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My grandmother just got out of the hospital for lung surgery. She is doing well just moving slow but she will be fine... we all knew she would come out of the surgery ok. 3nodding I just want her to be as healthy as she was before she needed an operation.

My friend, (ex-boyfriend as a week ago crying ) he's going through a time of depression and anxiety. He has OCD and can't control his panic attacks sometimes, I know he is having a hard time dealing with it on his own and I (along with his family/friends) can only do so much. I don't feel he's helping himself enough... which is the only way he can overcome his issues, so I pray to God that my friend can have the extra strength he needs to be well again.

Ok...looooong update on me...could really use some prayer for everyone I'm about to mention here so unless you're into a serious prayer session, best not to read what I have to say.
My best friend's dad just got diagnosed with colon cancer. It also may have spread to his liver. I'm not sure yet since I haven't talked to her in a few days. So please pray for her dad's health, physically and spiritually. If he's gonna die from this I'd prefer he'd be spiritually ok than physically ok.
My dad just got back in jail for not telling his parol officer of his whereabouts. He's been in there for a few weeks now, may not get out until his trial (November). His lawyer is pretty sure they're gonna lose now because they weren't able to push the trial date back any further and they needed that time to get evidence. If he loses my mom loses our house so pray that she can find something affordable. As well as for my dad I guess lol.
Now onto my life...wow this is gonna be hard to write out. The family that I live with is currently being sued for a very large bill that they missed a payment on. Mom (i'm just gonna call her mom instead of by her name) has only 5 weeks to come up with the money and there's no way unless by a miracle that she can get it all. If she doesn't they're gonna start taking $400 out of her paycheck weekly and she doesn't have that kinda money. Her daughter is going through a little..."phase" right now too. They have to put their dog down because he's too sick and treatment isn't available. Well she didn't like that, ran off and took the dog with her. Heh...they changed the locks so that she can't come home. She pretty much has to move out now. Her son...ner I miss him...he can't fly because it costs too much. And earlier this year, when she got her new job, she promised him he could start flying again because she would've had the money to do so. But with this lawsuit....So if you're going to pray at all just pray for her to get this money she needs and to get the family organized again.
As for me...I need a lot of heavy prayer but you don't have to pray for me. I'd prefer everyone else to be ok. Because of the lawsuit I pretty much have a slim chance of ever getting home again. Her son (my ex) still hasn't talked to me since March and I miss him so much. I've been doing a lot of thinking and praying about him and I feel like if we had another chance to be together it'd be better than the last time. God has blessed me with the ability to see that we have to change some things if we're gonna work. I'm not sure if he's seen it or not too, and if he has, if he even wants to be with me anymore. My current bf isn't making me feel very good at all. I've tried dumping him so many times but I just can't find the strength. Especially now when I need someone so badly to just be with...I mean I love God and all but I can't exactly cuddle with him But yea, my current bf is pressuring me in ways I don't appreciate. And he keeps yelling at me to get over my ex and that everything will be fine...I just don't like it. Last, but not least, if I can't go home my schooling is literally gonna go down the drain. Because I was homeschooled at home my classes are all out of synch compared to regular schooling. So if I have to go back to regular school...it's not gonna be pretty. If any of you wanna pray for me just pray that I can go home somewhat soon, that I can either break up or fix things with my current bf (preferably break up...you'll see why in a second), that I can talk to my ex and hopefully get back together with him (assuming I can go home... )...he's the only one who's kept God at a high position in our relationship and I want to keep that...and for my schooling to get back on track. So to sum it up pretty much just pray that I can go home and have my ex back and everything else would fall into place! Lol...sorry, trying to get myself to laugh...it's not working too well

I just have a request that I can find good part time work. Right now I am working in my chruch and I don't want fulltime work to interfere with that. I do need a part time job becasue I want to start my own business and right now my husband and I can't aford to save as well as live. So part time work would help me and my husband finacially too. Thats all, thanx for your time.

Thank you very much. I'll be sure to post the testamony mrgreen

i'll pray for her and you!
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Prayer request 100! woo!
Anyway, this is a small one. Please pray that the nightmares I've been having go away. I have been getting little sleep the past week and they keep giving me the same feeling that I'm supposed to be there for my friend when he won't even talk to me. And these happen everynight I pray for God to reveal what He wants me to do.
Also pray for my friends. One of them has his grandmother dying and she's not saved. Another has her dad needing an operation cuz of cancer. And my other friend is about to ask if I can stay with her family til the one I live with can straighten things out. So just pray that God will work His will with them.

im sorry to say that I do not pray but I will keep you in my thought and hope you get better.

Your welcome I am sorry I could not of more help.