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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 1:27 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother“I just.” Spencer shook her head. “I feel so worthless.” She muttered. “There’s nothing I can seem to do. My powers are useless, really, and I can’t really fight. Not that I would ever voluntarily fight, anyhow.” The brunette sighed, closing her eyes as she felt him lift her head. She didn’t want to look at him. He was right, there was nothing worrying could do. But she had to do something. How could they all be so calm about it? She felt like she was the only one stressing. Andy maybe she was. Maybe she wasn’t as confident as she would have liked to think she was, at times. But how could they all be so okay with his? She sighed quietly, this really wasn’t the place to think or talk about this. But Spencer just felt so overwhelmed with all of this. All that kept running through her mind was how much she didn’t want to do this, how she just wanted to run far far away, not have to deal with all the problems that were knocking on their door. But could she leave them? Not really. But, no matter what, she just couldn’t seem to change that mindset. The mindset of just wanting to go. “I can’t promise anything.” The brunette muttered, opening her eyes. “But I.” She stopped, shaking her head a bit at herself. “I suppose I have to try.” ...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 1:39 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything I can see my life passing me by SilenceMarcus sighed when she kept her eyes closed. He just wanted her to look at him. Was that so hard to ask for? He knew how she felt, they all felt the same way, she just had a harder time keeping it in. Or maybe it was only him with the problem here, maybe he was the only one who was keeping it in and Noah and Selcia stressed out while they were alone. Though that didn't seem very likely. It was still a possibility. He knew how she felt, feeling worthless. And he wished he could tell her that he felt the same way, that he always felt worthless and helpless. But the words wouldn't form on his lips no matter how much he tried. He did feel better when she finally opened her eyes. He kissed her on the forehead. "I don't want you to promise anything. I just don't want you to worry yourself sick." Was it all too much or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 1:52 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother“You know how I feel about promises.” Spencer sighed. “But I’ll still try not to. But don’t you worry about me, alright? The less worrying going around, the better. And I think I’ve been stressing enough for all of us.” The brunette tugged his hand, moving away from him. “Now, c’mon. I can’t wait to eat my green apples. Besides, I’m sure your ice cream is well past melted.” She just wanted to stuff her mind full of other things besides what they had been talking about. The more she crammed her mind, the less she thought and worried. Better yet, the closer they got to the hotel, the less she would be worried. Maybe, eventually, she could totally cram the thoughts of fear and dread out of her mind. Though she wouldn’t bet on it, it was a very slim chance. ...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 2:04 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything I can see my life passing me by SilenceShe should of known that it was impossible for him not to worry about her. It was impossible to not worry about anyone at this point. But Marcus kept those words to himself, he merely nodded. "I blame Noah and Selcia. They were the one who ate all my ice cream, that I bought with my own money. Speaking of which, I think I know where to find my wallet." at this point he had no control over his words, they just flew out of his mouth. He fingered she wouldn't mind though, it would be distraction for the both of them. Was it all too much or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Peanut_Butter_Sandwhich Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 2:12 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother“Well that was cruel of them.” Spencer paused, frowning slightly. “All of it?” She echoed shaking her head slightly, almost in disbelief. She could only imagine where all that ice cream went. How could two people eat so much of it? It was unbelievable. The brunette chuckled softly at his announcement about his wallet. “Sure you do.” She teased softly. “You just don’t want me to get it before you do, I know it.” She tugged him and the cart along, glad that they were nearing the registers. Every step was one step closer to the hotel. One more step closer to safety. And that made her feel at least a twinge better. Back to locked doors and blinds. Thank goodness. ...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 2:36 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything I can see my life passing me by Silence"Yes it was." Marcus agreed, he would have to hid it better this time. Maybe in the back of the freezer or something like that. "Well, the tub was half empty but still there was a lot of it." And he wanted no part in knowing what they did with it because they couldn't eaten all of it. "I do too!" he argued, or at least he hoped he knew. He guess he would find out when they got back. He followed Spencer, leaning on the cart slightly as he walked. Was it all too much or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 2:48 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother“Sheesh.” Spencer merely shook her head. Two men and half a tub of ice cream. There were infinite possibilities to the end of the poor frozen treat. “Wait. You ate half a tub of ice cream by yourself?” The brunette blinked. “Tubby!” She giggled, poking his surprisingly flat midsection. How did he eat as much junk as he did and still stay so thin? She was almost envious. “You need to do some crunches or something, to make up for it.” She joked, nudging him slightly. “I bet you don’t!” She argued back. “We’ll just see, now won’t we?” She challenged him with a soft smile. She was definitely in a better mood. From her little meltdown, distracting herself, or seeing the checkout line, she wasn’t sure. She was just a lot happier than a few moments ago, though she couldn’t help but wonder how long it would last. ...