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 Posted: Wed Jun 22, 2011 7:35 pm
 ◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Content ✘-Cuddly ✘-Relaxed ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
Zydrate Making his way into the room he was careful not to mess it up any more before he jumped onto the bed then settled down cross legged. "Speak what ever you wish to speak about." he stated smiling happily. "I wont judge thought I will give my impute and mind you it might not be what you want to hear." he stated and it was truthful he knew how good it felt to get things of your chest he recalled when he had gotten drunk the first time he had not only slept with a random stranger he woke to being in the same bed as them having them tell him that he had cried himself to sleep after their fun whining about everything.
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Posted: Wed Jun 22, 2011 8:08 pm
Rain 𝔑𝔬𝔞𝔥
Guitars 𝔄.
tuesdays 𝔗𝔥𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔰 ◦♫ ♪ ◦♫ ♪ ◦♫ ♪ ♂ ♪ ♫◦ ♪ ♫◦ ♪ ♫◦ SleepingNoah frowned slightly when he noticed Spencer shake her head and saw some of the blood drip down onto her tanktop. The sight of blood had made him nervous at a young age, though that changed a while back, but that uneasy feeling had managed to work its way back under his skin. As spencer let go of the matress all the blonde could do was lean it against the wall for the time being. "Oh baby doll" the blonde cooed gently leaving his end of the matress and clearing the distance before hezitantly tugging at his armwarmer to wipe some of the blood from her face. "There is nothing wrong with you baby doll. You're just trying to protect yourself... and Marcus is doing the exact same thing. It's bound that there are sparks to fly, but you just have to try and get past that. I know this is asking alot but if you can just let us in i think it would come to an end" He said his hand shaking softly as he rubbed a bit more blood away with the dark fabric, feeling rather hypocritical. Here he was saying she should open up and let them in while he could only let them in but when it came to knowing about him he held them at arms length at best.
Sleeping
Sleeping
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sleeping And the night shall be filled with music, lonely
And the cares that infest the day a silence
Shall fold their tents like the Arabs insomniac
And as silently steal away. touching me
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2011 11:16 am
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceBringing his legs up on the bed, Marcus rested his arms on top of his knees again and rested his chin on his arms. He stared at the ground in silence before he sighed. "We were doing so good. It was just harmless teasing back and forth. We even had a serious talk. She spent the night in my room." he stopped himself for a second realizing what Selcia might think of when he said that. He quickly shook his head. "I mean, not like that. She couldn't sleep and I wasn't really sleeping either. She was embarrassed about it so I guess that's why she didn't ask you or Noah." he said quickly, of course now that he thought about it she probably wasn't even thinking of either of the two when she asked if she could stay with him. "That's not really the point though. We were doing so well and I guess it was both our faults....I don't like fighting with her, Selcia. I don't like fighting with anyone. But it doesn't seem like it's something that you can just avoid so easily..." he trailed off in helplessness. He couldn't even remember if they had ever tried not to fight. Even if they did now, he didn't think it was possible. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2011 1:36 pm
◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Content ✘-Cuddly ✘-Relaxed ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
Zydrate Soft laughter came form Selcia as he pressed a soft kiss to Marcus' forehead smiling he sat before. "Don't worry about it, perhaps it was better that she came to you after all I and Noah, well we had our fun." sitting back he let his head fall back slightly. "You two went wonderfully together" he breathed softly closing his eyes it was better easier on his eyes. "Thought why did you automatically change how your answer sounded do you like her?" he asked moving closer again his eyes open once more.
