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 Posted: Thu Oct 18, 2012 11:32 pm
  "We are all a little weird and life is a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” - Dr. SeussA gently smile rested upon her lips at the fact he had left the flower behind his ear. Watching his eyebrows twitch and listing off all these other names that only confused her more; none of them ringing any bells. Although the names did sound familiar, her brain just couldn't put two and two together. She gazed intently into his eyes; a murky blue grey hue as he scoured his mind for the key word that would unlock all knowledge and understanding.
Unfortunately, It was the one word her little bunny ears did not want to hear.
Werewolf...
At the immediate sound, her chest constricted, her throat tightening and a flash of fear appear in those innocently sugary eyes. There was no possible way for her to hide those feelings; rebury her memories that tortured her very being. At the sight of his canines and the glinting golden eyes that transformed, everything came flooding back to her. Her senses went into a somewhat overload as the traumatising past. It was clear that werewolves petrified her to the marrow in her bones and there was no way she could possibly hide that.
Watching the boy gain to his feet, away from her and pulling the flower out of his hair, she knew she had definitely done something wrong. She didn't mean it like that; she never meant to damage him with something that hurt her just as deeply. This was one of the worst things she had ever done; number one involving werewolves and the reason for her intense fear. Her heart filled up with lead as she watched him stalk from the bedroom; it sinking into her stomach with explicitly presented emotions of guilt.
"No, Wait~" she asserted, her voice wavering unconvincing by the tightness in her throat. But had already blocked her out.
The only way she could explain it was to tell him everything; her most darkest secret that was recurrent in her mind all the time; always in replay. But that wasn't a possibility for her. She couldn't just spill her burdensome secret into the care of another being; it was too much emotional strain for her. The fact that deep down, her parents never really forgave her; never really forgot about the existence of her brother never helped her to still be a part of the family anymore.
There was also the possibility she would break down into tears if she attempted to do anything as such. She groaned to herself, placing her face in her hands; distressed. She felt there was nothing she could do. “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” - Dr Seuss{{{O.ut O.f C.arrots: }}}Location: Hibiki's Room
Company: Chester; Hibiki;
Emotion: Petrified; Distressed
Craving:
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Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:35 pm
 Zechiel was standing with a key in her, looking at the door before her. She was feeling nervius as this was her first day at the Northern Star Academy and she wasn't quitesur what to expect. "Well, i may as well go in," she spoke outload to herself. Taking a deep breathe, she opened her bedroom door and steped inside, Curious as to what she would find at this school.
Once she had unpacked, Zechiel sat on her bed to relax for a while.(( OOC: hey everyone, i new here ~ ! biggrin oh and please ignore my crappy editing skills with the picture (_ _'|')~))
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Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:40 pm
 xXxHibiki ItouxXx
§Location :: Dorm Room §
§Status :: Upset; Calm §
§Thoughts :: Just go back to your room or something... I'm a freak, you're terrified of me now that you know a lycan is a werewolf and even your rabbit almost had a heart attack. Just leave me to my own misery... §
§Company :: Marielle's in my room §
§Out.Of.Control :: ~ §
“Where were you when our hearts were bleeding?
Where were you? It all crashed down.” xXxRemaining on the bathroom floor, Hibiki remained silent although that wavering voice of hers had been heard as clear as day. ‘No. Wait...’ Part of him wanted to ask why he should wait when it was so clear she feared him, but he couldn't quite bring himself to ask it. He didn't want to be kicked out of the dorm and yet it was the only thing he could think of. Why else would she have wanted him to wait? And then it clicked; he'd let his feelings drag him away from his belongings that he normally never had out of sight unless he was working!
xXxStanding back up, he unlocked the door and stepped back to where he was standing in his doorway. “Why should I wait? It's obvious you and your bunny are intimidated by me even more now that you know,” he finally rumbled lowly from where he now stood with his arms crossed over his chest. His gaze never made contact with the female and he seemed more guarded than he'd been when he'd first come to the dorm. How had things gone from so smooth to an immediate rough patch that seemed impossible to pass over?
“How long can you stand the pain?
How long will you hide your face?”
