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Explodie Soda Pop Captain
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 Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 2:39 pm
Kiyaii laughed. "Wouldn't you have seen that when I climbed on you when I met you?" She asked. "You also would have seen me watching my family get slaughtered and my eyes ripped out and replaced. You'd be a lot worse than you are right now." She said, calling his bluff.
"Hopefully not." Sakura said, kissing Masaru softly. "I doubt he'd wanna be like this forever."
"Look at the tails and blonde hair Kilk. Come on why do I know your best friend better than you do?" She questioned. "Oh look Sakura kissed him."
Aki blushed then giggled and nuzzled him.
"Ryusuke..." Tsuki said softly. "I suffered by him to be with you... I'm not going to let you go over something like this, nor am I going to judge or hate you." She said. "Even when you were still an assassin... I never once judged you Ryusuke. I still loved you and was willing to stand by you during that..."
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 3:04 pm
Kiel looked down uneasily. "It's kinda random when it does it.." He says laughing a little bit trying to make sure she didn't question it any further.
Masaru looked down. "I-I don't mind it actually.." She says looking down. "I-I hate th-the old me.. a-all the womanizing I did.."
Kilk laughed. "I guess you right." He says walking over.
Zegdia sighed and lay on the grass smiling.
Ryusuke gripped her tightly, burying his head in her chest more. "Th-thank you.."
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Explodie Soda Pop Captain
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 3:13 pm
Kiyaii sighed and rolled her eyes. "You're lying, Kiel... I can't quite prove it but you look like you are... I've seen that look in the eyes of children telling me stories of how they shouldn't be punished by their parents and in the eyes of cheating husbands I've caught in the street. Now why don't you tell me the truth please, I assure you no matter how terrible it may be I'm not going to look at you any different."
Sakura kissed her. "Honey, You've stopped that since you met me." She said and pulled Masaru's hands onto her chest softly. "Do you think I would have given my body to you if you had still been doing that?" She asked softly, making it so only her ears would pick it up.
Pandora nuzzled him and followed.
Aki smiled and snuggled herself next to him.
Tsuki smiled and pet his head. "Honey I was beaten for loving you, you think I would give up on you for a miscalculation?"
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 5:10 pm
Kiel looked down. "Uhm.. I-I.." He says tearing up. "I-I w-was... the one th-that cut your eyes out..." He says almost full blown crying.
Masaru put her head by Sakura's neck and whispered. "Y-you don't understand.. every day I look in the mirror and see e-everything I hate about myself. Every day I have to listen as almost everyone that sees us together here makes comments about h-how long I'll stay with you or wondering if I'm cheating on you and with how many girls.." She says quietly, tearing up. "I-I don't want to have to deal with that anymore..." She says gripping Sakura like a scared little kid. "P-please let me s-stay like this.. I-I don't want to f-feel that way anymore.."
Cylia sort of blushed seeing Sakura put Masaru's hands on her chest. "U-uhm.. ookay I'll just leave you two alone then
Kilk smiled as he walked up to the group. "Hey everyone, how are you?" He asks.
Zegdia smiled and wrapped his arm around her. "The grass is nice and warm."
Ryusuke looked down, he hated being reminded of what Tsuki's father did to her. Even more so now that he learned that he did it to her because she loved him.
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Explodie Soda Pop Captain
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 6:32 pm
Kiyaii hugged him and simply seemed to smile. "Kiel-chan.... I know." She said, kissing his head very softly. "As much as you look like your son now you think I wouldn't recognise the person who had done that to me?" She asked. She hugged him. "But you regret it Kiel-chan, and I can't hate you for that." She said smiling. "You could have been the person to push me off the building and I'd still like you the same."
Sakura stroked Masaru's hair and looked over at Kilk. "Hey," She said simply, petting Masaru more. "Hon why do you care so much about what other people think? I don't think that."
Pandora nuzzled Kilk. "Give 'em a moment. Hey Cy-chan." She said, waving.
Aki nodded, smiling.
