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 Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:16 pm
Katzenjammer Q OMG! I'm looking on a past account that was banned and I'm reading my old journal. Wow is all I can say. Banned? Why were you banned? o_o
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:19 pm
Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Awww, that's awful. I don't understand how a person can not feel guilty about something like that. :/
Ya, we still have Melissa's old doggy bed and one of her bones she never finished. My mom said she didn't have the heart to get rid of it.
I wish I could get a new dog. I REALLY love Samoyeds. Those things are adorable. There aren't really any to be adopted in Washington though. ^^;
I did find a cute dog on the Pet Finder. The dog is very awkward looking, but it's adorable. My mom says to wait until spring though. I know she is just making excuses. xP We weren't even supposed to get Ginger. We were supposed to only look. In the end, we spent over a thousand dollars on her. :B Me and my family are geeks. A thousand!? @_@
Is she a pure breed? Yes. She's a welsh corgi. We bought her at one of those fancy pet shop places. She had all her shots though and a special chip in her so if she ever got out and we couldn't find her, we could contact people that could find her. Oh wow. Those things are sooo cute. x3
I love corgis. She doesn't have a tale to shake so when she's happy her whole body shakes. I'm looking back on a journal from my freshman year and my god. I don't know what to think. Oh ya! Duchess just has a poof for a tail! So it's funny when she wags it. It just kinda... flicks around.
I'm a freshman. o.o
What do you mean by that though? Like... you cant beleive how dumb you acted, or... something like that? I've looked back on some of my old journal entries and thought that.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:20 pm
TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q I'm going back and forth between here and the GD and messing around with random stuff in my room. gonk I just changed into my duck pajama pants to discover my zipper down. Makes me wonder how long it's been down.
And probably I should be doing my math homework, too, but my laziness compels me to wait until third period when I have it to copy someone else's.
I need to tell my laziness to go stuff itself, really I do.
Haha, well, at least you weren't running around in public with your zipper down. THAT'S embarrassing. I wear really baggy shirts that cover my zipper, usually, so I'm saved the humiliation, but when I wear an actual form-fitting shirt and I forget...
gonk It's been forever since I role played. It's really hard to find something that really tickles my fancy. Procrastination. So much fun. I'm putting off my homework now. As long as I get it done I'm fine. My teacher is a man who goes to my church. He's so nice but that's what makes me want to not look like a bad student. Procrastination is so hard to break.
But I found a good one a few days ago, and I'm still sticking with it and everyone's still active. It's nice and literate, too, and pretty fun. I'm gonna see how long it lasts.
Ah... I'm a grade-A procrastinator and not exactly proud of it. xD; I tend to wait until the LAST minute to do most of my homework, on art requests I usually put it off until I feel like it ("Maybe I should do that request now... OOH SHINY *gets distracted* ...That request can wait."), and I just can't bring myself to do things when I'm supposed to.
I work better under pressure, I guess, so if I'm rushed then maybe I'll do a better job... but it's still no excuse.I love when I join a roleplay when the characters are actually people. The last roleplay I was in sadly died but was so good! Characters had flaws. Geniun flaws. Not the "she was too nice for her own good but everybody still loved her" crap. I can't really call myself literate. maybe semi-literate but that's it. I'm horrible at spelling. >.<
I've not been told that I wasn't literate, lately, and I seem to fit in okay with the literate roleplaying crowd, so I think I can safely say that I am. ...I hate saying that, because I feel horrendously conceited when I do. ^-^;
...The only reason that I'm good at spelling is because I have an automatic spell-check. It's sort of like when you're typing on Word, you know; like, if I misspell something or the word I typed wasn't in the dictionary programmed into the computer, then a little red, dotty line will appear under it. It's awesome.I need to get a spell checker like that. I try hard to make my characters original and not cheesy and angsty. My last character was dependent on others emotions because she was too simple minded to have her own feelings. I really liked her but she got drunk I don't have that kind of experience so it was difficult to type.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:26 pm
Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria A thousand!? @_@
Is she a pure breed? Yes. She's a welsh corgi. We bought her at one of those fancy pet shop places. She had all her shots though and a special chip in her so if she ever got out and we couldn't find her, we could contact people that could find her. Oh wow. Those things are sooo cute. x3
I love corgis. She doesn't have a tale to shake so when she's happy her whole body shakes. I'm looking back on a journal from my freshman year and my god. I don't know what to think. Oh ya! Duchess just has a poof for a tail! So it's funny when she wags it. It just kinda... flicks around.
