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Tsubasa arravied at home just before she changed back, "i'll sound like siaka, but i hate the rain." She slumped up the stairs to her room where she covered her naked body with a blanket and fell asleep with a fever.

Kiki knocked on Siaka's bedroom door, *sigh*, still no answer she'd been standing there for about 10 minutes knocking on the door she knew Siaka was in there, and she knew why she wouldn't answer. Kiki slid down the door with her back agianst the wall " Siaka I know you're in there I know you don't want to talk to me because I don't mean as much to you as Adar I know I don't mean that much to anybody and I want to tell you I'm sorry that I couldn't help more and be there for you like Adar was, I know I'm just to stupid and slow to help so... I'm sorry... Goodbye!" Kiki got up and ran out of the house trying not to cry, she wished somebody cared about her the way Siaka and Adar cared about each other but she was just alone...

((sorry it's so.... sappy (?) cheese_whine cheese? huh? ))

Siaka wouldn't, couldn't take it any more. She stood up, sobbing. She crept up to the window and slid it open, leaving the phone to ring. She dove under the bed and brought up a long rope, tying it to the bedknob. She threaded it out the window and climbed out, holding on to the knots in the rope. Silently, she slid down until her feet hit ground. She looked at her hands. The friction and texture of the rope her burned her badly. She waved her hands and turned her palms up to the rain. She then removed her shoes and socks and set off down the road. She didn't know where she was going, she just knew it had to be away.

Just then, an idea sparked in Siaka's mind. Although she was a cat, she didn't hate the water. She turned around abruptly and took off at full speed down the road. She skidded to a halt by the bridge and took a deep breath. 'This,' she thought, 'will make up for the trouble I've caused.' She clmbed onto th railing, straied her ears to drown out all sound. And in a moment, she hit the water of the ocean. Feeling the cold water rush over her was a sensation she had waited all her life for. She opened her eyes into the clear reef and extended her hand. She paddled to the bottom of the shallow pool and reached out. She closed her hand around a piece of coral and twisted. It broke off and she returned to the surface. Gasping for breath, she emerged from the cool water, shivering as the wind blew over her. 'Now I can show them how much I love them.' she thought. 'They're my cousins, and my best friends And I risked my life, to apologize.' She wiped her face from some plants that had stuck in her hair, and silently returned to the house. She extended her finger and rang the doorbell.

There was no answer. Siaka sighed and called, "Hello? Is anyone in there?" She held the coral tightly in her hand, and it cut into her palm. As she waited, she examined it closely, noticing some shells stuck into the holes. She broke it into several peices, one for each of her friends.

((Lol. Siaka's lonely. Will someone please answer the door?))

Siaka sighed. "I think they all hate me," she whispered. She felt terrible. she had been thinking that she wanted to talk to Adar, and it must have shown on her face. But when she was in her room, she had thought about what she had said. Adar was best at comforting her at times like this. Times like when The head of the family, Mikatsu ((I guess I'll be playing her too.....)) sent her boyfriend to the hospital. But her other family wasn't good-for-nothing as they seemed to think she thought. Kiki was so good at helping her with school, and Tsuabasa always knew when to get help, and from whom.

((Neither does Siaka. We live at Yuki and Kyo's old house.))