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Wishful thinking I guess… I would be scared of it, because I would hate being deader on the inside than I already am.

Yeah, life does come first to me, luckily, I on disability for my social anxiety, so I’m not worried about that.

I’m on tramadol, Tylenol, ibuprofen and flexeril – nothing major just those four. I was instructed to take them all at different times, so it’s not like I’m ODing again. I’m sober because they aren’t heavy meds. The Flexeril is but I take that before bed.

Good, I’m glad you can let it go. No frozen pun intended. Yeah I am alive. I stopped trying after dealing with a suicide case. I was a mess after that and just swore I would never try it again.

Lol you still have some time for them to settle. Though, my hubby is like 21 and he’s still raging. So you might be stuck with it a while.

I see, that I totally understandable that you would think you have something. You don’t always need a doctor to tell you something is wrong.

Yes, it is. Good thing I don’t live there.

Aw that is too bad, it would have been cool to meet someone from your town, but oh well.

Ouch that is terrible. I’m really sorry you learned that the hard way. Bad body be nice to Salty.

Well, I don’t mind your rants. I rant just as much.

Yeah I like the onion man too, but I forgot I had some to use.

Good night you two see you later.

Why the blush, I was only teasing.
-hugs back- I was pretty up beat until I had to get up early. I've been painting almost all morning. -yawns- So not used to this time of day anymore.
I hope you got to sleep well.

Bwahahaha! I was painting a room not a picture. I used to draw and paint in high school. I'm not really good at it. It's been some time, I have a tablet but I can only do chibi art anymore and not the good kind.

I hope you didn't over work yourself. Why is it fine that today is Tuesday?

It’s a tannish yellow color. I’m waiting for a second coat.

That is true. I used to love doing it. I should get back into the habit of drawing again. I really miss it.
No, I have a drawing tablet, which is like a mouse but with a pen so you can draw in art programs.
I guess it can be cute. Not everyone can draw chibi. My friend is an artist and she can’t do it.

I know that feeling. I get mentally tired a lot.
I see, I don’t like Tuesdays or Thursdays because I have to work on those nights.

Do I know how do what? –waves-

Yeah, I guess not knowing it would make it a little better, but not by much. Have you seen the movie Still Alice? It’s about a woman with early Alzheimer – good movie.

Well it means I get help from the government. It’s like welfare for handicapped people.

No, it isn’t. I had to get a prescription for both of those. I’m getting a new one soon or hopefully. My pain has been pretty bad.

Yeah, let’s avoid that. I came home from working out and it was on. I almost laughed and died a little.

So sup with you?

That is okay. I just thought you’d be interested in the movie because of what we were talking about, no worries.

Yeah, it’s an enough to pay the bills and one fun thing a month.

Amazing what you learn from your work. It must come in handy if you’re ever in pain and need something for it.

Well of course, you’d be sad. Leaving is never easy. You gonna be okay?

That’s interesting. I don’t know many people who aren’t. I guess, I’m kind of bad at watching too much movies and tv. When I get a new game, I’m non-stop game until I get to a point where I can’t go anymore.

It’s seven hundred and three dollars. I have a 240 car payment, insurance, gym, credit card, phone, and rent that all comes out of that. Lucky I have a food card for getting food, but that is it. Not a lot of fun money, I get about 35 dollars to my name after all that.

So you have nothing you can take for pain?

I can understand that and imagine it hard saying goodbye to them. I bet the rest of the goodbye will just as hard. That is a sad joke, knowing they are all declining.