 Priea Yea, I'm thinking about just leaving and saying "screw it." stare As for rants...if you don't have something to rant about, that's a good thing. It means life's okay! ^_^ Uh...rant about not having something to rant about?? sweatdrop xd My life sucks XD the last thing it is, is okay =P uhhh I'll rant about not being able to go to the school that I want to go to because my stupid father doesn't want to drive me out to the school, when I know how to take the bus... My mom say's I can go to Wilson (the school that all my close friends go to) but my dad said no stressed (my parents are divorced) And when I ask him he never gives me a good reason... I hate my school I have only 2 friends and the rest of the time I'm hanging out with my older brother... (Which is sad to me...) The school that I'm going to now is poor and messed up and half my teachers hate me. I hate my father I wish I could live with my mom... I hardly ever see my mom too, and now she talking about going to Hawaii for x-mas (with out my brother and me). I hate my life... I don't even have a reason to live anymore but then again I've never really had a reason to begin with... *sigh* sweatdrop yeah... No!! I didn't want you to be upset!!! Rants are supposed to help!!! gonk Gragh... ::massivehuggleglomp:: I hope it all works out!!!!! ><
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 9:14 am
Don't you hate it when people wake you up when you're having a good dream!? scream I keep on having these awsome dreams but my mom keeps waking me up! gonk Like this morning I was having this dream about Tohma and handcuffs(oh so good dream twisted ) and my mom starts yelling at me to wake up and feed the cats! crying
Has this happened to any of you?
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 1:52 pm
Priea @ Tatusha_Usegi : I understand how that can feel. My 3 real friends understand about the internet thing, but most people say the same thing about rapists and stupid s**t. stare ...speaking of which, time for my rant: I am so ******** tired of my "friends" from middle school. We made it to high school, still being friends and all that, but they don't do anything to include me and it seems like they're always criticizing everything I do. They make fun of anime because they don't like it like I do. They make fun of my roleplaying with people, both irl and online. stare Just this morning they criticized my club schedule and how I choose to spend my time after school. scream WTF?? It's not -their- life!! And when it comes to spending time with them, there are so many obstacles!! First, they have to "remember to call me"...they always "forget". stare Then if they remember, I most likely end up being criticized. If not, I feel "out of the loop" because they all go to this damn CPR church thing and I don't. I'm not an extremely religious person and so I don't go. All they talk about is CPR and who they meet there. There's no effort to change the subject or include me. (There are 3 friends in this group) What I find hilarious is when I started hanging out with the 3 people I now consider my closest friends, they complained that I didn't have time for them anymore and they "missed me". stare So get off your ******** a** and call once in a while!! Make a damn effort!! scream Why am I always the one to make an effort in relationships, friends or otherwise??? stressed It's so freakin' annoying!!!!!! scream Then when I get home, my mom is home. I start playing music I got from an online friend (I didn't tell her that, she'd FREAK stare ) and one song is called "Go To Hell". It's a fun song really, making fun of things. Just forgetting that for a second; I'm sixteen!! SIXTEEN!!! Shouldn't I have a -little- say over what music I listen to?? So now she goes through my entire playlist, questioning where I got it all, and telling me to erase everything. stressed I'll erase it, but not before putting it on a CD, damnit!! >< Alright...my rant of stupid problems is over. 3nodding It feels good to rant. sweatdrop Holy s**t.. that's what happened to me. They critisize me for liking anime more than they do, I talk about my internet buddies, and they accuse them of being rapists. I don't listen to they same music. So. ********. what. I'm not like them. One of them even LAUGHED at me cuz I couldn't read the music in Orchestra today. I've been under so much stress I kicked her Cello out from under her. Then I threw my viola in the case and sat behind the band drums and s**t for the rest of the period. Dude, You gotta send me that "Go To Hell" song..
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 2:15 pm
Maki -
Ya I know. I even told them "I met her in real life" and they don't believe me. Why? They never heard of your town rolleyes neutral mad What about your town? I bet they never heard of mine?
