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Soooo... more blood tests. Apparently, i have cancer. So we flipped, of course. Mom was all panicy and my doctor was like >/ wtf not rite. LETS TAKE MORE OF YOUR BLOOD AND TEST AGAIN biggrin DD so we did. Aparently a thrashing pasiant had knocked over my unmarked vile of bodily fluid and the nurse, trying toclean up, put the wrong vile there. The other person already knew she had cancer, so it wasn't horrable as you'd think.

Im very drained. I'm tired. REALLY tired. I had to run from one end of home depot and back, and I got so dizzy mom had to hold me up.

Im also in pain again. Lots of pain. The sort of pain that says "GO TO THE HOSPTAL" but the hospital can't help and i'd be taking up attention,space,ect, with somthing no one can help me with.

I also can't sleep. I lay down and it hurts. Joys.

Uh. Petco was fun. got to see this womans freaking huge rat. I thought it was a small dog. Anyone seen Willard? it was an African rat, like Ben. He was SEVEN POUNDS and loved me. And I loved him. His name was Brusier. He gave me kisses, and did tricks. Like begging, rolling over, and fetching. He also scared the bejesus out of alot of people.

The squrill in petco was found! he was hiding in the breakroom in a dog food bag. He was evil, too. he tried to chase out Sal and Brittney.

The rough green tree snakes i'm in love with are STILL getting out. Petco's rules, however, say that they can't house the snakes in a more secure cage as its cruelty. CRUELTY SHMOOLTY! Its a loss of profit, and bad for the snake if it gets out. 4 our of 8 snakes are gone, their still trying to look for them. Good luck. I cant wait to take the little snots home with me. I get first dibs. heart


Sooo at the exbo, Brittney got herself another cornsnake. Well, the person watching the snake is a b***h, and because shes mad at Brittney's boyfriend, isn't talking to Brittney. Brittneys a little meek, so shes bringing Sarah over to kick this chicks a** if she wont give the snake back. Which their pretty sure she wont, this persons a b***h. but~ I get to keep her snake til she gets a house (YEARS.) with her boyfriend and baby. I'm excited,but a little nervouse.

Mom and I are still trying to plan and build A new gecko display. Anyone wanna do it for us? sweatdrop

We're also looking into getting mom her boa. heart

Uh...and I think my "Male" ball python, Beeper, is ovulating... sweatdrop

rofl how do you tihnk I took it?

yes. Giant rat thing.

They used the Giant rats to search for mines...like the dogs, a lot of them were blown up. But I've always wanted to see one, lucky...

Sayng you had cancer almost gave me a heart attack, then whew..you don't...but if you had had cancer...at least you would have known what you have. I think that's much better than not knowing and being in pain -.-

If I thought my life couldn't get worse. I was wrong, oh so very wrong.

My exams are over, and now I'm getting chore after chore after chore. I'm hardly getting any time to spend with Rain, which is making me very upset. My family is making my life a hell, an unescapable hell.

@.@ Yeah, very glad you at least don't have cancer NG, I was scared there for a moment.

Probably about as thrilled as I was when the doctors were convinced I needed to go to the hospital because I had some type of tumor in my ovaries (didn't have) Or that other time a doctor thought I needed to rush to the hospital because I was going to have an anerism in one of my major blood vessels (which I didn't have). rolleyes

Err oww >.> I think that is one of the resons I've always been unsure if I can handle snakes. It's not a matter of if, but when you are going to get bitten. XP

EXACTLY. AIM die? surprised

Rainey - you okay? If you wanna talk, im here for ya.