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 Posted: Tue Dec 07, 2010 5:50 pm
scratcheee kalenakeeper December 7, 2010 Ugh 2 doctor appts today.....had a long day yesterday. Computer ultimately CRASHED. Dude at office depot wanted $200 and 3 days to fix it. It was a very bad virus. Plus he talked down to me and wouldnt even talk to me, he talked to my mom but I OWN MY COMPUTER! Would you believe this dude was also the assistant manager? As a certified tech, people like that really tick me off, they just don't know how to treat their customers yeah but thats how it happens where I live (sigh) lots of con artists x_X
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Posted: Thu Dec 09, 2010 5:25 am
Dec 9, 2010
hi everyone
I got 99 fishing yesterday. Im still making a vid.
It might me like my sis's 99 wc cape x_X
I dont want it boring lol
Thinking about putting in some scenes of me as a noob....although i'd have to recreate some of em....good thing I remmeber what my rs avi looks like when I was a noob. XD
but yeah, 99 fishign. Im angry that my sis when she got 99 wc, i wasnt even home to celebrate with her. She had a huge fit when she was there for my 99 achievement, she called a lot of her friends who I DIDNT KNOW! (sigh)
I lost her at the bank and so she didnt see me get my skill cape....poor girl.
Took all afternoon to get her back.....and I lost a lot of fights yesterday...i ended up puking blood from my nose and mouth and she gave up and hugged me instead of saying "GET BACK!" or growl at me. She was really angry.
we finally got our christmas tree up.....cept for some things....ornaments. Mom and Dad put it up without sis and I because I was having seizures from the earlier fights....although it doesnt look as good as how we do it. Ita a pre lit christmas tree and you can see ALL the cords when they did it.....sadly though they alrady strung up the colored lights on it so I dont think sis and i will get to fix it. x_X
I currently have no voice, literally. strep through x_X
My sis is helping me with my outfit.....when im not wearing anything except the skillcape....she want it still to be red but not to clash with the light blue. Thankyou sis smile
btw, if anyone calls me Saradomin while im in this outfit, im goign to be lobbing off some heads..
im still thinking that I should wear my Zamorak Cloak instead of my Fishing cape......I dunno.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:41 pm
December 14, 2010
My Zamorak clan leader has appeared once again, we are recruiting members.
heh.....and he JUST found out about Zaros and ive been telling him before he dissapear.
Im the only one in the guild that is from the original people.
Im decent myself though. Im not feeling great because I got mom yelling at me for stuff I didnt even do! Its sad though, but I wont fight it.
I got too many appointments though......so im dizzy and ugh
I dont have much to say tonight, im just sick.....
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Posted: Tue Dec 21, 2010 6:36 am
December 21, 2010
Hi everyone.
I have really sad news. My dog, Puddles, my last pet from my childhood, the last pet alive that was brought from Maryland....
We are going to have to put her down tommorow, Wednesday....
Shes very sick, she look so sad that she cant move much, but she pulls me when we go out for walks but heartworms are getting her....ive had her for 12 years
God, i lost Lily on July 8th, 2010, and now Puddles......
Please someone hug me.
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Posted: Tue Dec 21, 2010 9:00 am
kalenakeeper December 21, 2010 Hi everyone. I have really sad news. My dog, Puddles, my last pet from my childhood, the last pet alive that was brought from Maryland.... We are going to have to put her down tommorow, Wednesday.... Shes very sick, she look so sad that she cant move much, but she pulls me when we go out for walks but heartworms are getting her....ive had her for 12 years God, i lost Lily on July 8th, 2010, and now Puddles...... Please someone hug me. *HUG* I lost one of my dogs earlier this month... i didn't have her as long, but i still miss her alot crying
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Posted: Tue Dec 21, 2010 12:32 pm
Luxuriae kalenakeeper December 21, 2010 Hi everyone. I have really sad news. My dog, Puddles, my last pet from my childhood, the last pet alive that was brought from Maryland.... We are going to have to put her down tommorow, Wednesday.... Shes very sick, she look so sad that she cant move much, but she pulls me when we go out for walks but heartworms are getting her....ive had her for 12 years God, i lost Lily on July 8th, 2010, and now Puddles...... Please someone hug me. *HUG* I lost one of my dogs earlier this month... i didn't have her as long, but i still miss her alot crying im sorry, I lost Lily in July and puddles tommorow i miss her already even though she is next to me
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2010 5:28 am
December 22, 2010 (7:25 am) Well, today is the day. I dont wanna give Puddles up but I can tell that shes ready to go herself. She snuggled against me last night.....I slept in the recliner and she jumped on me. She knows I can talk to her in my sleep that she can understand. My mom said its up to my sis and I if we want another dog. We do want another dog, but we wont push it, but we will head down to the pound and see what they have, but if they dont have one that catches all of our eyes, thats a female, and hopefuly likes cats. God Puddles coughing sounds like Lily's coughing before she naturally died. I will put another post up in my journal today Ok, has anyone been to godwars lately? The frozen door can be opened now....but it dont open, instead you hear a voice.....one video maker has caught it online, good ol baseletti g, ive met him in game, hes really nice, sis gave him 2k cheese and I gave him 50k lol....when he was trying to get his white phat back. Hes really nice. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUVx2-vDl2EMany people think its Zaros's door, I agree with that. The voice though, it could definatly be Zaros's.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2010 12:42 pm
December 22, 2010 (2:40 pm)
Puddles was put to sleep at 11:50 am.
We wanted to get another dog,......her aura told me so , I know im weird.
We got a new dog named Silky,
Since we dont have a camera phone or a digital camera, I'll have to wait for film to come out in a few weeks.
She is a lapdog, I think a Silky Terrier, not sure though.
She was very dirty, very hairy, etc.
Well we went to where we got our dogs groomed and they cant see her until tuesday or so, We took her home and gave her a bath, god so much dirt.
She still has long hair but we rather not try and cut it ourselves.
its been a long day for me and my family, so Im gonna leave with this message.
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Posted: Thu Dec 23, 2010 9:28 am
December 23, 2010
Hi guys
well I found the dog's last owners who didnt want her......
They also named her "Silky" so we are changing her name to "Ruby"
It was a long night. I heard crying a lot last night, but not from the dog, but from mom and my sis.
Its been a rough time these days right now.
When I was in college, I had ceramics classes.....for relaxation....
I made little statuettes (sp?) of my animals. One for S.C. who died my first semster of college, well after finals. (winter 05)
Then there was Lily who came out rather well, hers looks so right, all the spots are right and color and etc. (died July 8th 2010)
And then I made 2 of Puddles, but mom didnt like it so I have it in my room.
She liked one and so the one she liked is in the living room with the other 2.....
once again this one looked almost identical to the living one.
Im so happy I made those though, I can look up at em and know they are watching after my family even in the afterlife.....
It makes me happy.....
I dont have much else to say so im gonna go for now
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Posted: Sun Dec 26, 2010 8:11 am
December 26, 2010
God, yesterday was horrible.
Spent all morning cooking and getting ready to go to grandmom's house.
Had to make a trip to CVS for baby oil and petrolium jelly for my dog. We have a bad feeling that she has mange.
Got home, back to cooking....
Went out to grandmom's house. My illness caught up with me and I was sick at Grandmom's house....I was incredibly dizzy and grandmom was taking pictures....once the flash went off, I had a seizure. It scared her so much.
I know my great aunt is forgetting things....she gave presents to everyone except for me....my sis got 2 from her so I get what she dont want....but then again, its fine....
My grandmom's neighbor's son got killed a few days before christmas and so we went to go pay our condolenses....
Got home and back to cooking for dinner.....dad went to sleep, mom was stressing everyone out.
Started to open presents at 7 pm......
I quickly dived in and grabbed my sis's gift first, I got her a DS lite. She was having problems with the wifi on it because she was playing her game on my console and so had to wipe out her entire friends list on the game to get the wifi to work. Oh well.
Dad got sis and I garbage.....she got fiddle faddle from him and I got some cans of Kiwi strawberry....we know he got it from the prison where he works at.....I was insulted....but then again I was very addicted to that juice drink when I worked there.
Then he gave mom his gift to her.....I though it was nice.....he had a wallet with a yellow rose on it made for her.
This morning, mom was yelling about it saying it was a man's wallet, not a females wallet, and it was a piece of s**t.
She was saying that she also couldnt get rid of it if she wanted to.....god.....(sigh)
and last birthday, he gave her a purse that was also made for her.....
This is the reason why im Zamorkian and not Saradomist or some other god's worshipper.....im always sad and heartbroken..
I was pointing to my dad that I needed a new pair of nail clippers since mine was stolen.
I never got them.....
and tonight, its just gonna be me and my sis home.....with all the cleaning, crying.....god I might go out with my sis to see that tron movie.....try to SALVAGE the holiday season.
I was thoughtful and got my sis and I pokemon platium games....we had our first pokemon battle over heartgold/soulsilver and she won....strangely....(sigh)
I want to cry.....this always happens every year. This is supposed to be the happiest time of the year....well.....HUMBUG. It is never happy for me.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 10:20 am
December 27, 2010
Day 2 of christmas sorrow
mom is yelling at sis and I cuz all we got her was a pair of earrings....they werent cheep but she calls em cheep which makes em cheep.
She was crushed because there werent any other gifts under the tree for her.
Im tempted to do a naughty, a very naughty. Get more gifts and say ive been hiding em in my room that I forgot to put those under the tree. (sigh)
Its tough, god im gonna see about finding mom more things but im sure walmart shelves are all gone from Christmas items and all that is left are the rejects......god and I just got my january money and im so close to overspending.....I mean the resale shop wants a recliner for $50, but its in so bad condition and the true price of it is only $30 in the condition its in.
(sigh)
but shes been wanting to get a new recliner since the one we have hurts and sure the legs go up, but it hurts so much.
I need christmas miracles but they are so hard to come by in this family. Well.....we never really had a christmas miracle.....
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Posted: Sun Jan 02, 2011 7:13 pm
January 2, 2011
Ok its hard to type 2011 instead of 2010. oh well.
I was on the guild today and I was like dumbstruck about the clan.....I lost my seargent rank. But I suppose its for the best.
Are we keeping the guild badges and that stuff? I liked that mrgreen
I got a new person in my Zammy clan that the leader expects too much of x_X
we got pwned by 2 Zarosians....4 Zammys but we got pwned....this happened in Clan Wars...
Im tryign to get my range up.....sis told me to do hell hounds with a cannon.....so I got a cannon for full price because no one was selling a cannon in the ge......and im making the balls.......(sigh) so bored!
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2011 4:10 pm
January 12, 2011
im getting better at putting 2011 now instead of 2010.
ok.....sis and I went to get the keys for Zaros's temple because personally, I wanna thrash some Zarosians......the legendary ice prison, man Bandos, Armadyll, Saradomin, and Zamorak really did his army in and weakened Nex.....even though shes still pwns hard.
I managed to get 3 keys but I ultimatly got killed from my ring of life not activating, screw you Saradomin Dungeon.....(sigh)
anyway.....
Damn doc I went to see yesterday.....yet MORE meds.......dear god I dont think I can take much more......
mom and dad are also trying to get new doctors for me.....including a heart doctor.....because my chest STILL hurts, mabye they think the heart doc that did the surgery did a hack job....he acted like that enough when I needed info....not his sass..
That and a new brain doc.....we know there is something wrong with my brain but why wont my current doc go further.....(sigh)
dear god this is so hard.....
btw.....does anyone know how to sell stuff on e-bay? I got lots of beanie babies and I think its time I sell a lot of em and keep what I like.
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Posted: Sun Jan 16, 2011 8:35 pm
January 16, 2011 Hi everyone. I havent been on runescape much lately Ive been doing paperwork, sleeping in......and measuring out my meals (which is hell btw) I was really.....panicked and stressed earlier today. Since my work paid me January of 2010, I have a w2 thing....which means I gotta do taxes......not fun whatsoever. Ive done taxes one time before but I was working so I couldnt do it in person.....too much trouble.... My family been cleaning a lot (which is why i sleep in.....other than being exausted from the dog) and lost those forms.....god I was so pist. I eventualy found it 6 hours later under my mother's chair....go figure...I lifted it and got my damn hand crushed! It still hurts right now, the bad part was that my writing hand was crushed, so I couldnt do any paperwork.... When the swelling in my hand went down, it still hurt to grab a pen so I was painting with my off hand....my left hand for me I was able to finish the white painting on my box.....its a candy box for me.....I need something to stop me from eating all my candy ^w^ I just put Zamorak's symbol on the box....2 reasons, I like Zamorak and one way, his insignia is my first initial. ^w^ not bad for a pained hand eh? I also updated my gaia avi.....I found a new item that is close to having Zamorak's symbol on my head....and it looks evil at the same time....or you can hold a book or have a red background with you in it. Its called: Necronomicon. It is so worth it to people who also want purple eyes and look extremely evil ^_^ Now im gonna put in a request into Jagex for players to change their eyecolors.
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Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2011 7:42 am
January 25, 2011
My dad got home a few days ago for his days off...
He told me that my teacher....the guy that trained me in the academy....he had passed away...
God and he was only in his 40's.
He was playing with his grandchildren and he died right there....heart attack. They are gonna be scarred for life now.....watching their granddad die right in front of them....
When I knew him, god he was big....sorta like Ogre big in size but yeah. Short tempered man he was.
I didnt get to see him after my graduation from the academy so I dont know how he looked now....before he died.
I was in his first class that he taught at the academy....we only had one person drop out.....usualy at least 10 people out of 40 drop out.....we had a small class...25 people.....it was the middle of the summer. The "what can happen tape" scared that one dude out....an ex-cop too....said he didnt want to continue to put his life at risk, and he left....
I have to go to the viewing tonight.....I e-mailed all of my other classmates who were in the class with me.....not one reply back.
I tried to call my friend who was in the class with me and we exchanged phone numbers like the last day of the academy. Her number changed.....so no contact with really anyone that i knew from the academy......
I'll be headed up to Palestine, TX tonight.....its near where I used to work......people hear tennessee colony and are like....wha? So its easier to say Palestine and they know where that is lol.
But the viewing is in Palestine tonight.
The funeral is tommorow in Texarcana, TX.....thast like 3 hours away from where I am so I wont be attending that service.
Tonight i'd proabably see at least one person i know.....my commanding officer Lt. Matthews.....he was fair, he was honest, although I didnt work with him that much, unlike many of the others who are on different shifts or prisons now.....one of them remains.....god I wanna get sexual harrasment charges against that one dude......if you read my other journal....the gaia online journal....i posted there quite often up until the accident.
Im probaly gonna be in a wheelchair tonight.....after last night, I fell in Dallas.....was trying to get a doctor to fill out some paperwork and ugh they said "they'll call us when its ready...." that bull s**t....waste of fuel...then again my insurance company is giving me a time limit....x_X oh well, quality time wiht mom and dad....they dont spend much time together at all.....im happy I had them both there.
After the doctor....golden corral....yum! ^_^
ugh im rambling arent I?
Kalena am I rambling?
"yeah, your rambling Michelle....excuse me....trying to kill KBD solo."
Sorry Kal.....
I better stop now....ttyl.
God tonight is gonna be a distaster
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