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 Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2009 3:24 pm
Sora Itou ^D: thats depressing. embrace your anger. as sassy fromn vh1's real chance of love 2 said are you diamond oor are you rubble? rubble colapses under pressure. diamonds are made under pressure smile i dont know if that helps, but its really insightful~ thats what im going to tell you rainbow D: yours is just as depressing. lol i'm going through a phase (or so i'm told) of obtaining every job. so far i want to be a child star (lol), an child actor, a actor, a singer, a child singer, have my own talk show below the age of 25, become a lawyer, become a dermatologist, become an astrologist, become an ophthalmologist, become a couselor, become a doll designer, become a high top designer, and a spanish teach. (lol because im asain xD) and become an authhor asa side job go to art school. it will bring you places youve never been brought before.
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Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2009 10:21 pm
They call me...
D: That sucks. ._.
I was like that for a bit. :3 Then once I finished college and figured out that I would never wanna work in the field that I studied for, I decided to do something I knew I would like; be my own boss! x3
But you need to take baby-steps, one thing at a time. :3
I'm just working right now, paying my student loan bit by bit, and once I've finished that, I'll be saving up for a scooter, get my scooter license, that way I'll have a mode of transportation, and I can start saving up for college again, as well as saving up for rent and stuff; I wouldn't have as much time to work if I was in college. o.o
A friend of mine and I want to open a business together, so I'm slowly working towards that goal. :3 -nodnod-
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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Posted: Sun Dec 06, 2009 5:04 pm
I'm frustrated because I really need to start looking for a job. I'll be 20 the day after Christmas and I've only had one job so far. I'm lazy and I psyche myself out before I even apply, so it makes it hard for me to get serious.
I started college last year and dropped out soon after. I'm not the type of person who can sit at a desk for hours, I have to be up and moving.
I feel guilty that I'm already an adult and I don't pay any bills or help out with groceries. My mom says that she doesn't expect me to, but I really feel like a failure of a daughter for depending on her still.
My dad just offered today to pay for Phlebotomy courses at the college if I was serious about getting a job in that field. I'm definitely going to take him up on that because I don't have the $800+ to pay for the course on my own. It'd be a nice job, they make around $11-$13 an hour and most labs in the area are closed on weekends and holidays.
I dunno, I've just felt like I've become a disappointment to my parents. My older sister is in college and she'll be graduating soon so it's like everyone is looking at me to see if I'll follow in her footsteps.
After Christmas I'll be looking for a part time job while I'm in school. I hope everything works out, maybe I won't be as stressed.
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Posted: Mon Dec 07, 2009 6:58 am
They call me...
You should look for something simple. :3 Like at a small store or at a restaurant (cashier is good). n.n
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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Posted: Mon Dec 07, 2009 1:31 pm
That's my plan. Both my older and younger sister had a job at the grocery store up the road, so I'll probably apply there.
So sometime this month I'll call my dad and work out the details with him and then get myself signed up for the classes in January. And after Christmas I'll start putting in applications.
I just spent four hours in the emergency room with my mom. Yesterday she fell down the stairs and broke her toe.
D:
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Posted: Wed Dec 09, 2009 7:40 am
They call me...
D: -hugs yer toe- Toes are important, they help you keep yer balance! o.o
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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Posted: Fri Dec 11, 2009 8:14 am
Lately I've come to realize I have Athazagoraphobia (fear of being forgotten) and I don't know what brings it on but as soon as I'm done hangout out with friends and I go back home, I feel so down and depressed.
Then my mom gets on my case about how I'm not in college and that I don't have a normal 'full time job' yet she expects me to do everything around the house. Everytime I look at her it seems like I failed her for not going to college or finding a full-time job. I babysit at night, work on weekends and keep up with all the chores around the house~ what more does she expect from me? I understand she has MS and works on weekends and that our financial situation isn't that stable but I still wanna be a teenager and not have to worry about if we'll be set for the next month >:
...sorry for the ranting
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Posted: Fri Dec 11, 2009 7:50 pm
They call me...
D: How old are you? o.o
-hugs- Things'll get bettah. >:3
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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Posted: Fri Dec 11, 2009 7:58 pm
18 ^^;;
I graduated from high school this summer but I didn't have enough for college
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Posted: Fri Dec 11, 2009 10:53 pm
^nice sig ;D love the koharu part
Just figured out i dont have a eating disorder...
-... im just normally freakishly skinny if that made sense o_o
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2009 1:18 pm
They call me...
that might just mean that you burn your food fast. :3 -nodnod-
You should save up monies fer college and while you're doing that you can figure out what you wanna do! n.n Even if it's something weird, check to see what kind of course you would need to be able to do it. >:3
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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