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 Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 2:49 pm
"Go find Heimin,Changmin."Yunho told Changmin.
I kneel down beside Jenn too."What won't stop,Jenn?"
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 2:54 pm
I turned to the other Jen.
"I don't even know she just turned around and attacked air...and now she's crying..."
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 2:58 pm
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ooc|| Yay for Bi-polarity and DRAMA!! XDD then again.. this IS a drama RP... so it's all good <3 ||
Changmin nodded and dashed off to look for Heimin.
"The voice... that stupid voice in my head..." She said crying. "That stupid voice that won't stop degrading me ever since my brother...."
"Oh? too afraid to say it?... Of course you are... you're weak after all... I'm surprised that you're still considered strong against some people... they must be blind... can't even say a simple four letter word... poor poor Jenn and her predicament..." The voice in her head taunted.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 3:11 pm
"Don't listen to it....it can't contral you...you aren't weak...you can fight it..."I said.
"When did you get smart?"
I hit Yunho."That's how a friend of mine went into a coma...cause of the voice in her head."
"Soory."He looked at the ground.
~that never happened^^;;just making it dramatic~
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 3:18 pm
Heimin who's deep inside the park standing next to a pond looking at her sword, it glistens in the sunlight as she places it back in its sheath. She held the sword as if hugging it, she began to remember her life as a child.
"What a worthless child you are! Martial arts?! why must you learn such barbaric things?!?!"
"But mama, I want to be strong...that man always comes home drunk and beats me up everyday!"
"That man is my husband you little brat and your father!!"
"That's not Papa!! You made him leave!!"
"What's all this noise, that brat better not be making all that noise"
"Mama please save me from him"
"Why should I? You deserve to be beaten up you're a worthless child!"
"Mama please!!...NO PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!! DON'T HURT ME!!"
Heimin jerks coming back to reality, she lets off a deep sigh holding onto her sword tighter it's all in the past she thought reaching over the back of her left shoulder feeling the scar that man gave her, she sighs again then looks over the pond.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 3:36 pm
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Changmin looked around the park frantically. "Heimin!" He shouted. "Heimiiiin!!!"
Finding her at a pond he quickly dashed towards her and shook her shoulders roughly. "Heimin! Come quick! It's Jenn! I think she's having some kind of emotional breakdown!" He himself sounded as if he was on the edge of hysterics.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 3:44 pm
"She what?!" Heimin began to worry, "Where is she?!" she asked the young boy impatiently waiting for directions so she can jolt her way to Jenn
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 3:51 pm
"He's taking to long.Yunho watch her."I ran to find Hemin and Changmin."Heimin."I ran up to her."Come on."I grabbed her hand and pulled her to where Yunho,Linh,and Jenn were.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 3:54 pm
Heimin is pulled by Jen along with Changmin following, she is brought to Jenn who is on a mental breakdown, she kneels before Jenn taking her by the shoulders, "Hey, hey what's wrong?!" she asked with worried looking in her eyes.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 3:56 pm
I stood by Changmin and Yunho.
"Jen...go home...Yoochun is probly worried."Yunho said.I nodded and left.
Yunho kneeled down next to Hemin.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 3:58 pm
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ooc|| anything within *()*'s will be Chinese||
"That way!" Changmin said frantically showing her the way to where Jenn was.
*("You're so worthless! Why can't you be as good as your brother was in martial arts?!)*
*(I'm trying my hardest mother!)*
*(No you're not! You can't even kick as high as he could! And he was younger!)*
*(At least I'm still trying!)*
*(Not hard enough... maybe you should just quit...)*
*(NO!!! I can't quit!)*
*(Yes you can, it's easier if you just did.)*
*(I can't! I have to live up to his dream!)*
*(You... don't you dare even TALK about this foolish dream stuff!)*
*(What if I did?! What if I want to go and live his dream for him!)*
*(Then you will no longer be part of THIS family...)*
*(Then so be it! If I can't live the path that I want... I don't want any part of this family!)*
"No... I don't... want to be part of it anymore..." Jenn whimpered to herself as she was reminded of the past where there were too many tears to count. "I don't want your love... all of it went to Bane anyways..."
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 4:02 pm
"Jenn?!?! JENN?!?!" she kept shaking her trying to get her to snap out of it, as she was shaking her the strap on her top slid causing her scar on her left shoulder to be exposed, "Jenn??" she started to wipe the tears away with her palm while keeping a firm grip on her other shoulder.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 4:04 pm
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Jenn looked up with pain filled eyes. *("Why... why can't I ever make anyone happy?")* She asked to Heimin in her native language. *("Why can't I be like everyone else? Why am I such a degenerate?)*
Changmin stared on at the situation, torn between what he should do.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 4:13 pm
Heimin placed her forehead on Jenn's forehead, she was able to catch a few phrases which was enough for her to understand, "That's not true, you're nothing like what you've just said and I know this because I've known you long enough so no more of this nonsense" she said taking Jenn into her arms placing Jenn's head on her left shoulder where her scar was which is totally exposed now, she began to rock Jenn back and forth as though comforting a baby who wouldn't stop crying, "Everything will be fine as long as I'm alive" she whispered to her.
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 4:32 pm
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Eventually Jenn stopped crying, all that was left were the remaining hiccups. She looked at Heimin with true gratefulness in her eyes. "Thanks Heimin." She commented. "I don't know where I would be without ya... Sorry... I'm weak that way..."
She turned and bowed to Changmin. "Thanks for your help."
Changmin grinned brightly. "No problem!" he said cheerfully.
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