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Cain Draven Silvenity Captain
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Posted: Sat Jan 05, 2008 6:16 pm
Amitri of Shadows Wow... Everything has changed since I left. o_o Ferran? Who are these guys? Well, hello hello. :3 I take it you're the first Amitri? Mum's said a lot about you... She's said that without you, there'd be no Trinitys. o.o;;
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Posted: Mon Jan 07, 2008 6:21 pm
Cain Draven Silvenity Amitri of Shadows Wow... Everything has changed since I left. o_o Ferran? Who are these guys? Well, hello hello. :3 I take it you're the first Amitri? Mum's said a lot about you... She's said that without you, there'd be no Trinitys. o.o;; A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow XDD Chyeah. He's like, a demi-god. o.o; Haaha... omg, Amitri... Remember that time in like December 'o6 when we met on FAC and I made you get a Gaia? XD That's how everything started... *huggles Amitri* :3 Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night
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Ferran Trinity Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 11:30 pm
Ferran Trinity Cain Draven Silvenity Amitri of Shadows Wow... Everything has changed since I left. o_o Ferran? Who are these guys? Well, hello hello. :3 I take it you're the first Amitri? Mum's said a lot about you... She's said that without you, there'd be no Trinitys. o.o;; A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow XDD Chyeah. He's like, a demi-god. o.o; Haaha... omg, Amitri... Remember that time in like December 'o6 when we met on FAC and I made you get a Gaia? XD That's how everything started... *huggles Amitri* :3 Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night o_o Wow... er... Ferran, I-I wouldn't go so far as "demi-god". XD But yes... The good old days. Back when everything was normal, I still lived in Britain, and Matthew and I were going strong. >_< I wonder how he's doing..? Bah, thinking aloud. XD So, Ferran. What's new?
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 11:36 pm
Amitri of Shadows Ferran Trinity Cain Draven Silvenity Amitri of Shadows Wow... Everything has changed since I left. o_o Ferran? Who are these guys? Well, hello hello. :3 I take it you're the first Amitri? Mum's said a lot about you... She's said that without you, there'd be no Trinitys. o.o;; A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow XDD Chyeah. He's like, a demi-god. o.o; Haaha... omg, Amitri... Remember that time in like December 'o6 when we met on FAC and I made you get a Gaia? XD That's how everything started... *huggles Amitri* :3 Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night o_o Wow... er... Ferran, I-I wouldn't go so far as "demi-god". XD But yes... The good old days. Back when everything was normal, I still lived in Britain, and Matthew and I were going strong. >_< I wonder how he's doing..? Bah, thinking aloud. XD So, Ferran. What's new? A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow :3 Yeah... The days of normalcy. I still can't believe how much things have changed since last December. >.< I mean... Wow. Just wow. I would never have thought Nicole and I would become such terrible enemies. I never thought Karissa was going to hate me like she did. I never thought Charity would turn out as dark as she did. I can't believe how little I can trust anyone anymore. D: Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night
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Ferran Trinity Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 11:39 pm
Yeah, I know what you mean, Ferran. Nothing feels right anymore. I don't even know if I was happier back then or if I'm happier now. It's almost as if then and now are two seperate universes. Do you understand what I'm saying?