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Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2011 2:30 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceMarcus's eyes closed for a minute when Selcia kissed his forehead. He sighed and opened them again. He felt his face heat up when he heard him say that he and Noah had their 'fun'. It wasn't that hard to figure out what he meant. The thought made him blush like crazy and he hide his face deeper into his arms. Then he had to go ask if he liked her, which made his face get impossibly redder. "I, uh..." he struggled to get the words out. He wasn't even sure what the answer was to that. Did he like her? He had kissed her hadn't he? Did that mean he liked her? No. But that sudden warmth that washed over him every time she touched him. The warmth that made him want to hold onto her and never let go. Was that love? He wasn't sure. "Maybe." he finally got the words out, keeping his face buried into his arms. He couldn't look at Selcia and his face felt like it was on fire. "I don't know...she drives me insane. Both in a good way and a bad way. Does that mean I like her?" he questioned, he was glad that he could finally get full sentences out of his mouth. Even if he couldn't get a yes or a no answer out. Maybe Selcia could tell him. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2011 2:43 pm
◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Content ✘-Cuddly ✘-Relaxed ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
Zydrate Selcia smiled softly as he laid a hand on the others head. "If a person drives you insane with only being there it means one of two things." yup everything could always mean two things the only thing ever set in stone was absolutes. Numbers like one remaining that until you did funny math stuff to them. "One, you love the person with all your heart." he breathed his words soft a light as he sat up chuckling softly at the thought. "Or you want to rip out their guts because they are the one person in the world you can never tolerate. however with you and Spencer, it believe you simply love her if that blush is anything to go by."
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Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2011 3:11 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceStaring down at the ground, Marcus tried to stop himself from blushing. Trying to calm himself down at least a little. But when Selcia spoke it didn't go as well as he planned. "Okay. So, maybe I do like her. Do you think she likes me?" he asked, though right now if she was still angry she wouldn't like anyone at the moment. He wondered if Noah was trying to calm her down and if he was being successful at it. Probably not. "I have to go apologize again don't I?" he asked, and sighed. Of course he would. He was prepared to get down on his hands and knees and beg if that's what it took. But she'd have to apologize to him too. It was partly her fault as well. "Your not going to let her hit me if she tries right?" he couldn't help but ask that, it wasn't that he was scared of her. He just didn't feel like losing any of his front teeth. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2011 9:36 pm
◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Content ✘-Cuddly ✘-Relaxed ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
Zydrate Selcia couldn't help but chuckle at the other as his blush darkened before it began to fade. "I can't make any promises." he replied before he gave a happy smile. "Though you do deserve the hit." he stated softly flicking him rather lightly on the forehead.
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Posted: Sun Jun 26, 2011 10:51 am
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again...  Brother "Don't." Spencer saidsoftly as Noah wiped at the blood with his arm warmer. She merely shook her head. "It doesn't matter."
She thought about his words for a moment. The brunette lowered her face. Noah didn't know what had happened, he would never understand why this hurt her like crazy. "No." She said, shaking her head. "I can't let anybody in. They all just hurt me. Like Marcus. You don't understand. We got. So close." She wiped at her eyes and nose with the back of her wrist. She shook her head. "I trusted him with my secrets and fears, Noah. I went to him when I was afraid to be by myself. And now he did that to me. Blamed me and got so angry with me." Her brown eyes peeked out from under her hair and back up to Noah. "It hurts much deeper than it would have if I had not been so stupid. Not opened up like people keep telling me to. It wouldn't end. It would just all get worse." Spencer had stood up, but she sighed and sat down on the mattress again, looking down at the blood on her hands.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 11:30 am
Rain 𝔑𝔬𝔞𝔥
Guitars 𝔄.
tuesdays 𝔗𝔥𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔰 ◦♫ ♪ ◦♫ ♪ ◦♫ ♪ ♂ ♪ ♫◦ ♪ ♫◦ ♪ ♫◦ SleepingNoah frowned softly when Spencer stopped him and went on to say she couldnt let anyone in. That they would all hurt her, but what really stung him was when she said he didnt understand. Oh he knew all to well how much it hurt when you trusted someone and they only turned on you. "Spencer.... I understand" the blonde breathed as he sat down next to her "But no matter how much it hurts you cant go on forever just shutting everyone out. It hurts now but in the long run shutting everyone out... facing everything on your own hurts more" he said softly, subconsiously tugging at the now bloodied arm warmer "But before you even go desiding he completly turned on you... talk to him. Marcus is a kid at heart, we both know he doesnt mean over half the things he says when he's angry" he mummbled softly "Just talk to him.."Sleeping
Sleeping
Sleeping
sleeping And the night shall be filled with music, lonely
And the cares that infest the day a silence
Shall fold their tents like the Arabs insomniac
And as silently steal away. touching me
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 11:48 am
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother Spencer covered her eyes, lying back on the mattress, covering her face with her hands. Why did Noah always tell her that? To face it instead of doing it the way that wouldn't hurt her. That wouldn't make her have to go through all the things that hurt her. "But. Noah." She shook her head. "I like him too much. I always mess it up. If I talk to him, I'm sure I'll say something wrong. And it'll make everything even worse." Spencer shook her head, sighing. That just seemed to always happen.
