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 Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 10:52 am
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some can be , my first ebay purchase was i think i lost £12 i tried to buy some anime dvds and they where data files on a disk of some fansub - i was not happy X_x didnt ever get a refund - but kept the files.
o0o yeah thats always a good thing :B my dad does a lot of buying and selling on ebay and such and he is always good with it.
yeah and we only traveled like 120 miles, prices in the UK are so so expensive though - they always go up and wages seldom too - well not enough to help anything,. and yeah the dollar has depleated in value.. i get how it all works though xD but its not too bad for me its about $2 to £1 so if i think about i can spend like £60 and get $120 worth of stuff it makes me feel less guilty - i was naughty and bought a lot of comics from top cow website - its a trusted website they make witchblade comics.. i bought like 31 XD
but what with me having money now i can afford to and i paid off half my credit card bill this month - it was more than i expected because of me not being paid for 2 months D:
well, when i started at royal mail they gave me a test to do - it was pretty basic math - adding subtracting and multiplyuing - there where a few questions though and not much time so i ended up going through the sums i knew stright away and then doing the ones that took a lil bit of brain power xD
then there was a interview which scared me xD but it wasnt really bad - im just a p***y xD
UPS was SO easy - i got the job and started working before i had to fill out a application form xD
but there was problems with my references as i was living down here and was working about a year ago now and then when i heard my parents where splitting up i spent time up there over half a year - and as i was living with my family and not claiming benifits they needed a character reference fropm someone professional - like a teacher or doctor but i didnt really see any of those kinda people ion the middle of nowhere >_<
so that took a short while to sort out - it maybe different in america though
but ups was probabaly the easiest job to get xD
i luffed royal mail though sui likes working in postal service places C: its pretty good - for me anyway C:
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 3:56 pm
@Sui: Ooof, I am scared to purchase an item for fear that it will be shotty >__> It doesn't seem like there's much you can do after that. Yeshhh, Sui got paid at last ^__^ *dances* Ah, so that's why they took so long. I was like "why haven't they paid Sui!?" Mmm, I can get references from former teachers at least C: I really hope it isn't so different here in the US o__o I was hoping to apply at UPS. Though it seems like it is mostly night shifts and sunrise shifts that are available. And they are hiring package handlers, so I dunno how great I'd be at that because of my weak, noodle arms. However, it said it is a "part-time job with tuition assistance, medical, dental, vision, and weekends and holidays off." Since, my mom only has $1k for a car and my dad isn't giving me money, I think I'm going to use some of my "moving out" money so at least I won't have a total piece-of-junk car. Hopefully all my college financial aid gets approved so I won't need to pay too much for that; I'll find out soon, I just need my former high school to send some documents and info to college and stuff. Eh, I'm great at basic math, but math my least favorite subject in high school. Algebra 2 was horrible and the teacher really did not take a liking to me D: I'd never had a teacher dislike me so much. He wasn't a good teacher to begin with though... Super short lectures, apparent dislike of job, and at least 40 minutes of class the students just sat there working on homework with unnatural silence. Was rare when someone dared to ask him a question because he treated us like we were idiots for not getting something >__< He actually yelled at me in class and gave me a bunch of Saturday Schools because he thought he saw me skip his class one day (on a day when half the campus was wearing the same shirt as me). After that, every time I wasn't sitting in my seat when the bell rang, he gave me another Saturday School, but nobody else. All my other teachers throughout my 4 years of high school liked me and treated me with respect, but he treated me so horribly :C that I ended up quitting his class. Ooof, I digressed didn't I? xD So what position do you have at UPS? Aha! C: I just took a test to help me find my perfect career and it included this in the answer: Quote: Life as an INFP (Intravert, Intuitive, Feeler, Perceiver) People of this type tend to be quiet, reserved and kind; deeply passionate, sensitive and easily hurt; loving and dedicated to those close to them; creative, original and imaginative; curious and flexible in small matters; nonconforming. The most important thing to INFPs are their deeply held beliefs and living in harmony with their values. Hehe C: I went to a 7/11 today. Easier to find the cards there than a big Walmart I think. Woot woot ^__^ Deni's scanner is working! Hehe, yeah I don't think she'd like that, but he asked me what I thought about it and I said it sounded like a good idea. Now that I think about it though, probably not >__> because his gf will probably not like that. In fact, I think he might be thinking about moving in with her in a few months, so I may need to look for another friend to move in with... Aw, I'm sorry, I know how annoying acne can be D: Now I only have clogged pores on my nose so I have to get the nose pore cleansing strips >__> Ya know, the ones you put on your nose and then pull off hard once they are dry xD Whaaaaaa!? I'm way more afraid of tornadoes than of earthquakes O__O We never get tornadoes here though, because of the mountains or something. Ugh, it's super hot here :C my skin turned a few shades darker when I was outside for a few minutes today hahaha. This weather makes me feel like hot coals are being placed on every inch of my skin T^T Mmmm, but that isn't an option for me. My mom will be at work when I need a ride to campus, so I either need to drive myself or search desperately for a friend to carpool me. My dad came by yesterday and showed me a car for $1300 yesterday. My mom only has $1000 so I was wondering if he wanted to pay $300, but I figured out his plan was to try to talk the sellers into selling it for less so he wouldn't have to pay anything >__> but I don't think my mom like the car. She prefers I get a decent car that I won't have to put in a lot of money to fix up and this car needed at least $400 put into it for new tires. I personally didn't like that it looked like it had been badly taken car of, with dents and such. It probably got into an accident or something. Yesh, less than 3 years until you nail him for child support xD we need to start a countdown. I think the least he could do is see Gabe. It angers me that his dad rarely sees him, especially considering how young Gabe is. His loss though, if he prefers to pretend he is "normal."
