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u_u I hate this.

I hate being who I am.
I hate being who I'm not.
I hate pretending like I don't care, and I hate caring.

... Gah.
I hate being confusing.

[Late, but Happy Birthday, Chaco.]

Aww, Shoe, I hope you're ok. Like Priea said, if you want somoeone to listen to you, you can PM me or IM and stuff. >< I'm not going to pry, but if you just need someone to talk to, well, you know...
<3

I'm sorry that you're feeling so down, Suppi. ;_; One of these days soon, Maki will call you. ^^ You'll feel better then! ... You better feel better after talking to me. >>

Today was pretty good. My 1st, 2nd, and 4th periods were shortened to 25 minutes. We had a bus evacuation 3rd period, that's why. ^^;; So after bus evacuation, we started our Sociology lesson, which was lots of fun because Sociology is my favorite class after chorus. We talked about the book To Kill a Mocking Bird. 'Twas fun.

Oh, and I have to do a two-person scene for musical theatre. This girl, Dana, and I picked the funniest scene. XD It's about a woman who's a surroget mother for her best friend, but she ends up not wanting to give up the baby. I swear, it's a ******** soap opera. It's funny as hell. There's so many ******** hints on the two "best friends" being lesbians. Apparently, the surroget mother's parents died in a plane crash and she's also the popcorn girl for the local X-rated theatre, named The Pink Pussycat. XD I couldn't stop laughing while reading my lines. I'm the friend, because I get to say this one line: "God, you're lucky you're not a man because I would have married you instead of Peter!" XD Ok, I'm done with laughing my a** off at that.

That's pretty much all that happened today. >.>

38 days left and 98 days left.

Two important dates.

Today's Adventure:
....uh...My breakfast was entirely healthy (love the sarcasm people or it will eat you) it consisted of an icecream sandwich and what was to be 6 cookies but I gave one to the 6th grader at my bus stop. There was vomit at the place where we normally stand at the bus stop so we had to stand across the street.

Homeroom: Though I managed to obtain a good sleep I felt like falling asleep the entire day. Told a friend I was gonna fall asleep in class for the first time. Didn't get a chance.

(Algebra 1)1st period of class: I forgot my Algebra notebook at home. It had both of my homework assignment in there.

(Forensics[public speaking])2nd period: I told my friend that a guy in my homeroom was thinking about suggesting for the winter dance event to tie her up to a chair while people throw pies at a poster of her beloved Sesshoumaru and she said he's gonna be in world of pain.

(Communication Skills [a.k.a. English])3rd period: Two tests. Open book. Never study for tests. Teacher tried to say difficult again. THis is an english teacher who instead of saying difficult says diffickit but has no problem saying difficulties. WTF is up wit that?

(Science)4th period:Science is cool. Got the coolest teacher! You can enjoy this guys lectures! It's like a crime! Mr. Southerland is cool...as long as you know when to stop playing and get to work.

(P.E. today)5th period: Since the Beta club stuff had controll of the gym we just changed shoes and went to walk around the track. I got to bring the 4th gravvie book out and read it. Though the friends don't understand why I'm so into it the just pick on me some (playfully) and what not. On the way to lunch the teacher (guy & one of my friends cousins) said: "that must be a really good book what's it about?" (i'd managed to get halfway through it almost in less than 30 min while walking at the same time.) I felt the said friend tense up my response: uh...um...stuff... i though about just mentioning about the music stuff but I couldn't fin the words. he said: "ok, you don't have to tell me. I was just interested you seemed to reading so fast." Late I asked my friend what she was thinking of as an excuse (cuz she's good at those things) and she said she was thinking "she's screwed." Confidence boost much! (love teh sarcasm or it'll eat you!)

(Social Studies) 6th period:US history. NC right now. (guess where I am) The four main people who originally came to NC were the Highland Scotts, Scotts-Irish, Pennsylvania Dutch, and Africans. We had a big map on the board and had to circle the different places on the world map. I found out when I got home that though the little part of Egypt that is separated from the main part by the Suez Canal is part of the African Continent, but Turkey isn't part of Europe I was right on that count and the teacher was wrong.

