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Dangerous Conversationalist
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 Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 11:49 pm
Layra-chan White Linen Layra-chan "What is that?" she asks, pointing at the bracelet. "Kandi." I reply. "Candy? That's not candy." "It's spelled with a 'k.' And with an 'i' at the end instead of a 'y.'" "Um...oh." They don't understand. That's ok..... We don't want em' to...... We'd be too embarassed.....But I need an explanation for my unrelenting cheerfulness. It can't be just "I take morbid pleasure from your confusion at the paradoxical juxtaposition of my attitude and the general mood of the situation." This is not to say that I actually am a kandi kid, but it would be an excuse.
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 7:17 pm
I've finally got into Techno.
Ha! I'm a Technohead. Now I want to be a hippy.
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 7:34 pm
White Linen SCHIZOPHRENIC TENDENCIES White Linen SCHIZOPHRENIC TENDENCIES White Linen No seriously. I used to work at the veggie and fruit section of a convenience store. (IGA for those who knows it). I had to wash the cabbages one day. So I took the big box, plunged my hand in it and half of the box was of rotting cabbages. One of the most unpleasent experience EVAR. It can't be that bad. Oh I tell you. It's like they fuse together in a sort of slimy, stinky goo of doom. I tell you it SUCKS. On a scale of Disco House to Speed Garage, where does it stand? Euro moldavian rance. ... I don't think I've ever heard of that before. Do you have a sample somewhere?
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 8:52 pm
flaifire White Linen SCHIZOPHRENIC TENDENCIES White Linen SCHIZOPHRENIC TENDENCIES White Linen No seriously. I used to work at the veggie and fruit section of a convenience store. (IGA for those who knows it). I had to wash the cabbages one day. So I took the big box, plunged my hand in it and half of the box was of rotting cabbages. One of the most unpleasent experience EVAR. It can't be that bad. Oh I tell you. It's like they fuse together in a sort of slimy, stinky goo of doom. I tell you it SUCKS. On a scale of Disco House to Speed Garage, where does it stand? Euro moldavian rance. ... I don't think I've ever heard of that before. Do you have a sample somewhere? It's a joke. It's not an actual genre.
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 12:18 am
lone_ronin flaifire lone_ronin long story, about a friend I've known since high school... and basically i think I give up on her. Give up on her, how? Romantically? Socially? Mentally? sad I don't even really know.. little from column A little from B... heh I feel less like giving up but at the same time.. i still question what the hell is going on. I consider myself much less attached to the idea of something beyond friendship at this point. sweatdrop I hate people.. especially ones who aren't just up front with things or with themselves for that matter. they feel this need to lie to themselves about what they're doing or their situation. update on my wonderfully emo situation here. i lied, oh so well to myself, either that or when she finally kicked the drug addict habit, i got re attached or something. either way, we had a discussion tonight where basically she explained to me how she felt, and it made me feel pretty shitty for busting my a** for her... I don't regret doing it, i guess i regret doing it with the intentions i did. I just ******** hate that I'll always just be "matty the buddy'... I'm ******** sick of being everyones god damned buddy... and me being me broke up with I think the ONLY girl i've ever been with who did see me as more then just a ******** toy or gawd.. i don't even know.. just some nice guy who they'd rather just be friends with. honestly I'm in the middle of a break down for no "good" reason, other then I think i need one... and I guess getting completely shut down on the possibility of being with a girl you've liked for 5 years... kinda good enough reason to trigger it. all in all, i'm ******** tired of being me. emo wahmbulance edit: I really don't expect anyone to read this or give a s**t, I just need to ******** type, or write or do something at the moment.. anything...
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 12:43 am
lone_ronin lone_ronin flaifire lone_ronin long story, about a friend I've known since high school... and basically i think I give up on her. Give up on her, how? Romantically? Socially? Mentally? sad I don't even really know.. little from column A little from B... heh I feel less like giving up but at the same time.. i still question what the hell is going on. I consider myself much less attached to the idea of something beyond friendship at this point. sweatdrop I hate people.. especially ones who aren't just up front with things or with themselves for that matter. they feel this need to lie to themselves about what they're doing or their situation. update on my wonderfully emo situation here. i lied, oh so well to myself, either that or when she finally kicked the drug addict habit, i got re attached or something. either way, we had a discussion tonight where basically she explained to me how she felt, and it made me feel pretty shitty for busting my a** for her... I don't regret doing it, i guess i regret doing it with the intentions i did. I just ******** hate that I'll always just be "matty the buddy'... I'm ******** sick of being everyones god damned buddy... and me being me broke up with I think the ONLY girl i've ever been with who did see me as more then just a ******** toy or gawd.. i don't even know.. just some nice guy who they'd rather just be friends with. honestly I'm in the middle of a break down for no "good" reason, other then I think i need one... and I guess getting completely shut down on the possibility of being with a girl you've liked for 5 years... kinda good enough reason to trigger it. all in all, i'm ******** tired of being me. emo wahmbulance edit: I really don't expect anyone to read this or give a s**t, I just need to ******** type, or write or do something at the moment.. anything... This is part of the reason I don't really want to get involved romantically with anyone. As much as I'd love to fall in love and kitty kisses and all that fun stuff, there's always so much baggage attached that I'm really not sure if taking the dive is worth it. I know, I know, "falling in love is the greatest thing on earth" but I've never been able to convince myself that that level of emotional attachment, that level of emotional dependence is really a good thing. So I've made myself emotionally complete on my own, and expect to stay this way for a long time; attaching my happiness to someone else has always looked like the worst thing I could possibly do to myself.
