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How did you stop a soul from ripping itself apart...not even she knew the answer to that question. And when a soul came apart...did that mean that it died and the body went with it? She shook her head too many questions. "That's not fair to either him, or you for that matter." Raising her hand she laid it to his cheek, wiping at the tear trail there. It explained why he had been so tired lately. "There has to be a way...I mean...it would be rather cruel of the angels to give him back his life...onlu to make him live this way. Everything can be healed, even souls."

((sorry... stupid night class geting way of RPing...))

Nelphean placed a hand on Ecara's head, and scratched her ears, he didn't answer her questions, he just sat and paid attetnion to the child, trying to keep her mind occupied.

"I dont know if he can win though." Those were the last words of this person, before his body fell backward and limp, then his eyes openned again, deep blue. The gasped and pulled upright, almost clawing at his bedsheets as if they were the things that tried to harm him. It continued for just a couple seconds before he realized where he was and managed to fixate his eyes on Aurah. "W-what?"

"Your mother had a twin Named Rakka. Rakka was my friend. She looks just like you, but less cute." Nelphean smiled, "I sometimes forget that your mother's name isn't Rakka, so don't get confused. Has your mother told you about my friend Rakka?" The elf continued to shower love onto the creature, some traits of Nelphean remained, while others died in that pit. Apparently, Nelphean still held his fancination with children, never growing up himself, mostly.

"Nightmare?" Saradin shuttered. "Nightmares dont take over your entire body, and it still feels real..." His arms withdrew around him to break the feeling of cold that lay over him. "Everything... Everything that could be wrong is, hearing the screams of agony of every last being that failed to find protection and knowing that they are a part of you..."

"You basically know what happened to you then? Know what your soul tries to tell you?" She pulled her hand away and drew he knees up, resting her elbows on them. "You have to save yourself Saradin...before you lose yourself again."

A soft snort as he padded into the room, looking at the two sitting on the bed. "You both have to save yourselves. Saradin, you have to win a battle that no one really knows how to fight. And Aurahkah you have to win a battle with yourself and learn to let go of the walls you hold up. You two...I swear." He sat back on his haunches and gave a bark.

Ecara listened to him, absorbing his information like she did any other she was offered. Soaking it up for perhaps later use. "Like the ghosts? Here but not here?" She then lifted her head to look at Nelphean and gave him another strange look. "Silly. Ecara is not...a peach either..."

"I dont know." He admitted defeatedly, as his clenched fists still shook but to less an extent. "I dont know anything, its frightening... I dont know what to save, or how. Damn it..." Slowly he sobered up and seemingly stared himself down as he turned towards a mirror. "I wont lose like this. But I cant fight it." One hand held his forehead now as he slumped back, "Im sorry to disturb you both like this. Aurah, are you feeling any better than before?"

The multiple name thing was starting to make sense to her. "Are you like daddy? Daddy is called a shadow, because he is one." Then she started to think again. "So you can call...Ecara by different names, but she will still be Ecara?"


"Save your soul. How...we only know what we've been told. You have to give in to what haunts you, yet not lose to it. And what makes you think you can't fight it?"

Her look followed him as he flopped back. "You can't disturb those who are already disturbed. I'm no better and no worse off than before dear Saradin. And it's I that should apologize...like you...I just don't know what to do really."