Tsuki nuzzled him several times. "I've loved you for longer than I can remember Ryusuke... And I've done things for you that people swear they would but probably wouldnt." She said, smiling.
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 7:25 pm
Kiel gripped Kiyaii tightly. "Y-you knew? Y-you c-couldn't h-have known.." He says burying his head in her. "Y-you're supposed to be m-mad at me... h-hate me or something.."
"It's not that he cares what people think.." Kilk says overhearing Sakura. "People could think that he was the greatest person in the world for what he did before meeting you and he would still feel how he does." He says to which Masaru nods in agreement. "He doesn't like what he did, and I'm guessing that being like that gives him relief from having to be reminded of that."
Masaru nodded. "K-kilk is right.. I-I don't like what I did.. e-even knowing th-that it may never happen again or that it wasn't my fault but just a curse on the men of our family doesn't help.." She says gripping Sakura. "I-I c-can't look at myself in the mirror without f-feeling sick.. b-being like this.. to me it's like a fresh start.." She says pulling back a little and gripping her hands tightly, having a pleading look in her eyes. "P-please don't make me go back to that.."
"I could nap right here until the fireworks start." Zegdia says yawning.
Ryusuke nodded and hugged Tsuki tightly. "I'm so g-grateful th-that you love me so much.."
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Explodie Soda Pop Captain
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 7:45 pm
Kiyaii pet his head. "Kiel you're different now I can see it. You can't say right now that you'd pick up the fork in front of you and gauge my eyes out again."
Sakura pet Masaru more. "Masaru I'm scared though... I don't want to adjust to you like this then suddenly you decide to change again... It feels weird getting attached to you then having you change suddenly... I don't want to start liking you like this then never like the guy you, the real you ever again..."
Pandora laughed nervously. "I can see where she's coming from." She said. "It's strange to adjust to someone and become attached to them one way then have to deal with a complete change suddenly."
Aki laughed. "That's no fun though."
"I always have..." She said softly, blushing and hugging back.
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 8:17 pm
Kiel nodded. "I know.. b-but.. my heart hurts.. th-thinking about all the things I did.."
Masaru teared up and looked down. "I-I don't c-care about b-being like this... I-I just don't want to be h-how I was.. I-I don't want to look at that in the mirror.." She says crying. "I don't want to b-be reminded of that.." She says gripping Sakura. "I-if it's between th-this and what I w-was.. I-I'll t-take this.. I-I'll stay like this forever if it m-means I don't have to go back to that.."
Kilk sighed. "Do you guys understand how much Masaru hated himself every time he womanized someone? Every time he tried to resist the urge and couldn't? Every time he tried to genuinely talk to a girl and couldn't help himself?" He says holding Pandora tightly. "I know what we could do though." He says rubbing his forehead. "We could either get Ryusuke to give Masaru a different appearance and name and like that so he still gets to not see what it was in the mirror. Or we could have them modify everyone's memories so that no one remembers that Masaru used to be male." He says sighing and shaking his head. "Personally I don't care which, I just don't want to see you guys going at it about this."
Zegdia yawned and curled up. "But the grass is so comfy and warm.~" He says closing his eyes.
"I'm glad." Ryusuke says closing his eyes.
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Explodie Soda Pop Captain
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 8:40 pm
Kiyaii nuzzled him softly. "So are we gunna order or just talk?" She teased.
Sakura rubbed her eyes a little. "It hurts liking a girl after M-maru..." She said quietly, startign to tremble a little. "But... but if Masaru's happy... th-then I'll be okay..."
Pandora facepalmed. "Kilk, we get that he hated himself. But it isn't just his decision because it'll affect her too... I mean she might still be messed up from, you know the other girl that we saw get cut open..."
Aki laughed. "Geez."
Tsuki smiled and rubbed her stomach, pulling his hand to feel it.
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 4:44 am
Kiel laughed a little, still wiping tears from his eyes. "Yeah w-we might wanna do that huh?"