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 6:17 am
lone_ronin lone_ronin flaifire lone_ronin long story, about a friend I've known since high school... and basically i think I give up on her. Give up on her, how? Romantically? Socially? Mentally? sad I don't even really know.. little from column A little from B... heh I feel less like giving up but at the same time.. i still question what the hell is going on. I consider myself much less attached to the idea of something beyond friendship at this point. sweatdrop I hate people.. especially ones who aren't just up front with things or with themselves for that matter. they feel this need to lie to themselves about what they're doing or their situation. update on my wonderfully emo situation here. i lied, oh so well to myself, either that or when she finally kicked the drug addict habit, i got re attached or something. either way, we had a discussion tonight where basically she explained to me how she felt, and it made me feel pretty shitty for busting my a** for her... I don't regret doing it, i guess i regret doing it with the intentions i did. I just ******** hate that I'll always just be "matty the buddy'... I'm ******** sick of being everyones god damned buddy... and me being me broke up with I think the ONLY girl i've ever been with who did see me as more then just a ******** toy or gawd.. i don't even know.. just some nice guy who they'd rather just be friends with. honestly I'm in the middle of a break down for no "good" reason, other then I think i need one... and I guess getting completely shut down on the possibility of being with a girl you've liked for 5 years... kinda good enough reason to trigger it. all in all, i'm ******** tired of being me. emo wahmbulance edit: I really don't expect anyone to read this or give a s**t, I just need to ******** type, or write or do something at the moment.. anything...
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 8:03 am
Layra-chan This is part of the reason I don't really want to get involved romantically with anyone. As much as I'd love to fall in love and kitty kisses and all that fun stuff, there's always so much baggage attached that I'm really not sure if taking the dive is worth it. I know, I know, "falling in love is the greatest thing on earth" but I've never been able to convince myself that that level of emotional attachment, that level of emotional dependence is really a good thing. So I've made myself emotionally complete on my own, and expect to stay this way for a long time; attaching my happiness to someone else has always looked like the worst thing I could possibly do to myself. gawd I miss the days when I was good at doing that. hell, I just hate that i've now set the bar that much higher. and at the same time know that I'm just to ******** up to really justify wanting a stable relationship when chances are I'll just run like hell, like i did in my last one. I don't know where my lack of emotional dependancy and self sufficiency went, seemed to go away after my last relationship... stupid people making me feel things again. Panda Bondage Of course we give a s**t Ronin, I'm sorry things don't seem to be going your way right now. :< You'll find someone love, you're beautiful and ever so awsome. Until that time you can come stay with me and Alex and we'll spoon you're pretty little a** until it's all better. :3 Mwa. *hugs.* everyone says I'll find someone, and it seems when ever i do, that someone doesn't want me back, or, i make something go wrong. part of all this is the fact i realize i had someone and I pushed them away for seemingly no good reason aside from them being a bit clingy, and me not knowing how to deal with what ever was going on in my head. not to mention I'm now dealing with like... 80% of my good friends here moving away in a month, so I'm starting to feel mighty alone in general. sweatdrop and I thought this s**t would be done with when i came back/when november was done. novembers are never good for me. and that spooning sounds really tempting at the moment redface
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 2:02 pm
How many people in the guild have pets?
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 2:29 pm
my brother has a dog... i lay no claim to responsibility for her
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 3:30 pm
I have a little gerbil
My brother's first girlfriend looked like a dog.
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 7:28 pm
I wants a pet. All I have is the collection of "kitties" and I don't own them, nor do they live with me.
I just want something fuzzy and loving that I can cuddle and pet and squeeze and call "George."
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Dangerous Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 10:38 pm
jopwie I have a little gerbil My brother's first girlfriend looked like a dog. GERBILS ARE AWESOME! I used to have 2 when I was younger. Black gerbils are the best of all gerbils. 
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 6:54 am
Minimal techno kicks so much a**. razz
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 3:27 pm
Sinusoid Minimal techno kicks so much a**. razz I prefer Schranz myself. In other news: Mmmmm. Twilight Princess.
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