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ah ha...I never knew wings were so common...I mean, among otherkin. I, myself am angelkin , whereas my wings are more silver than white, and have lately been developing little black ticks on the feathers...and being heavy. gah...@_@ my shoulderblades keep spasing right now, and people ask awkward questions I cant really answer about it as well. Y'see...only one of my friends is into magick, my mother does reiki, but I havent told anyone Im angelkin because no one else I know actually knows anything about otherkin, angelic or not. *sighs*

my awakening was last year, when I was 14, in the summer. I can remember lying on the grass and asking my friend wether he knew how to reach another plane of existence. now, why I said that was becuase I didn't know much about magick at the time...only first discovering it (still am) and this spirit had begun to lurk in my mind. all she could do was send fast images, and they were of her lying on the grass as well. I wanted to help her back to wherever she came from. anyway, he didnt know and I left it.

later, we could send breif messages, then moving pictures..til we could have consversations. thats when I realized something strange. we were the same person. Im no multipule personality disorder, but it seems my soul is in two. since thus, we (I) have shared memories of past lives...and she's really helped me out. though I refer to her as 'seperate', she isnt. she may take control of my body if Im tired, and lately a lot of visions of people come before her and they speak in a strange language i can, yet cant understand. Its weird. dunno if it makes sense, but this is the first time Ive actually talked about this other than to friends.

as well as that...there's a room in my mind. one where I can open the door while in a semi conscious state and peek in. it appeared after my first awakening, but I couldnt get in because there was this translucent barrier in the way. I tried and tried to push it back, but it didn't budge. however, Ive been constantly pushing on it, and slowly, it moves as I grow spiritually. many things are there...its where i can look at myself from the outside, and 'see' all of my abilites, and about two months ago, I saw my wings for the first time. they aren't fully out of the green barrier yet, but I assume it represents my accomplishements spiritually and magickally and whats to come (as its not opaque completely)

so...my posts long.. but meh =P lot to say. still more, but I wont lenghten this one more than I have to...>.>

3nodding yes...I find it great as well...its the first time Ive talked to other angelkin, or actually, otherkin in general ^^. well thats actuall not completely true >. my friend's a vamp (blood kind) so I shouldt say that ~_~

There is nothing better than finding others who are otherkin or have familiars. Lets you know you arent crazy.

ah, okay then. so I'll stop freaking out now.

weres with wings? multiple origins for a soul? ._. might be possible..never heard of anything like it before, though... however, Im sure its not impossible, after all you are experiancing it.

btw, out of interest (K)(w), how do you know you're were?

i have a friend who has demon and dragon. sometimes he'll have both out at once. that gets fun....not.

well at least you dont have six wings... * whimpers* they are all angely wings. Lets just say i am very specail. OMG these storms are so scary i just got back like a few mins ago from this lovely house in mississippi. I went with my friend's family and bf. it was great. So natural up there.

i thought it were seriphium..eh whatever. Know one really knows. Its all theory.