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Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 11:25 pm
"We are all a little weird and life is a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” - Dr. Seuss The silence ensued after he left, only the sound of her breaths resonated through the abandoned dorm. She hadn't felt this lonely since the night her brother was killed. Her head remained in her hands while her body slumped with melancholy and guilt at her previous actions; today and 5 years ago.
Her droopy ear lifted itself up to the soft patter of feet to stop at the door. She tilted her head up and at the sight of him in the door way, immediately perked up; out of her pathetic sitting position to one that oozed unconditional fear. Her eyes were glassy and shallow, a mask of un-shed tears covering its wandering depths.
"Because..." was all she managed to croak out. She couldn't let herself say the words; she still had yet to completely admit the fact that her brother was long gone and never coming back. So how was she supposed to explain herself to the very thing that reminded her of that incident; it was impossible. She gulped down hard against her rasping throat, her breath quivering in the silent intense air between them. Her gaze cast up to his face, sight downturn away from her seeking eyes. She thought she could write it down but that seemed inappropriate for the situation. There was no going around it and if she was going to be serious with him she had no other choice.
"Because... Werewolves are what... killed my brother,"
The words choked up in her throat before she could say them. They tasted vile and sour in her mouth and she gasped at the fact she had actually stated the fact that her brother was dead. Aloud. Tears threatened to stream silently down her face as the odd sensation settle upon her skin. The claw marks on her stomach felt like they burned, searing her skin with the same feeling as what the wolf had given her. She stood up, as much as her legs protested and walked to the doorway, her forearm raised to hide her face and attempted to push past him to the refuge of her bedroom to go and sob for a good hour or so. This was going to be a long night for her. “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” - Dr Seuss{{{O.ut O.f C.arrots: }}}Location: Hibiki's Room
Company: Hibiki;
Emotion: Distressed; Melancholy
Craving: Nothing
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Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 1:02 am
xXxHibiki ItouxXx
§Location :: Dorm Room §
§Status :: Upset; Calm §
§Thoughts :: But I'm not them... I'm more than just a werewolf... §
§Company :: Marielle; §
§Out.Of.Control :: ~ §
“Where were you when our hearts were bleeding?
Where were you? It all crashed down.” xXx“Well... Even if werewolves killed your brother, I'm not them and I'm not just a werewolf... There's more to me than lycanthropy. I'm sorry for your loss though, Miss Marielle...” he murmured lightly after a few seconds of letting her words sink in. Turning slightly to where she could pass by yet he wouldn't have his back towards anyone, he remained rather calm. Third partial story he'd heard since entering the school campus that held the air of sympathy needing to be there and yet he didn't really seem to show it. He didn't really know how to show sympathy and yet he felt that if he tried a comforting pat on the head, he'd only scare her more so he didn't even try to do such a thing. He could only say he was sorry for her loss and hate that he'd even told her a bit about himself.
xXx“Sorry I couldn't be born with anything else in that one part of me's place,” he mumbled lightly as she brushed past him. He should've just kept quiet... Should've just pretended to be mute. Now he'd upset a girl for something he couldn't help. He'd had no choice in his species. Couldn't he find someplace where he didn't upset or hurt someone? Pan was the only one he hadn't upset thus far along with Arianna, but it was only a matter of time before he screwed up royally with them as he had done with Marielle and Chester.
“How long can you stand the pain?
How long will you hide your face?”
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Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 2:07 am
"We are all a little weird and life is a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” - Dr. Seuss Passing him by, she remained completely unmoved by what he had said but had continued on towards her bedroom. She felt absolutely horrid. What had she done? She had now made the one person she was trying her very hardest to be nice and somewhat normal with was the one she had now feeling almost as badly as she did. And the fact he thought she was crying over him being part werewolf didn't aid in subsiding her tears. Closing the door firmly behind her, she slid down the surface till she was sitting comfortably on the ground, blocking all entrance to her, like she had always done. Her silent tears turned into sobs. A voice so soft and shouldn't be heard so strained with emotions that it was impossible to listen to without feel some sort of sympathy towards her.
She wasn't even quite sure what she was crying about anymore; whether it was the fact her brother was indeed dead and never coming back; the fact she made someone she quite liked think it was entirely their fault she was crying or the fact that he was a fifth of the one thing at scared her out of her wits. It could have possibly been a combination, but it didn't matter to her. Not while she was at her most emotionally vulnerable.