Drop that b***h who calls you her friend and tell her why. She doesn't deserve you. ********, if I went to your school, I'd be hanging on you all day. xd People would question that. xp xd You NEVER see dudes hanging on a girl's arm. xd
Anyways my rant on today continuing:
OK... before Orchestra, I had history. OK, I thought I woulda done good on my test.. I got 60%. ********. At least he knew I didn't know most of it. MY old teacher never taught us the difference from the New Englad, Northern and southern colonies. =.= Oh well, New teacher's gunna talk to my old teacher. Then you heard about Orchestra, and after someone pulled the Ta-kun out from the drums, Sam broke his shoe and I kinda laughed at it. Until he almost whacked me with it. x.x;; I just saw him fall, I didn't know his shoe broke. In spanish I had to sit in between some annoying guys that the teacher was yelling at them the whole time (my ears felt like they shattered)
LUNCH SUCKED
Geometry test ><
Chemistry. My teacher yelled at me for doodling on Sam's binder. x.x;;
Driver's Ed. 'Nuff said.
I stayed after to hang out with Neko-chan for awhile. I haven't really gotten to talk to her for awhile. We talked about politics and why Bush was an a** and s**t. We don't really like Kerry, but sure as HELL we wouldn't vote for Bush. (let's not bring this up and debate about this though.) Then we talked about friends, Joanna (ihateherlikeyouwouldneverbeliveiwannastabherrepeatedlywithherstupidorchestrastick(bow)repeatedlyandlaughasidoso) and then dubbed voices and dubbed anime titles. I got her into Gravi, and told her about how I'm getting the 2nd DVD soon. She wants to hang out and drag me out to a mall. (Maybe I can scare more people!!! 3nodding ) I went around asking random people if they had seen my shoulder angel, for I had lost him in a terrible accident. Then as we were waiting for the late bus, stalker frosh boy finds me =.= he interrupts us from talking about Bush and talks about his fencing meet.. which... wasn't really a fencing meet. Thinking of sports makes me upset. I want to play Volleyball again, but I have no studyhall and too much homework. I'll kill the frosh b***h who's wearing my number! >< once I don't have to take Spanish anymore, I'm getting my studyhall back and playing volleyball... if I even make it on the team. Thats my problem. Everyone will be better by the time I try out. Ta-kun's gotta go change now, his socks are wet and smelly from walking down the road and stepping in some swampy mud on his way cutting through the yard crying
I still wanna kill the frosh b***h wearing my number. stare <******** frosh.
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 3:40 pm
Yakari Taito Don't you hate it when people wake you up when you're having a good dream!? scream I keep on having these awsome dreams but my mom keeps waking me up! gonk Like this morning I was having this dream about Tohma and handcuffs(oh so good dream twisted ) and my mom starts yelling at me to wake up and feed the cats! crying Has this happened to any of you? Happens to my all the time... Like today I had a dream that I was at a Nittle Grasper consert the my dad woke me up crying the only weird part was that Otogi (Duke) from Yuugioh was their o.o but then again I love Otogi so it was all good XD if only I didn't have school then I could dream and sleep forever gonk
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 4:56 pm
Holy s**t. I think I might post here. O_O
Erm...Okies then...This morning I puked twice, once on my four poster bed and just a tiny bit when I first woke up on my pillow. It smells of badness now. I fell out of bed at like...2:00 in the morning. I think I was having one of those really good dreams that you can't remeber when you wake up, and landing in teachers open violin case and smashed both the sound holes and the bridge through. Um...I woke up..er kinda and had a cup of coffe! It was ******** nasty, so I spit it out on my cat and drank sugar instead, which made me even more sick.When I got to school people started hitting me and jillian kicked me in the shin twice and gave one of those twisting arm hurty thingys...o.o And there was...Fruit loops...I bought them...And ate them....And digested them...And then...I fell down the stairs on the way up...And fell down...and...started poking myself with a saftey pin...And the teacher took it away from me...and then I was sad...And then I went to art....called the teacher a hooker cause she wouldnt let me do my project on Mark Ryden...And then I drew a terrorist flower for my Mrs. Lettuce...Clown nose...went outside...Talked about things Sabe kept under his bed...Went Inside...drew a dead chick...Got a Saturday detention for leaving class unexcused...Got pissed of so I kicked the lockers and the teacher was angered by this so now I have to do an essay on politics...I told her it was against my religion to study politics because I was a tree humping drug loving unprotected sex addicted hippie with long gnagly hair and a weird funky name...She wasn't happy so I called her a hooker too...and got a two hour thursday detention... and then...I missed my bus.....and I tried to walk home but then I realized I lived 6 towns away from the school...So I called my mum...And she picked me up...And I came home...And Then I came here and typed about how gay my day was.