(Journaliam)7th Period:We had to watch this movie called Kids Killing Kids, Kids Saving Kids. About guns and what not and the 4 different ways that high school kids normally get hurt with guns. 1. Gang violence. 2. The gun going off and killing someone. 3. Suicide. 4. The gun going off while the person is trying to geti t out and gets hit and dissabled.

3 is a favorite of mine; so to speak. and then we had to answering these questions and one of them was writting a paragraph about an experiance I had with a gun that was similar to any of these. It had me thinking about the only thing that comes to mind when I think of guns and my life. I was depresed much for the rest of the day. till I was able to get back to the manga but once out of my haven I was back into my low stage... that'll be all thanks for reading.

will come back and edit but not has not enough time.

Feels like he is make a really short post " Heh ....um Hi Im new....to the guild um...heh"

If I lived near you I would stalk you. 3nodding

Priea looks smexy in her new jacket! whee heart


In the morning my grandma is going to Toronto to have surgery done. The surgery is going to take 6 hours! gonk She said I shouldn't worry 'cause the doctors are some of the best in Canada.

If she survives it's going to take months for her to recover. cry

I'm really sorry about your grandmother going into surgery, Yakari. I really hope she's all right.

I'm... so upset right now. I'm angry, I'm crying, I'm scared. >< Dammit! My brother and I were walking home and I accidentally hit him. He wasn't really hurt, but he made a big deal about it and he ran after me and tackled me to the ground, then he punched me in the stomach twice really hard. He actually punched me three times, but I blocked him the first time with my books. I almost threw up. I feel like s**t.
Then, because he tackled me to the ground, literally, my glasses fell off and into all the leaves. I was in front of a park and there are a ton of leaves on the ground. I lost them and I can't find them. I can't see, school is going to be hell tomorrow because of it, and I'm scared of my mom. If I tell her about my glasses, she'll go crazy. We don't have money to get me a new pair and we don't even have insurance yet. I don't have contacts, and that was my backup pair too because some chick broke the original ones I had. God... I don't even know what my mom is going to do to me. And my stomach hurts, and I can't stop ******** crying and I feel so ******** stupid for crying and being scared. I don't know what to ******** do!

Yakari - I'm sorry to hear about your grandma! I hope she's okay sad

Maki - Damn him! I'm gunna give your bro hell when I meet that p***k! ><

My moms pissed at me. I got B's in all my classes aside from Painting. Well orchestra I have a A, but in Painting I have a C-. Shiiiiiit. My dad's gunna ******** flip on me.

Today we went to NYC. Weehee. O_o;; We watched Signs on the bus. I stole Sam's sketch pad and drew a pic for her. Well, she requested I drew it since I took her sketch pad. When we got to the concertish thing, I got bored in about 5 minutes. WOO! New record. First, since the music was soft and relaxing, I fell asleep. Sam pushed me off a few times cuz I kept falling over. Then the music got really loud and the trupets started to hurt my head. So I continued to draw. then sam and I wrote notes on the next three pages until she got me to finish my pic. And when I did, the concert ended. Then I went outside and ran around showing random people I knew. Some guy popped outta nowhere and says "That's cute!" Everyone else: "GAH! o.o where'd you come from?" Me: "Yay! He likes mah picture! biggrin " We had enought time after the concert to go to the Rockaway Mall's foodcourt. :3 I got beef teriyaki. So did that guy who liked my pic. (I think he was hitting on me xd ) So we talked about sneaking out and buying manga and stuff, but the shaparones..... or however the hell you spell that were guarding the exits of the food court to make sure the students didn't leave. gonk I wanted to play DDR. Then I stabbed Sam with my shoe... cuz it seemed like a good idea at the time. On the way back home we couldn't continue watching Dreamcatcher cuz some people were like "AAAAAAH! EEEEEEEEWWWWW!" O_o;; Yesh, I thought aliens being shat out of someones a** was nasty, but I like that movie. >< Stupid people ><