To an extent, she didn't want Hibiki to ever know just why werewolves scared her the way they do. She didn't want to have to explain herself like she would have to do after she finished this outburst of raw emotion.
The small rabbit, hearing his owners painful cries, her curled up against her leg in a comforting manner. It felt just like the way she was when she was at home and cried like this. She stroked the little's bunny's ears, wiping away the residue of tears with her sleeve cuff, the sobbing not quite subsided but enough for her to breath a lot easier than before.
Chester looked up at his owner, looking just as depressed as she was, rubbing his little nose cutely to 1) try and cheer her up and 2) simply because it was itchy. She smiled weakly; "Silly rabbit," her voice rasped ever so quietly. “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” - Dr Seuss{{{O.ut O.f C.arrots: }}}Location: Dorm Room
Company: Chester
Emotion: Distressed; Melancholy
Craving: Nothing
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 6:10 pm
 xxxxxxxxx'You're not given the people you want, you're given the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you the person you were meant to be.' xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxOutside the dorms door, Arianna shook some dirt out of her shoe with mild annoyance. Going to see them was always more trouble than was worth, and not just because she got muck on her feet, which was nothing. Yet she always agreed, everytime. With a sigh, Ari slowly prised the door open and stepped into the dorm. The silence was the first thing that she noticed, and it covered her like a blanket. There was no friendly chatting coming from any of the rooms, not even any passing conversations or sounds of movement. It was quiet, and eerily so. Walking to her room to deposite her bag on the bed, she noticed an unfamiliar person in the room that had not yet been taken when she left. The occupant was a girl with longish purple hair and matching eyes. Ari knocked on the doorframe lightly, a small smile gracing her features."Hi, have you only just arrived?" she asked, a little awkward. She was never overly good at talking to people, especially humans, or those who at least looked and acted like humans. They had never understood her, and in turn, she had never really understood them. She shifted a little uncomfortably, because she wanted to bend back down and get the rest of the dirt out of her shoe so it would stop prickling her foot, but she thought it would be a little rude if she just started emptying her shoe right outside this strangers room. The enchantress didn't want to perform the simple charm to remove it right in front of this unfamiliar girl, because she thought that would be a bit blunt of her, especially if this girl was opposed to magic, or wasn't used to the use of a little spells.
{{ ENTER }} {{ Ari's Feeling- Satisfied }}xxxxxxxxx{{ O.ut O.f C.harms- @Badger- Welcome c: }}
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 7:08 pm
[img][img]http://i1213.photobucket.com/albums/cc474/AelaBee/Anime Guys/23df37be.jpg[/img][/img] Vincent walked slowly towards the dorm remembering the dorm he was supposed to go to for the acadamy. he kept his hood over his head to slightly shade his face. as he finally got to the dorm he walked up to the wooden door, set his suitcases aside and knocked on the door. "it would be rude to just barge in like an animal..." he said to himself softly. he leaned against the wall a few feet away from the door and sighed. it was his first day at the acadamy. and he had gone through alot....the year had been terrible for him. he managed to clear his mind as he rubbed his fingers through his long black hair. Location: New dorm Mood: Tired, Cold, Calm. With?: N/A
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Posted: Tue Nov 06, 2012 1:15 am
Zechiel was unpacking her stuff when she her a voice at the door. She turn to see a blue haired girl standing in the door way. When the girl had finished talking, Zechiel smiled. Eager to make a new friend, she beamed at the girl and said "Yes! I'm new here! My name is Zechiel, what's your name?" with a slight tilt to her head. While she had been greeting her, Zechiel had noticed that the girl kept twitching and looking at her foot. Curoius, but not wanting to be rude, Zechiel spoke gently "is there something wrong with your foot?" and then smiled to reasure the girl that she wasn't being rude.
