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It was a joke. gonk

And the JoVo warning thing... That was an honest mistake on my part. He didn't actually get a warning. sweatdrop

Why? From you? From who?
Is that why he's so pissed at me? Because I got him a warning from someone?

If that's the case I'll go talk to the mod who gave it and explain what happened...

-Life is a chore I want to procrastinate on.
-I am pissed at everyone and everything for no reason. Ah, the JOYS of being a teen. stare
-I suck at Kendo. What a waste of money exercise is.
-Vague went from neutral forum admin to "hey, let's all flame SQ". How nice. Although I probably walked into it, being the angsty bipolar teen.

-life just sucks in general.

/rant

EDIT: Ah ha! More. This is now my new angst-ridden journal.
-glues everyones faces to their monitors-

-I have personal problems I need to fix. I just need to figure out what they are, first.
-There's obviously a lot of mental damage going on here, but again, somehow need to figure out what the hell it is.
-I need to talk to Cats, but HA. I HAVE NO INTERNET. GLORY.
-I seek attention.
-Phil never bought my god damned cigarros. Screw that. He was too busy ******** his new whore to give them to me. Damn underaged people not being allowed to buy smokes... -shakes fist-
- I have a ton of money, and strangely I'm not buying anything. And I'm not putting it in the bank either. It's just sitting there. What the ********/>- I am a lazy bum.
- I am so lazy, my a** has no fat. Seriously. The ONE time I sat on someone's lap, they winced. I have a boney, scrawny butt.
- I need to exercise, but my heart wants to quit on me right after I get down the stairs.
- No one seems to notice I need a drill sergent to get me in shape, because I've got the "gift" of being incredibly SKINNY. HA. -shoves fist up Go'ds a**- I'd rather be fat so I can wallow in my own laziness instead of shove it off like nothing's wrong.
- My brain cells have been steadily decreasing since the age of ten. I started out with a college-grade reading level and comprehension, was the head of my science class, and now I am reduced to an illiterate fool who's older yet somehow younger.
- I have no life. I took this week off to get one, and although my computer time has decreased drastically, I still have no life. Hell, I probably have less of a life than I got off the computer with, because now I'm reduced to watching novelas and repeats of old funny shows that aren't funny any more. I HAVE NO FRIENDS! I wonder why. stare
-I sware I'm dyslexic. I swear it. My mom calls it "selective viewing". We'll see who reads what sentence backwards on accident and call it selective viewing...

... Needless ot say I never brought it up again.

-I need help, obviously. This whole post is wreaking of help odor. But again, can't get help until I found out what the hell's wrong, and even then, I have no place to run off to to get said help. And it's not like I'm on the verge of committing suicide, because THEN I'd get help by dialing a phone number.
No. I'm in that weird paradox of trying to figure it out on my own and failing miserably... For the 50 millionth time in my life.
How lovely.

- looks like I'm going to have to reformat my computer for the third time this year... Lovely.

Tell me about it! My sister use to complain about the bruises she got from me. A few years after, I had to sit on my sister's friend's lap so we could all fit into one car. By the end of the car ride his lap was flat and had marks from where my bones were cutting off circulation to his legs.
Walk, fool! Go somewhere with a track and run for a bit. It isn't so bad after awhile.

There was a short-lived band here called "Fisting Jesus." You know, you can't really push it aside when you can't handle stairs. Fat and thin, heavy and light have nothing to do with internal healthiness. Someone can be large externally, but physically fit underneath it. I would have thought you didn't buy into the superficiality of bodily appearances.
Academics (esp. sciences) don't interest me like they use to. I have excellent comprehension, but there was a period between juniour and senior high where it dipped. I blame it on the very intellectually dull collective mind at my schools.

JoVo: Thanks.

Keithing: Most of the time obescity is from being out-of-shape. I was saying I wished I was fat because, that way, I'd have something to remind me of when I was sitting around doing nothing. Something that could slap me in the face sometime and say "Hey! Go exercise!" where as being skinny makes everything seem fine.

Also. I do exercise. Just not enough. 3 times a week, actually. One hour of kendo two times a week(that's Japanese swordsmanship), and horseback riding for 1-2 hours give or take on certain days once a week.

I also walk about.. eh... a yard or so from school to a car. That's helping a bit, but I still suck and am very unhealthy.

Still easily ticked off, though. Still have no idea why.

Still have no idea how to fix my ******** computer.
Still having people demanding A/V enhancements to an FF trailer, and RPers flaming up my a** about how they shouldn't have been warned for breaking a rule.

I hate modding.... -vein pops out of head-

A mod isn't [always] a leader.
Nice try, though. xd

Curse your truths! I can't even use sarcasm to spite myself on this board anymore! gonk