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 Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 3:27 pm
ʌɾɪɪ ƅʅʌƙє "One must take a leap and dare to make music, the fear of failure be damned." Arii winced at the mention of her lost one, but nodded quietly, she understood. "Yes, of course thats fine.. Are you alright?" She looked at Selcia worriedly..
Her head started to ache and she started to breath quickly.She took a step towards the sofa and plopped down.."I think we all need food.. Then, we should probably relocate.. I'm starting to feel a right bit cramped in here.. I dont doubt whoever... Arii paused to breath, let her thought drop, and kept going."Knows we are still here..
Eh, Luna, come with me for a moment I want your feedback on a composition."She fealt horribly at how easily the lie slipped out, but she needed to talk to someone she knew was strong enough to listen. Though Luna couldnt see, she would be the best person to listen and help Arii. And it wasnt too unbelievable, Arii was closet to Luna for the fact that she believed Luna couldnt see her tears."When it starts getting tough, make faces."
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 3:47 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me.  On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceThere was really no point in the arguing about who was doing what anymore. So, he just nodded looking at Selcia, he had known his friend long enough to see the worry in his eyes. He was blaming himself for everything that had happened so far. "Of course." he said wishing he could wipe that look away from his friend's eyes. "Like I said before, I think a group breakfast is a good idea."
He turned and looked at Arii when she got up and walked off with Luna. Sighing, he tossed the remains of his sucker into the trash. It was very unlike him to do something like that but he just didn't want it anymore. Everything seemed to be so bright a minute ago and now everything was to gloomy for candy. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 4:05 pm
 ◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Singing ✘-Protective ✘-Frustrated ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
ZydrateSelcia let a soft smile grace his lips as he made his way to his room his dirty clothes all in their own place his clean in another as he pulled his wallet up and slid int into his pocket before grabbing a third bracelet he had just gotten another barbed wire one the barbs however where still sharp he had yet to get to actually dulling them he would do that wile they were out taking it into his mouth only on one edge he found his file and then made his way back to the kitchen. "So lets wait for Luna and Arii, then we will head out." he spoke softly letting his fingers toy with the sharp edges small pricks of the sharp steel let small bubbled of blood form before he began to file the first down.
It was a long work and even painful as the metal barbs bit into his skin drawing blood but it never fazed him even though he could get those with out sharp points made for him he preferred to make his own. "Where should we go?"
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 4:11 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again...  Brother Spencer fell unusually quiet at the thought of their vanished drummer. Spencer wanted to smack Marcus for bringing it up. What a way to kill the mood. Everyone seemed to get immediately more tense and shifty. Especially Arii. Spencer knew how close they had been, how this must have been killing he girl more than anyone else. Good going, Marcus. Idiot. Spencer couldn’t help but think, though she knew it wasn’t his fault. It just felt better, having someone to blame. Spencer’s eyes fell to her fingers. She didn’t want to go out anymore. Spencer shrugged a bit, though noting had been said, her eyes lifting and jumping from face to face. She didn’t want to sound like this whole thing with the whole Government thing had just sat on her parade, but it had. She wanted to crawl back into the room and hide her face. Why had she been so stubborn? Why couldn’t she just go along with anything. Now she was ruining everyone’s good mood. Stupid, Natalie. Honestly. Always having to do your own thing, aren’t you? She scolded herself, jumping away from blaming Marcus.
They were all feeling the sudden rainstorm, that was for sure. But she was determined to try to bring the pieces back together. Make this a good day for the rest of them. Even if it killed her being around these people another minute. “Well then. I suppose I’m stuck with you guys again. If you guys loved me so much. You should have just said so in the first place.” Spencer offered a lopsided grin. “I’m going to go get changed. Can’t really walk around like this, now can I?”
Spencer turned away, making her way into the room she shared with Aiir. She closed the door tightly behind her, leaning her back on it and rubbing her face. “Fantastic.” She muttered a bit crossly, closing her eyes for a moment. “Just. Bloody. Fantastic.”