I'm a freshman. o.o
What do you mean by that though? Like... you cant beleive how dumb you acted, or... something like that? I've looked back on some of my old journal entries and thought that. I was so argumentative with a couple of friends then cause it was a huge fight that I wouldn't give a second glance today. Here's on particular thing that stuck out that I'm not sure what to think about because I don't remember what set it off. It's satire-thing. You can skip it if you want, it's just stupid teen-wangst from my 9th grade year and I'm a sophmore now but I feel like I've changed so much. I deffinately don't make big deals out of fights any more calling it a "war". Quote: One, be careful not to have your own thoughts. They are bad. Everyone is suppose to think the same and run their lifes exactly the same way. That's just how it is. Also, always start a war between people. Who cares neither side knows what's really going on with eachother. We're all going to end up dead and in the ground anyway. Might as well go down doing something stupid. Two, everyone else has made the stupid mistake, never you. How dare they defy what you think is right and how others should be treated. I mean, if they aren't exactly like you or have relitavily the same thoughts, then they are lower than dirt anyway. Oh, and remember, petty things always build up. Never let someone look at you the wrong way without being offended. That's just ludicrouse. Three, remember kiddies, what people have done in the past should always be held againts them, no matter what. Even if they have apologized and you said you have forgiven them. Forgiveness is only a word, never let them live it down on what they did to you. Four, everyone loves drama. Make really big deals about every little thing. Never, ever, in a million years, brush something off. You have to talk about them behind their back or get a "tone" with them. Hey, we all want to be like Degrassi anyway. Expecially because of the hot gay mexican in that show. Five, talk about yourself constantly. How people lose YOUR trust, how people have wronged YOU, how YOU feel so angry or sad or whatever. Also, don't forget about how YOU are going through such a hard time and how no one knows how YOU feel. Besides, the world should stop spinning for you when you want to "break down crying". And I had this major passion for God that just isn't there anymore. I still go to church but it has no effect on me anymore.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:28 pm
Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q It's been forever since I role played. It's really hard to find something that really tickles my fancy. Procrastination. So much fun. I'm putting off my homework now. As long as I get it done I'm fine. My teacher is a man who goes to my church. He's so nice but that's what makes me want to not look like a bad student. Procrastination is so hard to break.
But I found a good one a few days ago, and I'm still sticking with it and everyone's still active. It's nice and literate, too, and pretty fun. I'm gonna see how long it lasts.
Ah... I'm a grade-A procrastinator and not exactly proud of it. xD; I tend to wait until the LAST minute to do most of my homework, on art requests I usually put it off until I feel like it ("Maybe I should do that request now... OOH SHINY *gets distracted* ...That request can wait."), and I just can't bring myself to do things when I'm supposed to.
I work better under pressure, I guess, so if I'm rushed then maybe I'll do a better job... but it's still no excuse.I love when I join a roleplay when the characters are actually people. The last roleplay I was in sadly died but was so good! Characters had flaws. Geniun flaws. Not the "she was too nice for her own good but everybody still loved her" crap. I can't really call myself literate. maybe semi-literate but that's it. I'm horrible at spelling. >.<
I've not been told that I wasn't literate, lately, and I seem to fit in okay with the literate roleplaying crowd, so I think I can safely say that I am. ...I hate saying that, because I feel horrendously conceited when I do. ^-^;
...The only reason that I'm good at spelling is because I have an automatic spell-check. It's sort of like when you're typing on Word, you know; like, if I misspell something or the word I typed wasn't in the dictionary programmed into the computer, then a little red, dotty line will appear under it. It's awesome.I need to get a spell checker like that. I try hard to make my characters original and not cheesy and angsty. My last character was dependent on others emotions because she was too simple minded to have her own feelings. I really liked her but she got drunk I don't have that kind of experience so it was difficult to type.