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 3:26 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything I can see my life passing me by SilenceMarcus gasped at her. "Am not! I can't help it, I like ice cream." he said sticking his tongue out at her. "Your just jealous because I can eat all the junk food I want and not gain a pound." he teased her, he actually didn't know how he did it himself since he was never one for exercising. He decided not to question it though and enjoy it as much as he could. "I guess we will just have to see." he agreed, more nervous now. He would definitely have to find it now before her more then ever. Was it all too much or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Peanut_Butter_Sandwhich Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 3:35 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother “Oh? Oooh? What are you saying? Are you saying I’m not awesomely thin? Is that what you’re saying, tubby?” Spencer couldn’t help but giggle, poking his midsection again. She rolled her eyes as they moved into the line. “Just put the stuff up on the line. I’ll get the money.” She told him. She was sad that she had to pull her hand from his, but she couldn’t really get out and count money with only one hand, and she doubted that it would work very well for him to try to put things on the counter one handed, either. The brunette dug in her bag, finally finding her wallet among all the other junk she had in there. Really, it was amazing the things you found in her purse. She loved to go through it and just see what junk she had acquired when she was bored. ...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 3:43 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything I can see my life passing me by Silence"Stop calling me tubby, Ms. flat chest." The words had slipped from his lips without thinking. He knew he had promised her not to bring it up and he did it anyway. "Wait, I didn't mean it. Don't hit me." he said quickly taking a step away from her, as he began to slowly and hesitatingly grab the things from the cart and put them on the line. Was it all too much or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 4:00 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... BrotherSpencer’s fingers stopped as he called her Ms. Flat chest. It stung, and she certianly didn’t like it. It brought up painful memories, ones she had tried to bury behind her, in her past. “I won’t.” She said softly. “Don’t worry about it, I suppose.” She didn’t turn around at any time, just keeping her brown eyes focused on what she was doing, pulling out some of her money and counting it. If she had figured right, she had all that she would have needed with her. She tossed her wallet back in her purse, though she kept her eyes glued to her hands. ...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 5:10 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything I can see my life passing me by SilenceMarcus looked up at her when she spoke, her tone catching his attention. He suppressed a sigh of frustration. Great. He upset her. That was the last thing he wanted to do. He finished loading everything on the line and stepped towards her, slipping his arm around her waist he kissed her on the cheek. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." he whispered, his lips close to her ear. Was it all too much or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 5:26 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... BrotherSpencer cringed slightly away from his touch for a moment before sighing and relaxing a bit as he kissed her cheek. She merely shook her head at his words. She didn’t want him to feel bad, but she didn’t want to tell him about those memories. He probably wouldn’t understand why they hurt her so badly, anyhow. “Don’t worry about it. It’s not you.” She said quietly. “Don’t worry about it.” The brunette turned to him, kissing him gently. But only for a moment before she turned back away, moving up to the register. She hated how fragile she was recently. How he probably thought of her as some emotionally unstable, fragile, whiny girl or something. Even she had been hating herself, recently. How ridiculous was that? ...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 5:35 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything I can see my life passing me by SilenceHe sighed when she told him to not worry about it. Again. What a ridiculous request. Even when she kissed him he felt so closed off from her. Like he wasn't telling her things and it was beginning to drive him insane. He wanted to be there for her and here she was closing herself off from him. It hurt a lot. But he didn't say anything. Was it all too much or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 5:46 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... BrotherSpencer paid at the register. Luckily, she had been right in her calculations and didn’t have to dig back around for more money. She had always been good at math, though that didn’t mean that she enjoyed the subject. Really, the thought of doing any kind of math thing made her want to scream. She would have rather pulled off all her toenails than sit through even a minute of the wretched subject. Perhaps it was because she was so good at it that she hated it, but it was next to impossible to tell. She grabbed a few of the bags, glancing back at Marcus, not wanting to be too far from him. She felt awful for what she had said, though really it was nothing to feel that way about. She wasn’t even sure why. It was much like before, when she pushed him away in the aisle and they had their little silent standoff. Was he mad? Who knew. He hadn’t been before, but maybe he was, now. She would have been pretty angry at herself, as well. But what could she say?
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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