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 4:21 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceLooking up over at Spencer, Marcus couldn't help but frown though he made no move to stop his friend from walking out of the kitchen. He knew she was struggling to keep everything light, he knew though that it was truly his fault. He had to open his big mouth and blurt out the one thing they all wanted to avoid for as long as possible.
He turned his sad gray eyes on Selcia and shrugged. "Anywhere is better then here." he said softly, he wished he could rewind everything and stop himself from opening his stupid mouth. Idiot. He hated himself for ruining everything. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 4:42 pm
◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Singing ✘-Protective ✘-Frustrated ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
ZydrateSelcia nodded as he made his way to the couch and settled onto it his eyes closing as he worked on the piece of metal until the first of the about ten points where smooth to the touch. he then moved onto the rest not minding the small drops of blood had begun to fall onto his pants the black color hiding them easily though. "Marcus, Don't beat yourself up, alright dear?" he stated looking up to him his eyes once more hiding the worry away before he took note that he had forgotten his drink. "Could you bring my drink over too?" he asked softly not really wanting to get up anymore.
Yes he would need to tend to his hand before they left but it kept his mind away from everything else in the world, especially those he really didn't want to think off. he wrapped his fingers around the band gripping it tightly as the metal bit into his skin the moment he would move the hand he was sure that the blood would run freely.
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 4:59 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceFor a second or two, Marcus didn't move before he reached over taking Selcia's drink and walked into the living room. He plopped down beside him and set the drink on the small coffee table in front of the couch. "I can't help it. But I'll try." he muttered leaning back, he closed his eyes. "I don't want you to worry either, Selcia." he said, his eyes still closed. Wasn't it all their faults that their friend was captured after all? Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 5:15 pm
◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Singing ✘-Protective ✘-Frustrated ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
ZydrateThere it was the inevitable truth of being told not to worry. "I'll try dear." he stated smirking slightly as his gaze drifted back to his hand. "I need the first aid kit."he stated softly the metal was warmed by his skin but if he even twitched it he could feel the pain from the sharp barbs. "I may have done something stupid." he added before he lets his gaze sweep over to the other. "Could I play with your hair after i fix up my hand?" he added very softly he would need some pain meds after but for now he would keep his hand coiled with his free hand he grabbed the can taking a drink from it, there was enough various things in it to help him get better but perhaps he should eat more normal food, after all he had an almost completely liquid diet.
The group breakfast was something he needed as a way to confirm that all hope was not yet lost, that there was still hope in their future and that for a brief moment that he didn't need to worry about everyone's safety. That he wasn't at fault for letting their drummer get carted away by the government.
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 6:28 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother Spencer moved quickly, pulling out worn and baggy jeans out of her drawer and throwing those on, along with a T-shirt that was just as worn and loose. Her everyday outfit, since she couldn’t care less about appearances. She just wanted to be comfortable. She also grabbed a small notebook and shoved it in her pocket. She always carried it, along with her lucky guitar pick. Spencer wasn’t the overly superstitious type. Her guitar pick was her only lucky thing. She had had it with her when she first found the others and formed their band, and on her first performance. She figured that it wouldn’t hurt anything to keep it around, after that.
Spencer stretched, walking back out of the room and down the hall. She noticed that there was nobody in the kitchen anymore and moved into the Living room. “What is this, a freaking game of Where’s Waldo?” She asked with a grin, hopping over the back of the couch and onto the cushions, next to Selcia. She nearly landed on top of him. Embarrassment flooded her face for a brief moment before her jokes and sarcasm quickly intervened. “Just thought I’d drop in. You’re quite a nice landing pad, Selcia. I just thought you should know.” Spencer joked, scooting over to the other side of the couch. She ran her fingers through her short brown hair before stopping and stretching.
Her mood had shifted from cross and guilty to more of her own self. She did that sometimes, bounced back and forth. But she knew the wave of guilt would hit her again soon, she never bounced back up for too long. But she hoped it would stay all the time she was with the others. She hated being a downer, which she often was. “Have we decided anything yet?” She asked, pulling her guitar pick out of her pocket and fiddling around with it in between her fingers. “Or were you two just kind of sitting there with a blank stare like mounted deer?”