Might just be me that has that problem, I guess, but I dunno. x3;
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:32 pm
TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q It's been forever since I role played. It's really hard to find something that really tickles my fancy. Procrastination. So much fun. I'm putting off my homework now. As long as I get it done I'm fine. My teacher is a man who goes to my church. He's so nice but that's what makes me want to not look like a bad student. Procrastination is so hard to break.
But I found a good one a few days ago, and I'm still sticking with it and everyone's still active. It's nice and literate, too, and pretty fun. I'm gonna see how long it lasts.
Ah... I'm a grade-A procrastinator and not exactly proud of it. xD; I tend to wait until the LAST minute to do most of my homework, on art requests I usually put it off until I feel like it ("Maybe I should do that request now... OOH SHINY *gets distracted* ...That request can wait."), and I just can't bring myself to do things when I'm supposed to.
I work better under pressure, I guess, so if I'm rushed then maybe I'll do a better job... but it's still no excuse.I love when I join a roleplay when the characters are actually people. The last roleplay I was in sadly died but was so good! Characters had flaws. Geniun flaws. Not the "she was too nice for her own good but everybody still loved her" crap. I can't really call myself literate. maybe semi-literate but that's it. I'm horrible at spelling. >.<
I've not been told that I wasn't literate, lately, and I seem to fit in okay with the literate roleplaying crowd, so I think I can safely say that I am. ...I hate saying that, because I feel horrendously conceited when I do. ^-^;
...The only reason that I'm good at spelling is because I have an automatic spell-check. It's sort of like when you're typing on Word, you know; like, if I misspell something or the word I typed wasn't in the dictionary programmed into the computer, then a little red, dotty line will appear under it. It's awesome.I need to get a spell checker like that. I try hard to make my characters original and not cheesy and angsty. My last character was dependent on others emotions because she was too simple minded to have her own feelings. I really liked her but she got drunk I don't have that kind of experience so it was difficult to type.
Might just be me that has that problem, I guess, but I dunno. x3;True and I think if played out correctly, anything can be believable but sometimes semi-literates have these Deep!Beautiful!Wise! characters that are completely unbelievable.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:37 pm
Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q I love when I join a roleplay when the characters are actually people. The last roleplay I was in sadly died but was so good! Characters had flaws. Geniun flaws. Not the "she was too nice for her own good but everybody still loved her" crap. I can't really call myself literate. maybe semi-literate but that's it. I'm horrible at spelling. >.<
I've not been told that I wasn't literate, lately, and I seem to fit in okay with the literate roleplaying crowd, so I think I can safely say that I am. ...I hate saying that, because I feel horrendously conceited when I do. ^-^;
...The only reason that I'm good at spelling is because I have an automatic spell-check. It's sort of like when you're typing on Word, you know; like, if I misspell something or the word I typed wasn't in the dictionary programmed into the computer, then a little red, dotty line will appear under it. It's awesome.I need to get a spell checker like that. I try hard to make my characters original and not cheesy and angsty. My last character was dependent on others emotions because she was too simple minded to have her own feelings. I really liked her but she got drunk I don't have that kind of experience so it was difficult to type.
Might just be me that has that problem, I guess, but I dunno. x3;True and I think if played out correctly, anything can be believable but sometimes semi-literates have these Deep!Beautiful!Wise! characters that are completely unbelievable.
...Eeeeeh, I should get to doing homework. Or sleeping. Or both. AT THE SAME TIME. Because I so rock like that.
Laterz~
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:41 pm
TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q TheMuffinator Katzenjammer Q I love when I join a roleplay when the characters are actually people. The last roleplay I was in sadly died but was so good! Characters had flaws. Geniun flaws. Not the "she was too nice for her own good but everybody still loved her" crap. I can't really call myself literate. maybe semi-literate but that's it. I'm horrible at spelling. >.<
I've not been told that I wasn't literate, lately, and I seem to fit in okay with the literate roleplaying crowd, so I think I can safely say that I am. ...I hate saying that, because I feel horrendously conceited when I do. ^-^;
...The only reason that I'm good at spelling is because I have an automatic spell-check. It's sort of like when you're typing on Word, you know; like, if I misspell something or the word I typed wasn't in the dictionary programmed into the computer, then a little red, dotty line will appear under it. It's awesome.I need to get a spell checker like that. I try hard to make my characters original and not cheesy and angsty. My last character was dependent on others emotions because she was too simple minded to have her own feelings. I really liked her but she got drunk I don't have that kind of experience so it was difficult to type.
