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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:20 am
Lupercus I've received descriptions about my birth parents. mom has brown hair and brown eyes, dad has brown hair and blue eyes. one of them gave me a hairy body... stare I'm guessing I'm about an even mixture. you'd think your father would come back after finishing college or at least contact you. I hope something didn't happen to him. perhaps he met someone... not exactly what you wanna hear, but it's something that would be in the back of my mind. ...ah i figure he's scum and by now probably has another family and everything. So, why can't you find your mother? n how do your adopted parents feel about your anxiety and desire to find her?
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:21 am
Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby ::smiles and whispers in your ear:: babe, don't be sillly I love you too *smiles and nuzzles against your neck* that means a lot to me. ::runs my hand through your hair:: to me as wellinhales your sweet scent and sighs* ::smiles and continues to play with your hair:: oh.....tell reena i forgive you if you see her before i do ::kisses you on the head::she'll be happy to hear. *leans in and kisses you* I know cause its the truth ::kisses you back and gently licks your upper lip with the tip of my tongue::*blushes* ::raises an eyebrow::
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:23 am
ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby I know cause its the truth ::kisses you back and gently licks your upper lip with the tip of my tongue:: *blushes* ::raises an eyebrow::*blushes more*
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:25 am
Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby I know cause its the truth ::kisses you back and gently licks your upper lip with the tip of my tongue:: *blushes* ::raises an eyebrow::*blushes more* ::smiles and kisses you:: your so cute when your that shade
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:27 am
ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby I know cause its the truth ::kisses you back and gently licks your upper lip with the tip of my tongue:: *blushes* ::raises an eyebrow::*blushes more* ::smiles and kisses you:: your so cute when your that shade*giggles like a schoolgirl* redface
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:28 am
Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby I know cause its the truth ::kisses you back and gently licks your upper lip with the tip of my tongue:: *blushes* ::raises an eyebrow::*blushes more* ::smiles and kisses you:: your so cute when your that shade*giggles like a schoolgirl* redface ::giggles too:: so cute
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:29 am
ricky-baby Lupercus I've received descriptions about my birth parents. mom has brown hair and brown eyes, dad has brown hair and blue eyes. one of them gave me a hairy body... stare I'm guessing I'm about an even mixture. you'd think your father would come back after finishing college or at least contact you. I hope something didn't happen to him. perhaps he met someone... not exactly what you wanna hear, but it's something that would be in the back of my mind. ...ah i figure he's scum and by now probably has another family and everything. So, why can't you find your mother? n how do your adopted parents feel about your anxiety and desire to find her?well, my birth mother is diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and that's one of the reasons she gave me up for adoption. my birth father apparently isn't very responsible. they split up. I think they both moved. though, I think my birth mother moved, supposedly to Texas. people with that many problems tend to be harder to find I guess. and that's why it's hard to find them. my mom is all for having me find my birth parents. though, I don't think she quite grasps the severity of separation anxiety. one who doesn't live with it wouldn't know, I guess..
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:33 am
Lupercus ricky-baby Lupercus I've received descriptions about my birth parents. mom has brown hair and brown eyes, dad has brown hair and blue eyes. one of them gave me a hairy body... stare I'm guessing I'm about an even mixture. you'd think your father would come back after finishing college or at least contact you. I hope something didn't happen to him. perhaps he met someone... not exactly what you wanna hear, but it's something that would be in the back of my mind. ...ah i figure he's scum and by now probably has another family and everything. So, why can't you find your mother? n how do your adopted parents feel about your anxiety and desire to find her?well, my birth mother is diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and that's one of the reasons she gave me up for adoption. my birth father apparently isn't very responsible. they split up. I think they both moved. though, I think my birth mother moved, supposedly to Texas. people with that many problems tend to be harder to find I guess. and that's why it's hard to find them. my mom is all for having me find my birth parents. though, I don't think she quite grasps the severity of separation anxiety. one who doesn't live with it wouldn't know, I guess.. woah.... seems you know alot about your parents. one day i'm sure you'll find your mom, but will you be disapointed by what you find? no, most people don't understand things they haven't experianced themselves. they can only simpithize but still they can't grasp it
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:33 am
ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby I know cause its the truth ::kisses you back and gently licks your upper lip with the tip of my tongue:: *blushes* ::raises an eyebrow::*blushes more* ::smiles and kisses you:: your so cute when your that shade*giggles like a schoolgirl* redface ::giggles too:: so cute*kisses you again, pulling you close*
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:34 am
Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara ricky-baby I know cause its the truth ::kisses you back and gently licks your upper lip with the tip of my tongue:: *blushes* ::raises an eyebrow::*blushes more* ::smiles and kisses you:: your so cute when your that shade*giggles like a schoolgirl* redface ::giggles too:: so cute*kisses you again, pulling you close* ::runs my hands along your back while i kiss you::
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:40 am
ricky-baby Ninjara *kisses you again, pulling you close* ::runs my hands along your back while i kiss you::*sighs and puts her hands on your hips*
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:41 am
ricky-baby Lupercus ricky-baby Lupercus I've received descriptions about my birth parents. mom has brown hair and brown eyes, dad has brown hair and blue eyes. one of them gave me a hairy body... stare I'm guessing I'm about an even mixture. you'd think your father would come back after finishing college or at least contact you. I hope something didn't happen to him. perhaps he met someone... not exactly what you wanna hear, but it's something that would be in the back of my mind. ...ah i figure he's scum and by now probably has another family and everything. So, why can't you find your mother? n how do your adopted parents feel about your anxiety and desire to find her?well, my birth mother is diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and that's one of the reasons she gave me up for adoption. my birth father apparently isn't very responsible. they split up. I think they both moved. though, I think my birth mother moved, supposedly to Texas. people with that many problems tend to be harder to find I guess. and that's why it's hard to find them. my mom is all for having me find my birth parents. though, I don't think she quite grasps the severity of separation anxiety. one who doesn't live with it wouldn't know, I guess.. woah.... seems you know alot about your parents. one day i'm sure you'll find your mom, but will you be disapointed by what you find? no, most people don't understand things they haven't experianced themselves. they can only simpithize but still they can't grasp itI imagine that my brith mother is a wreck. I wouldn't have expectations that she would have her s**t together. I mainly need to meet her for closure. and it would be very useful to find out health info and heritage info.
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:42 am
bwh ha ha ((sorry trying something))
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:45 am
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:48 am
Ninjara ricky-baby Ninjara *kisses you again, pulling you close* ::runs my hands along your back while i kiss you::*sighs and puts her hands on your hips* ::nuzzles my cheek against your::
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