Suddenly, Zechiel remembered her manners "Oh! would you like a drink of some kind or maybe a piece of cake? I'm only just unpacking but i'm sure i could find you something" she spoke with a thoughtful look on her face and a thinger on her chin. (OOC: sorry about the different text colours to last time, i'm trying to find a good colour scheme~ :3 And thank you for the welcome! biggrin )
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Posted: Tue Nov 06, 2012 10:43 pm
xxxxxxxxx'You're not given the people you want, you're given the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you the person you were meant to be.' xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Ari smiled-- this girl definitely was cheerful and outwardly happy. She shone like a little ray of sunshine, and this somewhat lightened Arianna's own mood, which had taken a turn for the worst since she had been gone from the dorm."I'm Ari." she said smoothly, before laughing quietly to herself. Not only was this girl positive, but she also seemed to be relatively perseptive, at least insightful enough to see Ari's mild shifting due to her foot. "No, there's nothing wrong with it there's just a bit of something in my shoe. I can get it out later." she said, shrugging it off. It wasn't bothering her at all, it was just a minor annoyance which Ari could ignore easily enough. Ari shook her head in a polite decline of the offer for food or drink. "You've only just arrived and already your watching out for the rest of us? That's sweet, but I'll pass for now."
At that moment, the blue haired girl heard a knock on the front door, and she politely excussed herself to answer the door, telling Zechiel she'd be right back. Opening the door, Ari saw a young man with dark charcoal coloured hair standing by the door."Need a room?" Ari asked.
{{ Ari's Feeling- Happier }}xxxxxxxxx{{ O.ut O.f C.harms- Meep~ }}
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Posted: Tue Nov 06, 2012 11:20 pm
xXxHibiki ItouxXx
§Location :: Dorm Room §
§Status :: Upset; Calm §
§Thoughts :: Did it again... I wish Pan gave me a number to call him... §
§Company :: Arianna; §
§Out.Of.Control :: ~ §
“Where were you when our hearts were bleeding?
Where were you? It all crashed down.” xXx“Well there you go again, Hibiki. You open your mouth to make a friend and end up scaring people,” the reddish-brown haired male muttered as he rubbed his forehead with one hand. Lightly kicking one of his bags, the foreigner picked up one of his other bags and threw it over his shoulder. He then headed out of his bedroom, closing his door completely behind him and started for the door to the exit. He shouldn't have bothered with attempting to make friends whatsoever.
xXxPausing beside Arianna, he briefly tapped her on the shoulder before returning his hand to the shoulder of his bag. “If Miss Marielle exits her room, please tell her that I'll stay as far away from her as is possible and that I shouldn't be around the dorms as much. Three part-time jobs and part-time student should keep me away,” he stated only loud enough for Arianna to hear him before giving a brief wave of the hand. He wasn't going to explain what had happened during the female's departure let alone say anything much about himself again. Having scared one roommate and her rabbit was enough damage for one day in the dorm. He never stated a hello to the two new members to the dorm, but seemed more intent on keeping isolated as much as possible. He just simply passed them by without a second glance and an earbud playing in his left ear.
“How long can you stand the pain?
How long will you hide your face?”
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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2012 12:24 am
xxxxxxxxx'You're not given the people you want, you're given the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you the person you were meant to be.' xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx The new roommate in the doorway hadn't even replied yet when Ari felt an unexpected tap on the shoulder, but turned around to find herself face to face with Hibiki. Impassive, she listened to what he had to say, questions instantly forming themselves in Ari's brain after every few words of his speech. However she didn't bother voicing any of them because Hibiki evidently wanted to get out of the dorm of soon as possible, and she wasn't about to stop him, especially considering she had no idea what had happened since she had left. She decided she would talk to Marielle about it later, if it was something the bunny-girl wanted or felt comfortable to discuss. "I'll be sure to let Marielle know, and I hope to see you soon. You still live here, so don't feel like you need to make yourself increasingly scarce." She said cooly, returning the small wave he gave her. Despite the fact that Ari was most surely not a 'people-person' and she didn't know him well, she did felt slightly disappointed that it seemed she would never get the chance understand him, considering Hibiki's obvious intentions to stay away as much as possible from the dorm for whatever reason. She watched the rusty haired boy leaving, before turning her attention back to the boy standing in the doorway.