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 5:03 pm
Kitten of Cheese Holy s**t. I think I might post here. O_O
Erm...Okies then...This morning I puked twice, once on my four poster bed and just a tiny bit when I first woke up on my pillow. It smells of badness now. I fell out of bed at like...2:00 in the morning. I think I was having one of those really good dreams that you can't remeber when you wake up, and landing in teachers open violin case and smashed both the sound holes and the bridge through. Um...I woke up..er kinda and had a cup of coffe! It was ******** nasty, so I spit it out on my cat and drank sugar instead, which made me even more sick.When I got to school people started hitting me and jillian kicked me in the shin twice and gave one of those twisting arm hurty thingys...o.o And there was...Fruit loops...I bought them...And ate them....And digested them...And then...I fell down the stairs on the way up...And fell down...and...started poking myself with a saftey pin...And the teacher took it away from me...and then I was sad...And then I went to art....called the teacher a hooker cause she wouldnt let me do my project on Mark Ryden...And then I drew a terrorist flower for my Mrs. Lettuce...Clown nose...went outside...Talked about things Sabe kept under his bed...Went Inside...drew a dead chick...Got a Saturday detention for leaving class unexcused...Got pissed of so I kicked the lockers and the teacher was angered by this so now I have to do an essay on politics...I told her it was against my religion to study politics because I was a tree humping drug loving unprotected sex addicted hippie with long gnagly hair and a weird funky name...She wasn't happy so I called her a hooker too...and got a two hour thursday detention... and then...I missed my bus.....and I tried to walk home but then I realized I lived 6 towns away from the school...So I called my mum...And she picked me up...And I came home...And Then I came here and typed about how gay my day was.
wow that sucks....o.o;;
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LouCIte0mUh--Tanx4zTuFz Captain
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 5:23 pm
o_o Jeez... I'm kinda happy that everyone trusts everyone else to post here about their personal lives... u_u I should too..
Okay. Today was pretty okay. Shoe put a $50 Tohma hat through a lawn mower, started singing the Bunny Foo Foo song... etc. Normal day. That's not what I wanna get out. u_u
... I know, I talk about this far too much. But long distance relationships suck. I miss Kitti. So horribly much. Aaaand.. <_<;; >_>;; ithinkihaveacrushononeofmyfriendsthatireallydontthinkishouldhaveacrushon. @_@!!!! It's not... a crush crush. It's one of those trusting friendly loving kinda crushes. It won't last. It's just a phase. But it still feels weird. ............. REALLY weird. o_0;;
Anyways, I miss Kitti. u_u And it's killing me. And my mom found out my cell phone bill was $300. And she like... >.< Freaked out. Wicked badly. T__T Merr.
And my head hurts. I should go to bed. But I need to keep spamming the Chatterbox to get more gold for Shoe's quest... gonk
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 5:57 pm
Adding on to my previous post... I just found out someone died in my apartment building. The apartment right below me. .... u_u
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LouCIte0mUh--Tanx4zTuFz Captain
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2004 6:15 pm
Maron - Yesh, I think I would be scared to find out someone died below me. o.o;; I freaked out when I saw an ambulance across the street cuz My neighbor passed out and fall down the stairs.
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