Synthetic Asian

Gonna be a Freshman. I learned that a lot of people are fakes. Even the people I thought were my best friends. Well a lot of them were fakes, except Ms. Smilingxfacade.

Isn't that touchy? x]
But yeah; you're right. The thing is, I'm TRYING not to let their fakeness bother me.
& I'm trying to get the hatred of that ONE BOY I LIVE NEXT TO off my shoulders. If I keep it there, then I'll get worked up over a load of shyte. xD He can say shut up, he can say I'm a nerd, he can whatever- I'm just trying to tell myself I'm not going to spaz and attack him one day. Haha.
Example of the near future in the somewhat tranquil neighborhood of Thalia;
BREAKING NEWS! High school boy by the name of Chandler T. has been brutally murdered by an unknown person.
I could see that already.
Anyways; psh, help me with LIFE! I suck at school. It's so difficult to stay smart and not get a C. God knows what mother-dearest would do to me if she saw a C on my report card. D:
But yeah; you're right. The thing is, I'm TRYING not to let their fakeness bother me.
& I'm trying to get the hatred of that ONE BOY I LIVE NEXT TO off my shoulders. If I keep it there, then I'll get worked up over a load of shyte. xD He can say shut up, he can say I'm a nerd, he can whatever- I'm just trying to tell myself I'm not going to spaz and attack him one day. Haha.
Example of the near future in the somewhat tranquil neighborhood of Thalia;
BREAKING NEWS! High school boy by the name of Chandler T. has been brutally murdered by an unknown person.
I could see that already.
Anyways; psh, help me with LIFE! I suck at school. It's so difficult to stay smart and not get a C. God knows what mother-dearest would do to me if she saw a C on my report card. D:
