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I hope you get that job and things look up, Sheol.

Thanks, recently i have added a new character in my story that reflects me a lot which is a pomerianian female. so i had a RL drawing of a pom with my boyfriend drawn for me =3

I just spent the entire weekend in two completely different altered states of reality. Also, first "experience" with a female, whcih turned out rather enjoyable indeed..

..but now I'm paying for it with a hunger/dehydration headache, a sore tummy, and some seriously itchy eyes. Add to that 5+ make up paintings, two make up drawings, a ten page paper, a 3 page paper, and an annotated bibliography, to be done by the end of the week.

Whoo! I have no regrets. *dives into her work with enthusiasm and starts counting the 2D projects she never did/finished*

So I went to my G.I. specialist. I hate her. I was going to kill her. I HATE this woman. she's so set in her ways I think she'd out-stubborn a herd of mules! GOD i hate her. just because she got a degree dosen't mean that her first goddamn guess is right and thats that! ********. this woman must have got her degree out of a goddamn cereal box. Stupid son of a b***h.She had my get an uper G.I. a few months ago, and today we went to see her and talk to her about it. I have a minor irritation on my stomache apparently.But she says that it shouldn't cause this pain. She told me I need to stop taking percasets becuase they're doing more harm then good. I told her flat out that I could not get out of bed I was in so much pain without my painkillers. She stayed persistant. I told her flat out that I've been envenomated and shot and had bones broken,and even though all were painful, I didn't cry. This made me cry. She didn't belive me. :} and told me I was a lier. I about killed her. ohhh but that was all peachy to next.

she goes "I'm going to have you do a colenoscipy." <--cant spell.

To the people that don't know, they shove a camera in ya and look in your intestines. and that camera? goes where the sun don't shine.

Now thats fine and dandy and all. I was aprehensive and I was convincing myself that I had to, because It might shed some light on this...and then she said "Oh, and, you'll have two enimas." now,here, its only male nurses. So i flipped. "HELL NO!" I shreiked and got up. "SCREW THAT." so I told her to do everything else before.

So that sucked a**.

I'm also feeling seriously suck today. my bowls keep trying to contact and withdraw on each other. and the percs i'm taking wont help. neutral

We're seeing a new doctor, obviously.

Molly, the cat we rescued, I don't think is going to work out. She dosen't seem happy with our other cats, but its still early days. We'll try, and if she dosen't get acustomed to Daisey within the week, we'll take her to a no-kill shelter.

We want a dog. sad

I don't like my doctor either NG. It seems like all she does is poke me a couple times, decide she doesn't know or doesn't see anything wrong and then sends me to a specialist. I've questioned her medical ability...She seems to dislike her job or something too, kind of a "...do I have toooo?" attitude when I see her. Meh.

As for me, I can't focus to save my life...or rather, my grades. I've got a short amount of time left to finish things, and I realize this, I just...can't do it. I'm also not feeling up to doing art anymore, and I've got a couple commissions waiting. Meh, they're just for gold anyway...Actually, I don't feel like doing much of anything. At the moment I'm in a sudden depression for no real reason. Whee..

Which one did you get? small medium or large of their three models. I was thinking about getting the medium one I think its 18"X24" And how is the quality? It looks good in the picture, but it is always good to hear about it from someone who got it. XD

No worries about her being overwhelmed. Mantises are fine with tons of room, Now she can creep to one place in the cage and be all like, she'll never find me now, I am so going to sneak up on her and she'll never see me coming (ninja mantis moves)

I asked for one for Christmas. Meanwhile you need to like mail me Queeny for a little mantis love, I'm going through mantis withdraw. crying