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 5:21 pm
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Yeah it really put me off ebay xD
and yay i was able to get new shoes - my old trainers has enough holes in them and some i could poke my finger through - no joke D:
im on a shift thats 5pm - 9pm which is ok for me as its only 5 min walk away xD
well at first i was lugging around boxes but then they put me a suitably girly job doing small packets and such i have my own area >_< Sui is ruler of the smalls at work XD
hur hur
and that teacher sounds freaking mean D: grumpy at his own situation so perhap he took it out on others - thats pretty lame D:
and im glad you quit D:
it says on my pay slip i am a local sort sorter / loader xD
but i deal with everything international and all over the uk xD im pretty much just a grunt >_<
o0o thats a funky result <3
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Posted: Thu Jul 31, 2008 10:19 pm
I don't think we have any 7/11's out here. D: I have yet to see one.
I know. <3 I ish happy but it's still being a bit stupid. D: Very slow it has been.
You can try but I myself would be scared. I would be afraid that I was going to die. o - o you can move in with me. xD
It's fine I just hope it goes away with my old age. > > Those things that make you look sort of like a football player?
I think they are both pretty scarey and both can be oh so very destructive. But we were standing outside watching all the hail and seeing the tornado struggle to form. I thought it was quite a sight. <3 I wouldn't even know how hot it is outside. I'm also locked up in the house. xp At least you tan the all I do is burn. I never tan. D:
I don't think it will be for me either but I can hope. D: Cause not only would I need someone to pick me up I would need somone to pick up Gabe from pre school or daycare.
That's a pretty c heap car. That does sound like quite a plan. I woulnd't want to buy a car that needs money put into. D: I just want to buy it and be on my merry way but I am also lazy. > > Oh my.
xDDD I think everything will be happening to me in 3 years. @ - @ I know. D: And I tried a bunch of stuff to get him to see Gabe but nothing. I know. I think it will be just awful for Gabe not to have a dad but yest it is his loss. There will be some guy out there who would love to be Gabes dad. <333
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Posted: Fri Aug 01, 2008 6:38 pm
@Sui: Yay, no more holey shoes C: Oof, I wait until the last possible moment to get new shoes. My last shoes were black converse and they got all faded and holey, but I didn't buy new shoes until my mother threw them away xP Oh, teh evening shift C: Wowz! That's a very convenient distance O__O Hehe, ruler of the smalls xD Rue ish jealous. Yesh, I hate when the school just lets sport coaches teach math or science. They do it because there is a lack of qualified teachers for those subjects, so they get coaches to teach those and the coaches do it to earn extra money. That teacher has had many complaints against him and I'm definitely not the first student that he took a disliking too either :C He just wants easy cash, so he sits at his computer playing games, listening to the radio for the majority of the class, and one of his coach pals comes in to talk to him >__> I'm so glad I quit, I just wish I had done it sooner. I had wasted a whole semester and about three months in his class; I wish I had taken something else. And first semester I had him for zero period, which meant that I had to be in class at 7am D: All those morning I could have slept in an hour more... Ah, I'm going to see if there is a UPS nearby that is hiring nao C: If not, I can wait a few months doing something else, but I really like that they cover medical, dental, and vision because I won't have any of that soon >__> My dad doesn't have to cover me for it because I'm no longer a minor. Though truthfully, he is supposed to be paying until my 19th birthday while I am a student so I dunno what happened to that... @Deni:Ooooh xD I'm going to the release party today for the "Breaking Dawn" book at Barnes and Noble. I forgot to pre-order the book though so not much good that'll do me. I'm mostly going to hang out with my friends---and maybe read the book over their shoulders as well ;P Ah, but yes, I just realized that the likely place you'd get the cards would be by the cash register >__> Wowz I feel slow. Hehe, she'd more likely beatl him up lol, but really, I don't think she'd be suspicious of us, just jealous that she isn't living with him. But I'm certain that they'll move in together instead anyways. Deniiiiii *waves noodles arms* you live so farrrrrrrr awaaaaay xD Ahahaha, I should take a picture of a nose strip on my nose xP or maybe just be lazy and look one up on the internet lol: they look kinda like this. Hehehe, football player C: I never thought of that But it makes my skin so darrrrrrrrk o___o and my skin feels like it is burning. I'll probably get skin cancer if I don't start putting on sunblock. You could us the spray tan xD so you won't get skin cancer. Just look for a bronze-ish one rather than an orange-y one. Haha xD I didn't think about that. A lot will happen in 3 years for you. Wah, well he'll regret it someday. One day you will find someone who can be a good dad to Gabe and a good hubby to you C: Aw, I just randomly remembered how small baby feet are xD Oof, anyways, woot woot! Rue ish going out to have fun today ^__^
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Posted: Sat Aug 02, 2008 3:29 am
Is that the name of the new Twlight book? I saw the commercials for the movie. That guy looks so different then he did in Harry Potter. x333
I is confused. @ - @