Might just be me that has that problem, I guess, but I dunno. x3;True and I think if played out correctly, anything can be believable but sometimes semi-literates have these Deep!Beautiful!Wise! characters that are completely unbelievable.
...Eeeeeh, I should get to doing homework. Or sleeping. Or both. AT THE SAME TIME. Because I so rock like that.
Laterz~Night-night.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:47 pm
Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Yes. She's a welsh corgi. We bought her at one of those fancy pet shop places. She had all her shots though and a special chip in her so if she ever got out and we couldn't find her, we could contact people that could find her. Oh wow. Those things are sooo cute. x3
I love corgis. She doesn't have a tale to shake so when she's happy her whole body shakes. I'm looking back on a journal from my freshman year and my god. I don't know what to think. Oh ya! Duchess just has a poof for a tail! So it's funny when she wags it. It just kinda... flicks around.
I'm a freshman. o.o
What do you mean by that though? Like... you cant beleive how dumb you acted, or... something like that? I've looked back on some of my old journal entries and thought that. I was so argumentative with a couple of friends then cause it was a huge fight that I wouldn't give a second glance today. Here's on particular thing that stuck out that I'm not sure what to think about because I don't remember what set it off. It's satire-thing. You can skip it if you want, it's just stupid teen-wangst from my 9th grade year and I'm a sophmore now but I feel like I've changed so much. I deffinately don't make big deals out of fights any more calling it a "war". Quote: One, be careful not to have your own thoughts. They are bad. Everyone is suppose to think the same and run their lifes exactly the same way. That's just how it is. Also, always start a war between people. Who cares neither side knows what's really going on with eachother. We're all going to end up dead and in the ground anyway. Might as well go down doing something stupid. Two, everyone else has made the stupid mistake, never you. How dare they defy what you think is right and how others should be treated. I mean, if they aren't exactly like you or have relitavily the same thoughts, then they are lower than dirt anyway. Oh, and remember, petty things always build up. Never let someone look at you the wrong way without being offended. That's just ludicrouse. Three, remember kiddies, what people have done in the past should always be held againts them, no matter what. Even if they have apologized and you said you have forgiven them. Forgiveness is only a word, never let them live it down on what they did to you. Four, everyone loves drama. Make really big deals about every little thing. Never, ever, in a million years, brush something off. You have to talk about them behind their back or get a "tone" with them. Hey, we all want to be like Degrassi anyway. Expecially because of the hot gay mexican in that show. Five, talk about yourself constantly. How people lose YOUR trust, how people have wronged YOU, how YOU feel so angry or sad or whatever. Also, don't forget about how YOU are going through such a hard time and how no one knows how YOU feel. Besides, the world should stop spinning for you when you want to "break down crying". And I had this major passion for God that just isn't there anymore. I still go to church but it has no effect on me anymore. Wow. I used to get into fights alot with my friends. We would hold grudges, but then after a week, we totally forgot what we fought about. o_o I can barely ever stay mad at anyone though. >_<
You don't remember what caused it though? Wow. Seemed like a big deal. >_<
Really? I think that's kinda sad. I'm a Lutheran(A Christian basically. I don't remember the difference between the two), and I haven't been to church since I was 7 or 8 years old. But I still beleive in God. I dunno, to me, some things in life just can't be explained by science. And, what is there to loose beleiving in God? Fun in life? No. The bible seems that way, and many people automatically beleive if your a Christian you cant have any fun.
But, I really hate the anti-gay Christians, and the Christians that shove the religion down peoples throats. They are contradicting everything that they supposedly beleive in! No where in the bible does it say, "GOD HATES GAYS". Nowhere. Being gay is a sin, but all sins are equal anyways. So what makes being gay any worse than lying? I think even if someone is gay, but they beleive in God they will still go to Heaven. God forgives.
