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*pours a bottle of mace in syao's eyes* >.>....you saw/see nothing! *slinks away*

*charges a $300 dollar royalty to syao*

Thought I'd put up some poetry >>

Pure Red Ribbons

In this empty room, I search for pieces of you.

Sharp fragments of who I was are swept away on glistening rivers of tears.
My numb bandaged hands claw at my face; they are not strangers.
Loosely falling, pure red ribbins frolic down my arms.
Carved into my stomach with jagged truths, I have begun listing my failures.

Allthough bare, the room is filled with blasphamous life.

Dolls lacking heads and necks mock me in their broken perfection.
Unable to destroy their pride, I beat their bodies against the wall.
Lovely rain continuously taps at my shattered window.
There is no one here with which to hold hands and I can barely lean against this wall.
My mouth is twisted with agonized screams that never escaped.

If you were here, I could comfort you too.

With lips gently pressed against your torn earlobe,
I woud hold your hands so you would remember only me.
Your chest, your arms, they are smeared with an alien red dye.
Using your pure red ribbons, I would draw shimmering designs on you
with my torn-off fingers.
I would turn my silent shouts to songs to dry your tears.

Gently, so gently, I would meet your eyes.

With tiny needles dancing on wire, I laugh at myself.
Wrapping your arms around me, I could find solace.
Smiling, I close your clouded eyes.
You are still so lovely as you sleep here.
You look so peaceful lying here.
I caress your porcelin cheek with my false hand.

Yes, I still would love your corpse.

The tiny jovial needles bury into my fingertips.
More ribbons cascade to the floor where they land silently.
My faux paus grin becomes real as the door opens.
I don't understand what they're screaming for.
I am rather happy to see them; it has been a while and I love my family.
I am dragged out of the room by my arms, too weak to fight back.

Weeks later, I am given a bouquet.

Kalmia and freesia...my favorite.
I walk into that empty room once again.
In the middle of the room, I place a table.
A good view of the window mis offered from this position.
I place a white marble vase on the table and arrange the flowers in it.

I tie a pure red ribbon around the neck of the vase.

...No one ever comments in me gallery anymore's....I'm so not lurfed...