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 6:50 pm
(I wanted to talk to Luna but I'll just time lapse for now, since shes gone.) ʌɾɪɪ ƅʅʌƙє "One must take a leap and dare to make music, the fear of failure be damned." Arii walked out of the room, going to sit with Spencer and Selcia, she fealt slightly awkward being the only one to talk, her ideas just poured out though."Where are we going next? I know no one wants to talk but we cant stay and we cant leave." Arii started to blubber as she spoke, her eyes overflowing with salty tears, her heart pounded and she kept trying to blink away tears."If we leave we wont ever find her. If we stay they'll come and find us and I dont know what to do and no one wants to talk but no one wants to forget. She took a big breath from her rampage and stopped, brushed her tears away again and walked past the two on the sofa, out the balcony door. "I'm so sorry. We have to find you... We are going to find you.. Where, where are you? Please, anything, give us some reason to hope.""When it starts getting tough, make faces."
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x Blue Nightingale x Crew
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 1:40 pm
Luna. N. Warner.  ( you know luna never told the bang about her being blind) Luna sighed lightly as she gently hear everyone talking about but the arii wanted to talk to but as soon as she wanted to talk to left yeah nice. Luna gently walk to where everyone was " good morning sleepy heads " she said streching " so we haveing some food or what im so hungry i can eat anything right about now" luna said smiling happly when she walked to sit down onto the sofa with everyone. ╔══╗♫
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 1:45 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by Silence"You always do something stupid Selcia." Marcus said softly, trying his best to lighten the mood again. He nodded getting up and walking into the bathroom and grabbed the first aid kit. Coming back quickly he took his seat on the floor since Spencer came and claimed his place next to Selcia. He rested the first aid on the coffee table and opened it, sitting next to in between Spencer's and Selcia's knees. "I guess you can play with my hair, but don't do anything that'll make me never want you to touch my head ever again." he told him and leaned back against the couch.
He looked up when Arii came in, once again on the verge of tears. Of course he liked the violinist in the band, she was talented. And a good singer, of course she wasn't even close to being as good as Selcia. It was just that she seemed to never run out of tears, and she was so sensitive. It was like she wasn't taking in account that they were all suffering and it wasn't just her. Even if she was the closest to the drummer, that didn't give her anymore of a right to think that she was the only one that suffered and hurt. They were all beating themselves up over it and if anyone deserved to suffer more then anyone else there it was Selcia. Though he wouldn't probably show it, he was always too composed for it.
"Arii, it's going to be okay. Don't cry. I'm sure everything will work out for the better." he said softly trying to stop his friend from really crying. She might of been annoying at times but he still cared for her. "I think that we should take a risk and stay here. Or maybe just more to another hotel." he tilted his head back to look at Spencer and Selcia, though his still partly wet snow white bangs fell into his eyes making it harder to see their expressions clearly. He didn't really need to look at them though to picture what would cross either of their minds.
Turning his head he looked over at Luna. "After Selcia is done with whatever he wants to do with my hair." he told her and sighed bringing his hand back down so he was staring at his hands that where folded in his lap. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse.
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 2:56 pm
Natalie E. Spencer I’ll never fail again... Brother Spencer reached up, nibbling the plastic of her pick, a particularly nasty habit of hers. Her eyes closed as Arii (And nobody told me I was saying Aiir this ENTIRE time.) walked into the room. Spencer’s mood was starting to bounce again with Arii’s words. This was not what she wanted. She wanted to be happy, or at least content. She needed to be strong. Especially in front of everyone. Why was Arii so dang emotional all the time? She loved the violinist to death, really. But sometimes her constant sensitiveness brought out the side in Spencer that she was determined not to show. The childish part, the part that just wanted to sit on the couch and cry all day.
Spencer pulled her pick out of her mouth, her eyes opening just in time to see Marcus turn and look at her. Her face turned away. Unlike him, she wasn’t the comforting type. Nor was she strong. Stupid Marcus. Everything I’m not. She fumed silently. She stood up, shaking her head a bit. “Well. While you guys converse, I’m going to go do something or other with my time. Tell me what you’ve decided. I couldn’t care either way.” Either way could have meant a lot. Leaving or staying, going out to eat still or not. She didn’t care. She just wanted this to all be gone, over with.