xDD If I was still with my sons dad I would do the same. > > Cause I know he wouldn't fight back. xDD I think that might have been my problem I was jealous when Cruz would just hang out with his sisters. D: x3333 Only a little xD
Oh well I was looking at something completely different. xp I was reading a archie magazine and Verinoca was dating a football player and she wanted to clean her pores but she left it on for to long so it wouldn't come off and her boyfriend was wearing the same thing except for footbal players. I don't know it was something like that. xp
I love dark skin. I think it brings out my eyes. :3 I hate that feeling. D: and as soon as you walk in the sun again it hurts so bad. D; I should put on sunblock but feh. xp We have history of all kinds of cancers too so I should really try to prevent it but I'm also a lazy bum that won't even put on a little sun tan lotion to save my life. I put it on my son though. :3 Maybe but I don't know. D: I heard about that jergens lotion that makes your skin a bit darker and natural looking.
Yeah. I didn't think about it either. xp Yeah. Alot happened in three years of my life that ended in Gabe. :3 I know he will but I don't think it will be because he wanted to be with his first son. Just because I'm going to get him for child support and then everybody he dates will know he's a b*****d. D: Well I sure hope so but it will probley be a long time from now. The only people I met are Magic the Gathering dorks. @ - @
Baby feet are teny tiny. Gabe's are unusually tiny. They're short but awful wide so I have to get him an extra size up just for his wide feet. D: Also I'm drawing babies now. o w o see.
I think I shall start making them in my thread. :3
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 5:23 am
yeah i decided to throw them away or else i will just continue wearing them D: because dispite their holes they are so comfy.. or where ..
uwah back to work toay after a week off X_x and thats really lame - have you mentioned anything to anyone higher up.. ? 7..a.m..? urgh thats a horrible time to be doing anything D:
ahh yeah - it must really suck having to pay for health care and such im so glad im in england where we have the NHS C: it would be very worrying to have to pay very high prices for things D: so jobs with healthcare and such in them must really be up for grabs xD
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 7:37 pm
@Deni: Ooof, I am back C: Yesh, Breaking Dawn is the new Twilight saga book, and the last of the main character's story. Really? I haven't seen any trailers for the movie yet, but I think I can look for them online. Ah, I thought the book was wonderful, very pleased with it. Whenever a series ends, I always draw out reading the last book. I could have easily read it in hours, but I took my sweet time with it. It was a lot of pages too. Haha, yes, he does look a lot different from HP. Lol C: that sounds funny. I'll never think of pore cleansing nose strips the same way xD My skin is naturally dark C: At the moment, it looks kind of like this. All depends on how much sun I get. I think that in a few years, or when he matures, he will regret that he didn't take more of an interest in Gabe. But yes, I'm sure he won't enjoy getting nabbed with child support. The people he dates will realize how irresponsible and immature he is. Hahaha, my brother was into Magic the Gathering sometime ago. Yeah, all the guys I know are into games, like Guitar Hero and Rock Band. Most guys are like that. Awwwwwwww xD ish cute. I couldn't draw babies to save my life o__o @Sui: Despite the wear and tear, old shoes are just suited to your feet C: and soft. I have so many shoes I need to throw away but I just can't bring myself to do it. I just bought a new pair of shoes but I have to wear them out a bit before I'm comfy in them. Mhm, I did, but they suggested I not do anything because they suspected he would "retaliate" against me in some form. I told them that I just wanted that teacher out of my life asap and so I quit his class and didn't pursue any complaints. Ugh, yes, math at 7am is so tedious. Especially with that man. What is NHS? Yup yup, I thought it was awesome that they offered all that, even to part-time workers C:
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Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 7:24 am
Yeah. The trailer was mostly focoused on like one scene though. They said how they did it and they just kept repeating the scene. D: I don't usually but for the last HP I sort of did. :3 I was reading it right after I had Gabe though. He was a couple of weeks at most. And I got to the part when they were in the vault and then stopped and started it all over a year later. xp I mean it's just weird. His hairs always sort of sticking up and he looks like he's wearing eye liner. xp
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Well that looks like a nice shade. o w o Most of the time I look like a corpse. D: My mom actually has one arm darker then the other because she always hangs her arm out her car window. x333
Probley but feh. D: I thought he had already grown up when I met him. >c Oh not at all. Most men don't but I hope his dad is smart enough to actually pay it. You would be suprised how stupid women can be. D: Girls at my school date guys that already have three kids who don't pay off any of their child support. D: I just don't get how women can deal with that. I tried to get into it but it just wasn't for me. xp I think all the guys I know are too except for my parents freinds who are married and only the guys play the games. xDDD I'm actually attracted to one of the guys my parents play with but I try to pretend I'm not because he acts so much like my friggin dad. D:
Thank you. <3 I can draw their heads. xDDD But theird bodies are something I don't think I will ever try.