I think alot of gay bashing Christians probably will be burning in hell though. :/
OH! I'm so sorry. I wasn't trying to preach to you. >_< I just kinda started typing... and I forgot my point... Oh noes. And also, I apologize if anyone is offended by me posting about religion. >_<
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:55 pm
Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Oh wow. Those things are sooo cute. x3
I love corgis. She doesn't have a tale to shake so when she's happy her whole body shakes. I'm looking back on a journal from my freshman year and my god. I don't know what to think. Oh ya! Duchess just has a poof for a tail! So it's funny when she wags it. It just kinda... flicks around.
I'm a freshman. o.o
What do you mean by that though? Like... you cant beleive how dumb you acted, or... something like that? I've looked back on some of my old journal entries and thought that. I was so argumentative with a couple of friends then cause it was a huge fight that I wouldn't give a second glance today. Here's on particular thing that stuck out that I'm not sure what to think about because I don't remember what set it off. It's satire-thing. You can skip it if you want, it's just stupid teen-wangst from my 9th grade year and I'm a sophmore now but I feel like I've changed so much. I deffinately don't make big deals out of fights any more calling it a "war". Quote: One, be careful not to have your own thoughts. They are bad. Everyone is suppose to think the same and run their lifes exactly the same way. That's just how it is. Also, always start a war between people. Who cares neither side knows what's really going on with eachother. We're all going to end up dead and in the ground anyway. Might as well go down doing something stupid. Two, everyone else has made the stupid mistake, never you. How dare they defy what you think is right and how others should be treated. I mean, if they aren't exactly like you or have relitavily the same thoughts, then they are lower than dirt anyway. Oh, and remember, petty things always build up. Never let someone look at you the wrong way without being offended. That's just ludicrouse. Three, remember kiddies, what people have done in the past should always be held againts them, no matter what. Even if they have apologized and you said you have forgiven them. Forgiveness is only a word, never let them live it down on what they did to you. Four, everyone loves drama. Make really big deals about every little thing. Never, ever, in a million years, brush something off. You have to talk about them behind their back or get a "tone" with them. Hey, we all want to be like Degrassi anyway. Expecially because of the hot gay mexican in that show. Five, talk about yourself constantly. How people lose YOUR trust, how people have wronged YOU, how YOU feel so angry or sad or whatever. Also, don't forget about how YOU are going through such a hard time and how no one knows how YOU feel. Besides, the world should stop spinning for you when you want to "break down crying". And I had this major passion for God that just isn't there anymore. I still go to church but it has no effect on me anymore. Wow. I used to get into fights alot with my friends. We would hold grudges, but then after a week, we totally forgot what we fought about. o_o I can barely ever stay mad at anyone though. >_<
You don't remember what caused it though? Wow. Seemed like a big deal. >_<
Really? I think that's kinda sad. I'm a Lutheran(A Christian basically. I don't remember the difference between the two), and I haven't been to church since I was 7 or 8 years old. But I still beleive in God. I dunno, to me, some things in life just can't be explained by science. And, what is there to loose beleiving in God? Fun in life? No. The bible seems that way, and many people automatically beleive if your a Christian you cant have any fun.
But, I really hate the anti-gay Christians, and the Christians that shove the religion down peoples throats. They are contradicting everything that they supposedly beleive in! No where in the bible does it say, "GOD HATES GAYS". Nowhere. Being gay is a sin, but all sins are equal anyways. So what makes being gay any worse than lying? I think even if someone is gay, but they beleive in God they will still go to Heaven. God forgives.