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 11:43 pm
Amitri of Shadows Yeah, I know what you mean, Ferran. Nothing feels right anymore. I don't even know if I was happier back then or if I'm happier now. It's almost as if then and now are two seperate universes. Do you understand what I'm saying? A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow omfg!! That's really well put. and so fcuking true it's scary. o.o;; I mean, really think about it. What if we're like just traveling through different dimensions every time something changes? O: okai, I'm getting all out of hand, off of topic here. XDDD FCUK I forgot to answer your first question. ^-^;; Well. I'm struggling with more depression, anger issues, eating disorders, you know... shiz. >.< Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night
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Ferran Trinity Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 11:46 pm
Ferran Trinity Amitri of Shadows Yeah, I know what you mean, Ferran. Nothing feels right anymore. I don't even know if I was happier back then or if I'm happier now. It's almost as if then and now are two seperate universes. Do you understand what I'm saying? A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow omfg!! That's really well put. and so fcuking true it's scary. o.o;; I mean, really think about it. What if we're like just traveling through different dimensions every time something changes? O: okai, I'm getting all out of hand, off of topic here. XDDD FCUK I forgot to answer your first question. ^-^;; Well. I'm struggling with more depression, anger issues, eating disorders, you know... shiz. >.< Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night D: Ferran! You better not be doing anything rash. You know what happened last time. stare
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 11:52 pm
A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow >.<'' 'Mitri, you worry too much. I'm not doing anything as bad as last time. I mean, ever since I left Nicole, I've been so much happier... No joke. XD Yeahhh. Ever since I've stopped RPing with her and Karissa, my reality has come back. I'm no longer losing my mind, letting my sanity slip through my fingers like water, allowing them to completely rule over my life. When I left her, it felt like this huge weight was lifted off my shoulders. Kali's been coming back <3
Like, what Karissa and Nicole were doing to me:
"Darkness imprisoning me All that I see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearing Taken my arms Taken my legs Taken my soul Left me with life in hell"
God, I love Metallica. <33 Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night
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Ferran Trinity Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Feb 17, 2008 11:59 pm
That may be. But I have a right to. Oh, really? Well, that's great! I mean, you should not have to endure such unnecessary pain if it can be completely avoided. Nobody should have to. Yes... Maybe Rayvn and Amelia weren't that great of influences over you. I hope you make the right choices around them in the future. 3nodding Okay, that's too much of a coincidence. o_o I'm listening to that song right now. XD
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Posted: Mon Feb 18, 2008 12:08 am
Amitri of Shadows That may be. But I have a right to. Oh, really? Well, that's great! I mean, you should not have to endure such unnecessary pain if it can be completely avoided. Nobody should have to. Yes... Maybe Rayvn and Amelia weren't that great of influences over you. I hope you make the right choices around them in the future. 3nodding Okay, that's too much of a coincidence. o_o I'm listening to that song right now. XD A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow >.< Yeah... I mean, there were just too many lies, rumours, and gossip being spread for me to find the truth in anything anymore when it came to those two. DX Dude!! You're a friggin' stalker!! D:< lmao jkjk ilu 'Mitri :3 Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night
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Ferran Trinity Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Feb 18, 2008 12:17 am
I know exactly what you mean. When I was dating Matthew, he would always lie to me about where he was going and with who. I would eventually become my knowledge that he had been cheating on me with a close friend of mine. It broke my heart... I was in love with that boy, no doubt about it. D: And when I confronted him about it, he told me he was sorry and that he didn't mean anything by it. He said that he just thought that I didn't love him as much as he loved me. So then that night I... er... "assured" him that I loved him. Then the next day he goes off and cheats on me again! stare So I broke up with him... It was probably the hardest thing I had ever had to do. D:
Haha, I wish I was your stalker. D: I want to meet you in person terribly bad. v_v I love you too, Ferran. ^_^
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Posted: Mon Feb 18, 2008 12:22 am
A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow o.o;; omg!! Amitri!! *hugs tightly* I can't believe him!! What a fcuking- ... Wait. What do you mean by "assured"?!?!?!?!??!? O.O Amitri. omfg. You're finally giving me DETAILSS!!! C: DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT THIS MEANS!?!?!! ... No, I don't either... But you've never given me details before!! :'3 I feel all specially and honoured. <3 I fcuking love you. Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night
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Ferran Trinity Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Feb 18, 2008 12:26 am
Er... Hehe? sweatdrop Well... We have known each other for over a year now. I figure it is about time I start giving you details. XD And you have been a good girl. You deserve it. *throws you a treat* ^.^
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Posted: Mon Feb 18, 2008 12:28 am
A whispered word she did not hear A terrible fate that she did fear A fall to let her loved ones know That there she lies, cold in snow *catches it in meh mouth* XDD lmfao omg We are so weird. :3 But anyways. HELL YEAHHH!! C: omfg... D: Amitrii it's like 2:30 AM and I em sleepy head. ;3; I has to sleeps. ;~; ilu and goodnight. TRY TO GET ON TOMORROW OMFG :3 <3 Fill me with my wishing words A flutter by, a pitch-black bird Kill me with my very own light And may I rot in the Eternal Night
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Ferran Trinity Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Feb 18, 2008 12:29 am
Haha Okay love. XD I'll see what I can do. I love you too! Goodnight. heart
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