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 Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 10:45 pm
mallory04 I really hope she doesn't make us stop. I enjoy it, even if it's not with a girlfriend/boyfriend. Well, I should really be signing off. Goodnight.
I need to go too. Nini. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 8:04 am
Chal, let me remind you of a few things before you tell me to shut the hell up.
1: I said I don't mind the snuggling/cuddling stuff but you and Reno do it all the time. Remember, a while back, when we talked on MSN about you two maybe toning it down some, just a little? I thought that was still going on but I guess you forgot about it. Saying that Lance and I do it all the time too is just BS. Lance is barely here so whatever cuddling we do is rather minimal to what you and Reno do. You can't add that into the argument since you know that's true on my part.
2: Reno's not across country from you and you know it. You also know the story of Lance and I. How long did I have to wait for a chance like this? How many times did I get pushed down when I couldn't talk to him? Concider yourself lucky. In the first year of my relationship with Lance, it was strickly the internet in which we got to talk and the most we ever got to talk was maybe two hours. You and Reno could talk almost all day! I would have died to have that kind of time with Lance. Everything after that first year was up and down. Our phone time was maybe an hour, at most, two if we were lucky. Letters were few and far between, meetings even more so. I gave up a lot to come to this point in my life and even then, I was super close to not even having him down here. Him moving was the best thing that had happened to me in a long time and you know that!
3: I'm not being a damn hypocrite! I -told- you last night and times before that whenever I do cuddling with my guy that I do it in private. Yeah, a few times we show public affection but we don't it every day! And anyway, when we do happen to cuddle here, it's for a very short time. Lance and I try to be conciderate of others and you should too. I never told you to stop the cuddling, just to tone it down a tad.
4: Oh, and if you have something to say to me, don't send Reno to do it for you or to say it behind my back. I clearly remember -you- saying that you -hated- when people did that...so don't you do it either.
5: Whatever s**t I've said, done, whatever, you probably still hate me for anyways. I'll say it now; I'm sorry. I told you I wasn't trying to be pissy last night or be a b***h but carrying it all out like this does make me so, especially after Reno came to "talk" with me. I don't exactly like feeling so low.
There, I've said what I wanted now you can pick it all apart and screw my words around to make it seem like I said something else. Make a whole big deal of this and blah blah blah. I'm tired of arguing and tired of having my words twisted so it sounds like I'm the one in wrong. As I said to Reno last night, do whatever the ******** you want...but just -try-, if nothing else, to be conciderate of those around you.
*leaves*
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 11:37 am
First off,I didn't even say you and Lance. I was trying to be considerate but forget that now. I was referring to Fate. You and and Mallory snuggle/cuddle ALL the time. There is no difference between the two. It still makes people that have no one/that are seperated from their other jealous. That is what I was referring to.
As far as the MSN thing goes,again,that was when you and Lance were seperated. I figured you'd be a little less sensitive to it since you go to the same school now. And with what me and Reno do,again I say,it's either switch between cuddling and the kids,or watch the thread die.
And yes,you are being a hypocrite. It the cuddling between Fate and Mallory has gotten to the point where they're easily mistaken as being intimate,it needs to be toned down as well. Reno and I go days without cuddling and talking to each other in the thread. Mallory and Fate are together almost everyday.
I didn't send Reno to say a thing. He did it on his own. He seen how upset I got,and I said I'm getting rather sick of the stress I get from not just this guild but gaia in general,and maybe I should leave the guild to relieve some of it. Everything I had to say,I said yesterday,and right now.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 11:49 am
Fate's gone now thanks to you and Reno. And anyways, you and Reno have been doing it a lot longer that Fate and Mallory so don't put it on them, got it?
Cuddling isn't all you can do. Neither is being with your kids. You've got an imagination so use it. Yeah, things can die down but it shouldn't be that hard to figure out something to do. Start an RP, be random, I don't care.
I still don't see how I'm being a hypocrite. As explained before, you and Reno have been doing it a lot more than Fate and Mallory. They basically -just- started it as where you and Reno have been doing it long before they even met.
Reno shouldn't have said anything then. He made me feel like s**t and I practically had to shut off from everything to calm myself down. As for this guild, I don't see how it's so stressful since it's not that active. Yeah, I'm not around that often but since my break started, I've been here just about the whole time, like I used to be. I'm not seeing the stress so you must be getting it from elsewhere.