The guitarist sat up, pulling her hands from her face and grabbing his wrist with one of her hands, forgetting the blood on it. "But what if he did? Just like he said he wanted me to leave before. What if he was just saying he didn't? I mean..." she shook her head. "You can't say taht it's not totally a possibility, can you? People often say their minds, no matter how much it hurts the other when they're angry, along with how some people say what they don't mean. Howcan you be sure he's not the first kind of person?" She released her tight grip, shaking her head and looking over at the wall. "Yousaw the tension at dinner. It's always like that. Even if we just had a nice talk. Even if we ki-" She swallowed, the word sticking in her throat. Oops.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 1:54 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceMarcus frowned when Selcia said that he thought he deserved the hit. He moved back slightly when he was flicked on the forehead. Maybe he did deserve the hit, but he still didn't feel like losing any of his teeth. He needed them to eat candy after all, not all candy was soft.
Something hit him then, something that was important. Something that he shouldn't of forgotten about. "Oh, Selcia. I am an idiot." he groaned in frustration. He had broken his promise to Spencer and the promise he had made to himself. "I have to go apologize right now, even if she does hit. I probably do deserve it now." he said and got off the bed, walking to the door. He couldn't only hope that Noah had calmed her down. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 2:14 pm
◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Content ✘-Cuddly ✘-Relaxed ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
Zydrate The white haired male blinked in confusion before shaking his head as he stood walking out as he made his way to the kitchen they should still have a bottle of bear hidden away though it wouldn't do much he wanted to odd taste he currently had out of his mouth. While he wasn't much for cheering people up he always felt bad after her did, even thought the person felt better. Finding on he popped it open as he made his way watching how the would things would go.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 2:53 pm
Rain 𝔑𝔬𝔞𝔥
Guitars 𝔄.
tuesdays 𝔗𝔥𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔰 ◦♫ ♪ ◦♫ ♪ ◦♫ ♪ ♂ ♪ ♫◦ ♪ ♫◦ ♪ ♫◦ SleepingNoah smiled slightly when he heard the girl say she liked Marcus. Bingo. "There are risks you have to take darling, speaking can be the hardest but it can also be the most rewarding" he said softly ruffling her hair for a moment "But if it's you i'm sure anything mistakenly said can be repaired" he said calmly. Reflexivly the blonde tryied to pull away from her when he felt her grab his wrist, his mind screaming at him to push her away, but he managed to burry that thought for now. Listening he was about to speak before he heard a rather interesting tidbit "Kissed?" he questioned with an arched brow. So that could explain the constant tension between the two. "You said you liked him, to the point you two have kissed. Can't you at least have faith in him? I mean hell if he kissed you back then what he said cant possibly have been true. Marcus just isnt the kind of person capable of that" he assured subconsiously rubbing his now freed wrist.
Sleeping
Sleeping
Sleeping
sleeping And the night shall be filled with music, lonely
And the cares that infest the day a silence
Shall fold their tents like the Arabs insomniac
And as silently steal away. touching me
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2011 3:07 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceMarcus let Selcia pass him, he felt a sudden nervousness wash over him and he struggled to shake it off. Along with all the 'what if's' that popped into his mind. None of that mattered. Especially when her sitting there with Noah, he hurried over to her stopping by her side. "Spencer..." he said trailing off, he dropped to the floor next her slipping his arms around her. His head resting against her shoulder. "I'm so so sorry! I didn't mean it! Any of it! I'm sorry! You know I didn't mean it right? I just say things you know that! I'm sorry! Please forgive me!" the words rushed out of his mouth on there own. He felt horrible, beyond horrible. He never met to say anything like that to her. And then he went and broke his promises. He wouldn't blame her if she didn't forgive him. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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