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Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 8:10 am
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oh yeah i luff old shoes i had to throw mine away or else i know i would just wear them all the time xD
yeah i guess in situations like that sometimes its just not worth the agro so its best to just get the hell away as fast as you possibly can.
NHS is national health service - we pay some money towards it in our wages and such and we get free health care and dentist and such - its not much only a few pounds every week. SO worth it.
o0o and Rue - do you have anything you want me to draw for you ? <3
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Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 2:24 pm
@Sui: Yes, I was just glad to get away from that environment at last :C I ran into the teacher a few times after that and I didn't even look at him. Suspicious though because twice he came into one of my classrooms I was in and talked to my teacher. I dunno, it might have just been a coincidence, but I had thought maybe he was trying to poison the other teachers against me or something. Ah, NHS definitely sounds worth it C: Ooof, well I have a few things to choose from here in my journal ^__^ Whichever catches your fancy. And what would Sui like drawn? @Deni: Ah, really? Hm, maybe that was a sneak preview or behind the scenes thingy about the trees. Oh wowz, you didn't start reading it again until a year later? I would've been lost after so long and just started from the beginning again xD Ah, haha he seems more like he'd be a lot better looking in person or on film. In pictures, it seems easy for him to catch bad angles or something. If you saw the cover of Entertainment Weekly he had been on, it was definitely not flattering D: But there are also many good photos of him too C: Pale skin is pretty too C: Hehehe, my arms are slightly darker than the rest of my body right now. I want to move somewhere cold some day because it is horribly hot here in Southern California. I go outside for one minute and I get a little darker xD It burns the skin so bad. Yeah, I get what you mean. It seems like girls will put up with a lot when it comes to men.
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Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 2:37 pm
I have no idea but it was strange. @ - @
No I just reread the whole tyhing a year later. I would never be able to start from were a left off after that long. @ - @
Maybe but he did look real strange in that. :3 I think it was just his hair that bugged me most. They had the whole thing longer and look weird. D: I don't know how to explain it but I liked it better in harry potter.
Not on me it isn't not unless I pretty myself up. The only way to make myself look good is to put it up in a ponytail which sounds easy enough but I also have to leave some hair around my face or I look funny. It's difficult for me I suppose.
I know. It is quite silly. But I have seen some men but up with bad stuff too. :3
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Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 3:04 pm
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I may draw Rue <33
You could draw any one of my avatars in my photobucket Here
Mine are the numbered avatars 001 - 0100 etc <3
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 7:08 pm
@Sui: Hurrah ^__^ wowz there are lots to choose from.
Alright I think I know which one I'll do C:
@Deni:Okay that makes more sense then xD
Ah, yes, I liked it when his hair was short in HP as well. I don't really like his hair at the moment.
Well I'm sure everyone has to figure out what looks best on them C: I have a lot of hairstyles that just look hideous on me xP
Really? I've mostly just seen it happen with girls o___o
Oh dear D: I have to start college soon. Very soon.
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Posted: Thu Aug 07, 2008 8:05 am
Yeah. I mean alot of guy's can make long hair look awesome but he's one of the few guys that I think needs it to be short.
I know. D: I had one were I just had frameing and then the rest was practicially shaved. D: I looked horrible I thought.
Yep. It's quite stupid. One girl at school always calls her boyfriend ugly punches him and just screws with him everyway possible. I mean if he was fathering my baby I would have been quite happy.
I'm sorry. D: If it makes you feel better I have to start school soon.
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