If everything's pissing you off here on Gaia, take a break. That's what you always told me to do so why don't you do it? You take in all the s**t from everyone then blow off all you steam on others who shouldn't be taking it. Yeah, I shouldn't talk because I've done that myself but even I'm trying to keep my pissiness to low point so I wouldn't hurt others. Try it.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 12:01 pm
Yes,thanks to me and Reno because we take the blame for everything that goes wrong,everytime. And this is where the hypocrite thing comes in. I'm not putting the blame on anyone,I'm stating a point. Telling someone to tone things down when you do the same is being hypocritical.Whether you see it or not,that's the definition,that's what you did,that's what upset me.
I don't keep Reno on a leash,he does what he wants. If that's what happened,you need to take it up with him,because I had no part in it.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 12:09 pm
Yeah, because you two are -always- blamed for -everything-. ... Sure, think what you will. And you still aren't getting what I'm saying, are you? I ask you to tone it down a tad, not completely, just a tad. Suddenly I'm in the wrong! Look, Fate+Mallory=a few days; you+Reno=way longer than a few days. Oh my! There's a giant difference! Christ, you make it sound like I'm completely forbidding you two from even touching one another. I'm not the only one who feels blah when you two constantly cuddle. What about Umi or Keola? What about those who haven't got a girl or guy to call their own? Yeah, all of them have to watch you too, not just me. Think about that.
And after last night, I'd rather not talk with him. He came to me and in a round-about-way said I was crap for everything I did last night. Christ, I told you people that I wasn't trying to be bitchy or pissy about it but that's how you took it. I'm not the one who started this mess so stop making it seem like I did.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 12:19 pm
We really do get blamed.We get bitched at,criticized,and talked about for enforcing your rules,simply because we're around most often.
And I do see your point,it's you that's missing mine. A few days or a few years doesn't really make a difference. I know you didn't tell us to stop. I know you said tone it down,but you still SAID IT WHEN YOU DID THE SAME THING!
You're the one turning s**t around trying to make it seem like we all hate you,and we're twisting your words. It's not happening,and I'm not biting.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 12:27 pm
Know what? Fine, you win, -again-. I was so total wrong and stupid for even -thinking- of saying -anything- last night. What a total and complete a** I am for doing such a thing. Yes, I'm a stupid loser and shouldn't have said a word about anything because I know s**t of what I'm talking about. Let me bow down to you and your superior-ness.
I'm tired of arguing so I'm going to stop right now. I don't care anymore. Why the hell should I have even cared to begin with? Do whatever the hell you want because you obviously know better than me. Go on, do whatever. Watch me not care. I'm going to go about my life now and enjoy what break I have left, whether offline or on. I won't bring it up anymore so be happy. Go back to your cuddling and kissing and lovey-dovey-ness with the most important person of your life.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 12:36 pm
See what you want to see,and think want you want to think,Beverly. Keep condeming people because you refuse to see thier side.
Go ahead and enjoy your break,this is my resignation. De-mod me and remove my accounts.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 12:41 pm
I'm not condeming anyone here. I'm simply giving up the argument, ok? I see how I can be wrong. I'm wrong on a lot of things. I get over myself and continue life. I can see were you're right in this and I just made an as out of myself. Nothing new, right? I'm just trying to end the argument; is that wrong too?
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 1:19 pm
Or you could say nothing at all... Look, I'm not taking you down just because of this. If you see this or someone who talks to you aften sees this then I'm sorry. You know I can be a total a** sometimes...a lot of the time. Meh...How about I just leave you alone then? I'll stay away for a while and things will be like they were before with me hardly around. People will enjoy that, maybe, I dunno.
Or I'm just rambling to myself and still making myself seem like and a**. That's ok too. Least I admit it to myself.
If you feel like replying, yay; if not, ok, up to you. I'm just gonna go now and do other things...though, can't say I have a choice sinse my mom wants to go out. Anyways...I'll be going now and you can take my appology how ever you want.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 1:25 pm
I was busy helping Reno with his guild. And you have no reason to stay away. It's your guild. o_O
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 1:34 pm
*mutters about getting ready fast*
I meant staying away from you and whoever else is pissed at me at the moment. That way, everyone can be happy.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 1:42 pm
::shakes her head:: I'm taking a break to get the other guild up and running. I'll prolly just lurk around.
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 1:55 pm
... =@.@= Well I sure know when to choose my moments to drop in sweatdrop
*waves sheepishly after a long absence*
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