{{ Ari's Feeling- Happier }}xxxxxxxxx{{ O.ut O.f C.harms- Meep~ }}
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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2012 4:58 pm
 Vincent bowed and looked at her shyly. "i am extremely sorry to bother you miss......but yes, i was told to come here...may i enter?" he said as he looked at the beautiful young woman, hoping he was making a good first impression...he would be living there after all, even though he would not care what they would think, the last thing he needed was people to bother him saying he was not nice enough... "ah, yes....how rude of me...i forgot to mention my name...Vincent....is a pleasure to meet you..." he said as he looked down at his bags. Location: New Dorm Mood: Shy, Calm, Tired With: New roomate?
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2012 12:15 am
"We are all a little weird and life is a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.” - Dr. Seuss Although the tears had stopped; her stomach remained churning the guilt and basic awfulness rolling around. The head tiled back, pressed up against the door. Hibiki would surely not be pleased if she graced him with her presence again; to try and explain her outburst.
But she wasn't coming out any time soon; she felt like crawling into a hole and dying. She could hear the sounds of new voices through the door; having no inclination to go and greet the newcomers, leaving the job to whoever else was around. She needed not of their sympathy; when she didn't deserve on bit of it.
Hibiki deserved a formal apology from her and an explanation on why such a thing happened, but how to deliver such a thing without a relapse into her current state again. The more she thought about, the worst she felt. Like he had said, it was only one part of him; he wasn't one of the ones that did that haunted her thoughts at the mention for the word. She sighed heavily, the small rabbit disturbed for his lull. Chester pawed at the door, the obvious way to tell her to let him out. she didn't bother to question him and shuffled a little, opened the door a tiny crack and along the rabbit to scurry out into the hallway. She remained in front of the room, now alone in the ever quiet room; deprived of her ear-piercing sobs. Other than the feelings curling in her stomach, she felt awfully numb inside. Her brain didn't quite think straight and she had to focus for anything to be logical to her. Why did she even bother; she might as well just go to bed and rock herself quietly to sleep before anyone could come and interrogate her on her current state of mind.
Chester on the other hand, was a bunny with a mission. He decide he should at least try and communicate with the others but was afraid the message would get lost in translation but he had to at least try. Coming to the group of people, the rabbit pawed at the foot of the only familiar person in the room, but it could have been perceived for just wanting love and attention like he usually did. “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” - Dr Seuss{{{O.ut O.f C.arrots: }}}Location: Dorm Room
Company: Chester
Emotion: Distressed; Melancholy
Craving: Nothing
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2012 10:49 pm
xxxxxxxxx'You're not given the people you want, you're given the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you the person you were meant to be.' xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Ari turned to the stranger in the doorway, a small smile creeping onto her face at his polite demeanour. "Sure, come on in." She said, stepping aside and allowing Vincent to come in. "It's a pleasure, Vincent. I'm Arianna, but you can call me Ari." Standing by the door as he walking inside, she wondered vaguely what he thought about the short and clipped conversation that he just overheard between herself and Hibiki. What did Vincent make of that?
A soft rubbing at her ankle distracted Ari from her own thoughts, and she tilted her head down towards the floor, where she caught sight of the now familiar grey-white bunny beside her foot. Chester seemed detirmind to get Ari's attention, and she gladly gave it, bending down to scratch behind each of the rabbits floppy little ears simultaneously. Although Chester was evidently enjoying this petting, there was something obviously distracting him and keeping him from enjoying it as much as he otherwise would. Ari couldn't imagine what would come before rubs for a bunny-rabbit, except for maybe carrots.
The navy haired girl sighed. If she really wanted to understand the message Chester wanted to convey, she would have to spend some time going through her spellbook to find the animal translation enchantment. She would be kind of annoyed if all the fluffy animal wanted to express was that he wanted a carrot, although for some reason she felt that there was something more inportant going on."Okay, okay, give me a minute." she whispered quietly, so Vincent wouldn't overhear her talking to a rabbit -who probably didn't understand her anyway- and think she was a mad-woman. That would be a great first impression. Straightening up, Arianna turned to Vincent. "There's an empty room down the end of the hall. Do you want a hand with your stuff?"
{{ Ari's Feeling- Happier }}xxxxxxxxx{{ O.ut O.f C.harms- @lcy97 - Calling my dibs }}
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