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 Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 9:22 pm
Soari "Then at least apologize for your ill and unheeded behavior..." she replied easily enough, remaining seated easily enough. "To give yourself to one mistress... Will you grow fond of such a creature?" Sei lay on his back looking deep into her eyes,and against his better judgement and the instincs that had surved him well for so many years. "Fine, I apologise. But I don't think I am going to willingly give myself for anyone"
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 9:25 pm
"That's better..." she replied in a rather comforting tone as she smiled sweetly down at him before she tilted her head curiousily. "Oh, but, as long as you remain bond to a master of any kind, you must learn to surrender yourself at some point. Hmm..." Her eyebrows lifted slightly as she hummed a soft chuckle. "You do seem to be the submissive type..."
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 9:28 pm
Soari "That's better..." she replied in a rather comforting tone as she smiled sweetly down at him before she tilted her head curiousily. "Oh, but, as long as you remain bond to a master of any kind, you must learn to surrender yourself at some point. Hmm..." Her eyebrows lifted slightly as she hummed a soft chuckle. "You do seem to be the submissive type..." Sei glared deep into her eyes at hearing her call him submisive, "And what might I ask would make you think of me as submissive, is it the fact that I don't enjoy the pain that you were inflicting on me so I gave in"Sei said rolling on his side suddenly trying to throw her off again
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 9:49 pm
"Submissive in the sense that, most likely, somewhere deep down, you yearn to surrender to someone," she replied as she once more kept him on his back, her hands crossing at her chest as she sat back slightly. "I never said that you would enjoy pain, but I bet that you do wish to be completely open with one person. A person that is strong of heart and will, that will never let you down and you can be secure with."
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 9:54 pm
Soari "Submissive in the sense that, most likely, somewhere deep down, you yearn to surrender to someone," she replied as she once more kept him on his back, her hands crossing at her chest as she sat back slightly. "I never said that you would enjoy pain, but I bet that you do wish to be completely open with one person. A person that is strong of heart and will, that will never let you down and you can be secure with." Sei looked around wondering if what she said was true or not, he had never really thought about it before. mabey she was right, mbey she wasn't,"You know I have never thought about it it before, mabey you are right"
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 10:03 pm
"That is something that you should know, pet. Something that makes up the very essense of yourself, whether you're concious of it or not," she replied as her eyes softened their gaze upon him. "Only fools live purely upon instict and blindly live day to day without knowing their ambitions for life. The yearning to have that someone... that security... To be able to give yourself completely to another, that is to be submissive and to truly surrender to another."
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 10:06 pm
Soari "That is something that you should know, pet. Something that makes up the very essense of yourself, whether you're concious of it or not," she replied as her eyes softened their gaze upon him. "Only fools live purely upon instict and blindly live day to day without knowing their ambitions for life. The yearning to have that someone... that security... To be able to give yourself completely to another, that is to be submissive and to truly surrender to another." ((Hey I am really late for work, I will reply in the morning))
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 10:17 pm
(That's cool. I'll be heading to bed soon anyways.)
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 7:06 am
Soari "That is something that you should know, pet. Something that makes up the very essense of yourself, whether you're concious of it or not," she replied as her eyes softened their gaze upon him. "Only fools live purely upon instict and blindly live day to day without knowing their ambitions for life. The yearning to have that someone... that security... To be able to give yourself completely to another, that is to be submissive and to truly surrender to another." Sei remeber all of his days on the streets, fighting other vampires for the small amounts of humans that there were, running from the townwatch everyday never knowing where he was going or why. As Sei thought about all that she had told he he decided that that might actually be quit nice to have some direction in his life, to have someone to love. "Ok, so how am I supposed to do this submissive thing?"
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 8:08 am
"Though it may seem rather damning myself by saying this, I do not blame any slave for attacking a weaker willed Master... or Mistress," she began before she leaned back from where she sat firmly upon his waiste, adjusting her position so not to weigh down on vital organs that would cause him discomfort. "To be truly submissive to another is to surrender to another, but, as with any surrender, you must find yourself overwelmed. In this case it would be by your Master's character. Weak sense of self and a well of self pity... That is not the strength that can hold the heart of another. Instead, they seek for others to hold their hearts instead. They sometimes hide behind others, often stronger than even themselves as they walk on thin eggshells called a convential trust...
"No, the Mistress that most seek is that of the ones who burn their own paths in life, that in which has seen the terror and darkness of life but can still hold themselves higher than that," she chuckled as she thought back to her own enduring memories before making a hand gesture to illustrate her point. "Question yourself as you question others. Test their boundaries to see if their strength comes from within or from others. When you do find one you can truly rely on, you will know. As I said before, you must be overwelmed in order to surrender."
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:52 pm
Soari "Though it may seem rather damning myself by saying this, I do not blame any slave for attacking a weaker willed Master... or Mistress," she began before she leaned back from where she sat firmly upon his waiste, adjusting her position so not to weigh down on vital organs that would cause him discomfort. "To be truly submissive to another is to surrender to another, but, as with any surrender, you must find yourself overwelmed. In this case it would be by your Master's character. Weak sense of self and a well of self pity... That is not the strength that can hold the heart of another. Instead, they seek for others to hold their hearts instead. They sometimes hide behind others, often stronger than even themselves as they walk on thin eggshells called a convential trust...
"No, the Mistress that most seek is that of the ones who burn their own paths in life, that in which has seen the terror and darkness of life but can still hold themselves higher than that," she chuckled as she thought back to her own enduring memories before making a hand gesture to illustrate her point. "Question yourself as you question others. Test their boundaries to see if their strength comes from within or from others. When you do find one you can truly rely on, you will know. As I said before, you must be overwelmed in order to surrender." Sei grinned, thinking about his mistress, everything she said had described his mistress to a T. But he didn't know how he would ever be able to surrender to anyone, it was usch a forien concept. Sei didn't know if he would ever be able to, but he dacided that he had better try, if anything but to keep himself out of this room ever again
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 3:03 pm
"Hm," she chuckled and stood, stepping back from him. "Consider that, Sei. Never stop questioning yourself or others around you until you find the answers you're looking for." His restraints shattered before Yreva offered her right hand to him. "C'mon. Lets get you back to your mistress."
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 3:44 pm
Soari "Hm," she chuckled and stood, stepping back from him. "Consider that, Sei. Never stop questioning yourself or others around you until you find the answers you're looking for." His restraints shattered before Yreva offered her right hand to him. "C'mon. Lets get you back to your mistress." Sei slowly got to his feet and not takeing her hand stood watching her,"Ok, lets do that."
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 3:50 pm
"..." She led him to the exit, their little 'session' done with lest his mistress bring him back once more. "Lets hope we don't have to meet like this again..." she said before letting him out. "But do have fun, Sei."
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Posted: Thu Jan 18, 2007 4:07 pm
Sei walked out the door and with one final way goodbye Sei dissappeared into the night off to hunt down a quick meal before going to his mistress' home
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