Masaru looked at Kilk. "They could do that?" She says before starting to tear up at Sakura's response. "I-I'm sorry.. I-I wont.. I-I'll change back p-please don't cry.." She says as she changes back to a boy and hugs her tightly. "I-I just didn't want to be reminded of a-all the things I did anymore.."
Kilk sighed. "I'm going to go over here for a minute, I need some air.." He says walking off and holding his head, seeming to take a few deep breaths.
Zegdia sprawled out on the ground, nuzzling his head by Aki's arm trying to get her to pet him.
Ryusuke smiled and hugged her with his other hand. "We've got about an hour before the festival starts.. what do you think we should do?"
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Explodie Soda Pop Captain
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 5:24 am
Kiyaii giggled a little and kissed his cheek. "Yeah, maybe." She said. "I don't know too much about morden foods so I'm not really sure what I wanna get."
Sakura nuzzled him and rubbed her eyes a little. "Mmn... M-masa-chan, with what Kilk-said... Couldn't we just erase yours and everyone else's memories about what you've done?" She asked. "I mean, then you could live as yourself without dealing with those thoughts..." She tried suggesting, looking down a little.
"Ah, Kilk-chan..." Pandora said, going after him quickly. "Are you alright?"
Aki pet his head. "Man, most people would change a little after this but dog or not you're still a huge suck." She teased.
"Well," Tsuki started, kissing his cheek a couple of times. "You never did tell me about those dice."
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 8:34 am
Kiel laughed a little. "Morden foods?" He asks seeming confused.
Masaru shook his head. "N-no.. I'm fine.." He says holding her gently. "I-I don't want to be a burden to anyone anymore.. I-if Sacchan forgives me th-then I'll be okay.."
Kilk sighed, holding his head. "Yeah I'm fine, I just started getting a little sick because of how sad Sakura was.." He says seeming like he just got over having the urge to puke. "I really hate being an empath sometimes.."
"Huge suck?" Zegdia says seeming confused.
"Uhm.. let's just say I'm much more of a nerd than you think I am." Ryusuke says laughing uneasily.
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Explodie Soda Pop Captain
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 1:15 pm
Kiyaii grumbled slightly. "I meant modern..."
Sakura gripped him. "Masaru... I already forgive you..." She said quietly. "I've never minded it at all and you had the will to stop when you met me." She said, kissing his cheek several times. "You need to forgive yourself. People may judge you, sure... But they don't know the real you, the one I know and love so much."
Pandora kissed his head softly and rubbed her tummy a little. "Man I got used to having a baby in here."
"Very affectionate and desperate for love and attention." She said, giggling and sticking her tongue out at him.
Tsuki giggled. "Really? That's so cute."
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 2:53 pm
Kiel laughed a little. "Faaaaail." He says before ordering them both a cheeseburger, fries and a milkshake.
Masaru teared up. "I-I don't know if I can.." He says sniffling. "I-I don't think I c-can forgive myself.. H-how many people I hurt, how many times I've humiliated myself trying to talk to people because a girl walked by.."
Kilk blushed deeply. "U-uhm.. a-anyway.." He says hiding his face.
"Oh.." Zegdia says looking down, thinking it was a bad thing. "I-I'm sorry Aki-chi.." He says turning away . "I-I can't help it.."
Ryusuke looked down, blushing. "I-I used to r-run a f-fantasy gaming group after one of our p-people decided to elect me GM because our previous one was a killer GM.. He just made the game unfun for everyone."
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Explodie Soda Pop Captain
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 3:02 pm
Kiyaii blushed. "Silence... im-mortal," She said, making the >.< face.
Sakura stroked his head. "Masaru baby, let it go now..." She said, holding him tightly. "There isn't a need to hate yourself forever because of that... You have proven to me, and probably to several others that you can be a better person than that."
Pandora giggled and nuzzled him. "I love you."
Aki laughed. "Ohh nonono baby boy. I didn't mean it was bad, it's cute."
Tsuki giggled. "So you carry around dice?"
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