She made her way into the kitchen, opening the freezer and rummaging around in the back. She produced a green apple, frozen harder than a hammer. “Can’t even get twenty minutes to take a breather from reality.” She muttered, moving and grabbing a knife out of the drawer, sitting on top of the counter. She hacked off a piece of the apple, narrowly missing her finger but not even noticing. “Honestly.” When Spencer didn’t want to get upset and her sarcasm failed her, she usually got angry. “As if it wasn’t hard enough. You guys only have one family member missing from your lives.” Another quick and careless slice. “I have two. Both because of the bloody fact that I’m a freak.” Slice. Spencer put the cut in her mouth. “Fantastic.”
...I’ll keep you out of danger
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 3:34 pm
Marcus D. Samuel -Silence-Different-Musician The darkness closes in on me, I surrender to it's sweet voice calling out to me, and let it take over me. On this bed I lay, losing everything
I can see my life passing me by SilenceTaking a deep breath, Marcus brought his right knee to his chest resting his arm on his knee. He watched Spencer as she got up and walked into the kitchen. Of course she should of known that they could hear her pretty clearly, even if she was just mumbling to herself. For a second anger flared up in him, his eyes turned dark and smoldered as they hid under his bangs. That was a lie and she should of known that. He had a family, he had a great family. And he had to sit there and watch them be killed by a criminal who will roam the streets all because he was to much of a coward to put his life on the line and tell the cops what he saw. How dare she even think she was the only one with problems. He was close to lashing out at her, but he contained himself. The anger in his slowly calmed down until it was barely even there. Though he was sure if she didn't shut her mouth then she would regret it. He didn't like to fight with anyone, especially his band mates, the only family he had now. But fighting was inevitable. A part of human nature.
Closing his eyes he stayed silent, wishing everyone else would too. He didn't like being angry. He hated his anger, it was like a monster inside of him that he couldn't seem to tame or control. And when the monster was unleashed it attacked everyone he loved. Was it all too much or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare There's no where to hide, in the dark. There was a girl I knew once, she told me I was blessed with a great gift. I laughed, because I think I was blessed with a curse. ((You seriously spelled it wrong? Gosh, I didn't even notice!))
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2011 7:02 pm
◤ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◥ This is my world all ravaged and torn,With a taste of your lips, I'm on a rideStruck down by Sickness, Famine and War.You're toxic, I'm slipping underThis is my Hope, radiant and glowing,With a taste of a poison paradiseSaved by an angel, my spirit and his birth.I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?◣ I am a superstar with a big big house and a big big car I am super star and I don't care who you are.◢ 【Selcia Evens】✘-Singing ✘-Protective ✘-Frustrated ☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆☢★☢☆
ZydrateSelcia let a laugh bubble form him as Marcus went and Spencer dropped in thought ti quickly went away as the other returned with the first aid kit. It was easy to release the barbed wire after he had the gauze out to stem the bleeding that rushed forth over his exposed palm the red bright against the steel. Selcia was about to open his mouth to speak to Arii when she came through tears forming but quickly silenced himself and gave her a hopefully comforting smile. Then Luna appeared once more and his gaze shifted down to his hand as he once more set to work tending to the newly acquired puncture wounds there. it was then that Spencer went and left muttering about her lose, this stung more deeply with Selcia then he cared to admit and after he wrapped his hand with bandages and handed tended to his wound he only leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Marcus sliding to the ground beside him the grip tightening so that he held the other tightly.
After a while of simply sitting there he let his finger reach up and toy with the others hair the locks reminded him of his won and well it often made him wonder how the other had gotten them after all he didn't have the red eyes that was customary to an albino. "Marcus, lets go to someplace with pancakes." Selcia stated softly his voice was muted he really didn't want to go anywhere but found himself simply clinging to the other still as he toyed with the hair. Perhaps he should give the other pigtails one day. However that was for another day for now he simply wanted the comfort of another person.
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