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 Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 1:51 am
Yep.... I'm at the end of the barrel.... I drink too much, I'm not THAT good looking, I hate a lot of people, I try to be nice, I lose control, I wake up in a police car, I apologize.....
I don't know what to feel anymore.
Seriously, i'm ******** depressed. And Ive been drinking a mix of codeine/alcool/cranberrie juice for the last hour. I'm such a ******** drug wreck.
Seriously, I got no job, no money, no nothing, I just drink and drink and try to be on top. I'm not worth anything.
crying
I'm sorry.
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 2:01 am
White Linen Yep.... I'm at the end of the barrel.... I drink too much, I'm not THAT good looking, I hate a lot of people, I try to be nice, I lose control, I wake up in a police car, I apologize..... I don't know what to feel anymore. Seriously, i'm ******** depressed. And Ive been drinking a mix of codeine/alcool/cranberrie juice for the last hour. I'm such a ******** drug wreck. Seriously, I got no job, no money, no nothing, I just drink and drink and try to be on top. I'm not worth anything. crying I'm sorry. Aww. I wish I could give you a hug right now. Please don't be sad. We all love you. cry
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Dangerous Conversationalist
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Posted: Sun Jul 02, 2006 2:25 am
Layra-chan White Linen Yep.... I'm at the end of the barrel.... I drink too much, I'm not THAT good looking, I hate a lot of people, I try to be nice, I lose control, I wake up in a police car, I apologize..... I don't know what to feel anymore. Seriously, i'm ******** depressed. And Ive been drinking a mix of codeine/alcool/cranberrie juice for the last hour. I'm such a ******** drug wreck. Seriously, I got no job, no money, no nothing, I just drink and drink and try to be on top. I'm not worth anything. crying I'm sorry. Aww. I wish I could give you a hug right now. Please don't be sad. We all love you. cry I seriously need a real hug right bow. badly. I feel so ******** ow. I haven't slept for 2 days, been drinking, don't remember half of what happenneed over the past 2 days and i'm drinkingf a shitty mixture of pure codeine and juice and alcool. The last thing I remember is crying on the step of a church, getting picked up by the police, getting in my place and drinking some more codeine....... and crying....... alot...... I feel like s**t.
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 12:39 pm
Oh noes!!
*hugs my spytrance king*
(mule account, look for the white text)jopwie
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 12:45 pm
I had to make a new account because this pervert is bothering me sad
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 3:21 pm
Rainbow Sneezes I had to make a new account because this pervert is bothering me sad Pervert? Bad pervert?
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 3:59 pm
Layra-chan Rainbow Sneezes I had to make a new account because this pervert is bothering me sad Pervert? Bad pervert? Bad pervert sad
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Posted: Wed Jul 05, 2006 7:43 pm
Rainbow Sneezes Layra-chan Rainbow Sneezes I had to make a new account because this pervert is bothering me sad Pervert? Bad pervert? Bad pervert sad
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Dangerous Conversationalist
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Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 2:47 am
Rainbow Sneezes Oh noes!! *hugs my spytrance king* (mule account, look for the white text) jopwieThanks... Well s**t list him....
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Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 7:38 am
White Linen Rainbow Sneezes Oh noes!! *hugs my spytrance king* (mule account, look for the white text) jopwieThanks... Well s**t list him....
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Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 2:21 pm
Panda Bondage Bleh, is it the one you've warned me about? >_< yes sad
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Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 7:38 pm
Rainbow Sneezes Panda Bondage Bleh, is it the one you've warned me about? >_< yes sad
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Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 9:05 pm
Well, it finally happened. I should have seen it coming, considering everything else I've forgotten.
Tonight, I temporarily forgot my own name. I've forgotten my age, my gender, my ethnicity, and my location many, many times, but tonight is the first time that I forgot my own name. And all without the help of drugs, alcohol, or a stupefyingly gorgeous body in front of me.
This is bad. Oh, I'm sure some of you may have had similar experience while drunk or high, but I'm cold sober, clean and always have been. I hope I'll continue to at least recognize my own thoughts.
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Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 10:16 pm
Panda Bondage Rainbow Sneezes Panda Bondage Bleh, is it the one you've warned me about? >_< yes sad aww, you are teh sweet heart
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