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(My turn to rant)

Recently, I was talking to my best friend in Home Ec. class while we were sewing. We got on the subject of families. One of the girls, a girl called Grace Cunday decided she was going to run her little mouth off about my family.
So she started out
GC:You're family is so messed up!
Me:Why do you say my family is messed up?
GC:Your sister doesn't know who's baby she's having, she's a pill addict, your other sister is gay!
Me:My sister knows who's baby she's having
GC:No she doesn't! Shut Up, I know everything about her! You don't have to challenge me!
Me:Okay, off that subject...why is being gay wrong?
GC:My entire family is straight! Being gay is dirty and wrong!
Me:Why is it dirty to be gay?
GC: Because! It's wrong!
Me:Guess I'm dirty then.

And more recently
Me:My sister knows who's baby she's having, her's. *Walk away*

GAH!!!! *Hates ignorance and wants to kill that little b***h* I swear If she makes more coments about my family, I will bash her head in!

You want to know what I'm going to rant on for today? My friends.
My friends (offline, of course) are getting on my last nerves. One of them keeps flirting with my boyfriend, and my guy best friend and constantly told her to stop. Another one of my friends is bragging too much because she always gets what she wants. *rolls eyes* My other friend is getting on my nerves majorly. She has this stupid camera she's supposed to take around the school and take pictures of everyone in the school for our next school party. How is this annoying? ALL OF THE TEACHERS told her NOT to let anyone else touch it in a playful way. Guess what? She broke THAT rule. Next thing, she's constantly talking about the boy she loves. She says to my boyfriend and to my other friends that she doesn't like him, but then she calls my house and all she talks about is him. It's annoying.
It's like I have no friends in this world so I'm completely alone.

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Friends (Online)
There is this one person (not in guild, at least I hope not) that gets on my nerves. That person is constantly sulking and telling to my face that they need my help. Since when am I the center of attention when it comes to this stuff? This person always decideds to come online when I do, and always follows me. The only safe place I could probably be, is offline. neutral If I could make this person leave Gaia, I would, but I'm not that mean.

wow theirs this one dude at my school..who constantly hits on me...(but he pretty much hits on everyone)yet for some reason I'm the one he hits on forever...the one with a boyfriend...he's seen him...but no he just keeps hitting on me and once he lied about having a gf yet asking me out at the same time..really..people that go that far for a girlfriend are just not worth it...unless someone can say otherwise (I'll lay off...) sweatdrop
but yah he's been doing crap like this forever..he's even carved my name in his arm saying he belongs to me..and telling people he's going out with me...I'm sorry but thats just annoying..he also does stupid stuff to get attention...but I guess I have a grudge against him, cuss he humiliated me. I'm kinda over it, then again I'm now the butt of every joke if u got that stare gonk

I HATE MILITARY LIFE!! IT COMPLETELY SUCKS!!!!!I never get to life anywhere for more than 3 years... the longest i've lived some were was 38 months!!!I SOOOO HATE IT!! I just had to leave a potential *romantic* relation ship because of this crap... WHY????? GRRR THINK MAKE ME WANT TO CRY!!!! crying

...feel a little better

I'm not that big on ranting, but I'm in an evil mood at the moment, so, meh.

I recently returned from seeing the Movie Constantine, (Great Movie, by the way, though Keanu can't act, his smexiness makes up for it sweatdrop ). My friend compared me to Gabriel at the end, saying that I would gladly sacrifice Mankind for an ideal, which really kind of hurt. Sure, sometimes I go a little nuts on humanity, but he gets all bent out of shape because I calue society over a single human life. I see value the many over the few.

I am maligned as evil, a Machieval, and one who would just in general pervert mankind to a perverse way of thinking. My goal for mankind is that harmony is possible, even if it means the removal of those who would fight against what I stand for, by any means necessary. If this means I am indeed a sadistic fool who enjoys tormenting those I percieve as a malignant factor in society, so be it. I will do as I see needs to be done.

I'm constantly at odds with my friend on this issue, and before hand, I am firm in my beliefs, though after speaking with him, I find myself in a black mood, and questioning my perceptions of humanity. Am I wrong?

This will be semi-severe/harsh.

OKay, I'm getting a bit exhausted with the girls in my gym class. A lot of these preppy, wanna-be, mocking girls whom I would like to knock some sense into.

Okay, most often they get on my nerves because in the locker room they like to have the lights off. One of the reasons being is because I, along with another girl, am a bisexual. And It really pisses me off how they mock gays and bis in front of me. They go on and on about having girlfriends etc and I really don't have a lot of tollerance for it. Pardon me for being intollerant but I can't stand them.

Second. Recently they have been talking about cutters. Talking about how there is no reason to cut yourself. I'm not a cutter, but I know people who are.

Last, I try to explain things to them in lame-man's terms so they will stop. But of course, the words go in one ear and out the other. I really try to be polite, and I usually am, I have good control over my temper, so that's not too big a problem. The problem is, I'm too quiet to make them stop. I don't like yelling, screaming, shouting, or any thing else, I just like to be quiet. But as i am, I don't think I can make them shut up.

Excuse me for cursing, wait nevermind.

RANT! domokun

My mum and dad are being ********, Honestly. If I want to celebrate "mother's day" Then I will, But I will not let myself be told when I should buy my own mother a ******** present. I understand it's only a little thing to rant about but it pisses me off, Majorly. And Right now, I don't feel like getting my mum anything 'cause she's being a b***h about it. I was going to do her a "Not mothers' day" card, But I'm just going to foget that whole idea and give her NOTHING. That day is just like ******** valentines day, The people in today's world do what society tells them to instead on what they want, They don't want to stand up for what they believe in because they won't "Fit it" or "Be cool." Well who gives a ********?! Just do what you like, Celebrate how you want instead on doing stuff when everyone else does. Have you noticed all those people that "have" to wear designer labels? They are a waste of money, But if you want to show your support for abuse to people in "lower class" counties, Then sure, Buy your "Nike" and s**t.

Also, I hate religion, No offence but I mean, Most of the kids in my school are muslim and they think Being Bi/Gay/Lesbian is gross. Why can't they just let it be instead of icolating themselves from poeple who like others of the same gender? I really don't understand but then I wouldn't due to my Bi-ness. Also, I find that I can't trust anyone, I asked alot of people, People I thought were my "friends" about gay poeple and they were like "Eww, Don't get me started on that." or "What about them, They're digusting and gross me out. *Walks away.*" What the ********?! Why do I even bother, THe only person I've told about my being Bi is a teacher, and I don't even know why I told her, I guess just because She's okay with people gay and such..(The teacher's white and I think she's an athiest so that's why she didn't freak.)

That's all I can think of at any rate, I'll rant more when I've recovered from that...
@_@

The time has come for me to rant. lol.


There are people in this world who enter your life. Some stay and affect you positively, negatively, or just kind of neutrally. Others are like phases of your life. They affect you the same way. Well, I found one of those people who is simply a phase. She affected me in many ways. Now she is simply another scar to add to my jagged heart. I did love her, but now it is as if she is......nothing.