I think alot of gay bashing Christians probably will be burning in hell though. :/
OH! I'm so sorry. I wasn't trying to preach to you. >_< I just kinda started typing... and I forgot my point... Oh noes. And also, I apologize if anyone is offended by me posting about religion. >_< Little things built up and it just exploded. I can't really pinpoint where it started though. Don't worry, I'm not offended. My church teaches hate the sin but love the sinner. The Bible actually seems to be from God to make life easier. I believe there is a God but it just doesn't move me any more. Kinda numb, I guess. It's my fault. While the older people at my church are loving, accepting, and totally God focused the Youth was the complete opposite and still is. I let my self be affected by them and I'm still affected by their attitudes and hypocracy. I allow that to affect me though and that isn't there fault.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:58 pm
Xannaria Katzenjammer Q OMG! I'm looking on a past account that was banned and I'm reading my old journal. Wow is all I can say. Banned? Why were you banned? o_o Because being irrational, I hacked into one of the girl's I was fighting with account. Then I let myself get banned because I didn't want to go back on what I did out of guilt. That was about two and a half years ago. I've spoken with her recently and apologized, telling her that while she did make me angry and did wrong me, I shouldn't have been so childish. We're on so-so terms now. Mostly because we have a couple of the same friends and share a class and we didn't want it to be awkward.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 9:09 pm
Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q OMG! I'm looking on a past account that was banned and I'm reading my old journal. Wow is all I can say. Banned? Why were you banned? o_o Because being irrational, I hacked into one of the girl's I was fighting with account. Then I let myself get banned because I didn't want to go back on what I did out of guilt. That was about two and a half years ago. I've spoken with her recently and apologized, telling her that while she did make me angry and did wrong me, I shouldn't have been so childish. We're on so-so terms now. Mostly because we have a couple of the same friends and share a class and we didn't want it to be awkward. I have a friend who hacks his friends accounts when he gets mad. -Sigh-
Ya, that's good atleast. It's better to atleast not be all angry and such whenever you see her. I always tell my feelings to my friends on everything. I have a hard time at school and I dont need the stress from pent up emotions.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 9:12 pm
Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q She doesn't have a tale to shake so when she's happy her whole body shakes. I'm looking back on a journal from my freshman year and my god. I don't know what to think. Oh ya! Duchess just has a poof for a tail! So it's funny when she wags it. It just kinda... flicks around.
I'm a freshman. o.o
What do you mean by that though? Like... you cant beleive how dumb you acted, or... something like that? I've looked back on some of my old journal entries and thought that. I was so argumentative with a couple of friends then cause it was a huge fight that I wouldn't give a second glance today. Here's on particular thing that stuck out that I'm not sure what to think about because I don't remember what set it off. It's satire-thing. You can skip it if you want, it's just stupid teen-wangst from my 9th grade year and I'm a sophmore now but I feel like I've changed so much. I deffinately don't make big deals out of fights any more calling it a "war". Quote: One, be careful not to have your own thoughts. They are bad. Everyone is suppose to think the same and run their lifes exactly the same way. That's just how it is. Also, always start a war between people. Who cares neither side knows what's really going on with eachother. We're all going to end up dead and in the ground anyway. Might as well go down doing something stupid. Two, everyone else has made the stupid mistake, never you. How dare they defy what you think is right and how others should be treated. I mean, if they aren't exactly like you or have relitavily the same thoughts, then they are lower than dirt anyway. Oh, and remember, petty things always build up. Never let someone look at you the wrong way without being offended. That's just ludicrouse. Three, remember kiddies, what people have done in the past should always be held againts them, no matter what. Even if they have apologized and you said you have forgiven them. Forgiveness is only a word, never let them live it down on what they did to you. Four, everyone loves drama. Make really big deals about every little thing. Never, ever, in a million years, brush something off. You have to talk about them behind their back or get a "tone" with them. Hey, we all want to be like Degrassi anyway. Expecially because of the hot gay mexican in that show. Five, talk about yourself constantly. How people lose YOUR trust, how people have wronged YOU, how YOU feel so angry or sad or whatever. Also, don't forget about how YOU are going through such a hard time and how no one knows how YOU feel. Besides, the world should stop spinning for you when you want to "break down crying". And I had this major passion for God that just isn't there anymore. I still go to church but it has no effect on me anymore. Wow. I used to get into fights alot with my friends. We would hold grudges, but then after a week, we totally forgot what we fought about. o_o I can barely ever stay mad at anyone though. >_<
You don't remember what caused it though? Wow. Seemed like a big deal. >_<
Really? I think that's kinda sad. I'm a Lutheran(A Christian basically. I don't remember the difference between the two), and I haven't been to church since I was 7 or 8 years old. But I still beleive in God. I dunno, to me, some things in life just can't be explained by science. And, what is there to loose beleiving in God? Fun in life? No. The bible seems that way, and many people automatically beleive if your a Christian you cant have any fun.
But, I really hate the anti-gay Christians, and the Christians that shove the religion down peoples throats. They are contradicting everything that they supposedly beleive in! No where in the bible does it say, "GOD HATES GAYS". Nowhere. Being gay is a sin, but all sins are equal anyways. So what makes being gay any worse than lying? I think even if someone is gay, but they beleive in God they will still go to Heaven. God forgives.
I think alot of gay bashing Christians probably will be burning in hell though. :/
OH! I'm so sorry. I wasn't trying to preach to you. >_< I just kinda started typing... and I forgot my point... Oh noes. And also, I apologize if anyone is offended by me posting about religion. >_< Little things built up and it just exploded. I can't really pinpoint where it started though. Don't worry, I'm not offended. My church teaches hate the sin but love the sinner. The Bible actually seems to be from God to make life easier. I believe there is a God but it just doesn't move me any more. Kinda numb, I guess. It's my fault. While the older people at my church are loving, accepting, and totally God focused the Youth was the complete opposite and still is. I let my self be affected by them and I'm still affected by their attitudes and hypocracy. I allow that to affect me though and that isn't there fault. Ok, good. Just wondering. Because there are alot of people on Gaia that would attack me for saying stuff like that. I feel that, it's a bit unfair that they can go around saying, "I WORSHIP SATAN"/"I DONT BELEIVE IN GOD" and not be critisized, but when any person trying to talk about Christianity, a bunch of people go into the thread and start bitching and telling them God doesn't exist. You can get called out and in trouble for talking about your faith, but it's ok for others to speak their disbeleifs in what you beleive in.
Hm... I think I kind of get what you mean. But, what do you mean by hypocracy? What types?
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 9:14 pm
Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q OMG! I'm looking on a past account that was banned and I'm reading my old journal. Wow is all I can say. Banned? Why were you banned? o_o Because being irrational, I hacked into one of the girl's I was fighting with account. Then I let myself get banned because I didn't want to go back on what I did out of guilt. That was about two and a half years ago. I've spoken with her recently and apologized, telling her that while she did make me angry and did wrong me, I shouldn't have been so childish. We're on so-so terms now. Mostly because we have a couple of the same friends and share a class and we didn't want it to be awkward. I have a friend who hacks his friends accounts when he gets mad. -Sigh-
Ya, that's good atleast. It's better to atleast not be all angry and such whenever you see her. I always tell my feelings to my friends on everything. I have a hard time at school and I dont need the stress from pent up emotions. I look back and think: damn, I was so immateur. Not saying I'm to most mateur right now but I can only hope I can only become a better person. I still get angry. Very angry. I discuss this with my parents though. They say it's probably from my mom's side because she gets angry easily but still no excuse. Eep. It's 11:13 over here. I need to go to sleep. I like this guild and I think I'm going to be active. Hope to talk to you tomorrow.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 9:21 pm
Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q Xannaria Katzenjammer Q OMG! I'm looking on a past account that was banned and I'm reading my old journal. Wow is all I can say. Banned? Why were you banned? o_o Because being irrational, I hacked into one of the girl's I was fighting with account. Then I let myself get banned because I didn't want to go back on what I did out of guilt. That was about two and a half years ago. I've spoken with her recently and apologized, telling her that while she did make me angry and did wrong me, I shouldn't have been so childish. We're on so-so terms now. Mostly because we have a couple of the same friends and share a class and we didn't want it to be awkward. I have a friend who hacks his friends accounts when he gets mad. -Sigh-
Ya, that's good atleast. It's better to atleast not be all angry and such whenever you see her. I always tell my feelings to my friends on everything. I have a hard time at school and I dont need the stress from pent up emotions. I look back and think: damn, I was so immateur. Not saying I'm to most mateur right now but I can only hope I can only become a better person. I still get angry. Very angry. I discuss this with my parents though. They say it's probably from my mom's side because she gets angry easily but still no excuse. Eep. It's 11:13 over here. I need to go to sleep. I like this guild and I think I'm going to be active. Hope to talk to you tomorrow. It's only 9 here. B3
But ya, I like it here too. Talk to you tomarrow. :3
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