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Posted: Sun Oct 03, 2010 7:06 pm
wait....maybe it's just how i was raised, but your family seems kinda messed up there....
you have been sick for a long time now, yet you had to cook for your family, and then had to give up your food to your dad.
i dunno, just seems really messed up since if there happens to not be enough food for everyone then the kids get to eat before the parents do =/
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Posted: Mon Oct 04, 2010 9:24 am
Yeah well, I found my dad's stash of Pumpernickel bread so i scarfed some slices down...I found that at 2 am,. I fell asleep at 4 am and I was woken at 6 am to take out the dog so I havent went to bed yet. not really.
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 6:10 pm
October 7, 2010
Ello everyone, I dont know how much of a journal this will be today, as im still dizzy as all heck.
im trying to relax but I hear ambulance sirens outside my house. It gives me migraines.
Anyway.....gah! a star hit me and did 800 damage. Damn! (slowely crawls from under it) owies.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 10:08 pm
October 8, 2010
Hi everyone.
I went dungeoneering with one of our clan members, i think it was kyllo57, My memory is already bad. but what I can remember is that HIS AVI LOOKED SO OLD! Throw some blue on him and he can pass as tehnoobshow's Saradomin!
Lol srry I had to say that. But we did 3 dungeons together before I got bored. Im sorry but its boring when all I usualy can play with in dung is my sister...that gets boring fast.
Im trying to work on mage, then i have several other skills to work on before the new quest, I want the sword and my sister just beat the quest so I must!
Ive been on a lot in the clan chat so yeah....it seems my zammy clan dissolved so im looking for a new one.
Im good at melee and im working mage
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Posted: Thu Oct 14, 2010 12:54 pm
October 14, 2010
Hi everyone. im having a lousy day. I must explain.
The state fair of texas was cool. I got some nice memoribilia (Sp?) from there.....but I didnt get to eat the food, when it is $20 for a small batch of nachos.
Argh my dad just came in my room, a few weeks ago, our cell phones were turned off. Now we just got a letter from em saying if we dont pay up, they will give our numbers to someone else....sad part is that I cant pay it and dad sure to hell cant pay it.
(Takes a deep breath)
He let the electricity go out on us today. I ended up paying for it with the money ive been using for medicine and doctor visits...but they took pity on us so I only payed $100 instead of $300. Its been out since 8 am this morning, and just got turned back on thanks to me. Mom payed me half of it back because she helped me get some of my medicine which was $50 so that sounds fair to me.
(Sigh)
I love my dad but I dont know how much longer i'll be doing this for him. I already pay the phone/internet bill, thats like $170 a month, plus my own car insurance which is another $100.
Hell, one of my medicines is $200! And thats barely for a months supply if I dont take it correctly, if I take it correctly, it lasts a half of a month -_-.
Im realy tight on money, I hardly get payed $500/month from disability. IM still working on getting social security to help with some of this.....I mean my specialist visits who I see a lot right now, thats $40 per visit, even if nothing is done.
(sigh) I was in the hospital yesterday for a "Scope" procedure, its where they put a scope down your throught and look in you.....he didnt see much there cept blood, but there was another test that came back so I gotta have another scope done....just.....much more painful cuz it ......well.....its too much info, put it like this, its gonna hurt to sit. -_- if he finds blood in there, i might be an inpatient -_-
So.....when will the halloween event be out....
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 1:14 pm
YOU NEED A BIG HUG *HUGGLE* heart heart heart Get better soon!
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 6:25 pm
October 16, 2010
Hi everyone. First to Luxurae (hugs back)
thankyou. This have been very hard here.
My sis is down because several of her friends say "She has no life" and unfortuanaltly thats sorta true.
She has been trying to get a job and it hasnt been successful so far.
Im being forced to see a psycologist, one in Athens, thats where my college is that I went to....then one in Terrell....that one for social security.
Im not joking about what happened, I dont lie about these injuries and what happining. Damn I dropped 10 pounds the unhealthy way, i keep throwing up....but they wanna see if I really need social security or im faking it. (sigh) im really scared by that....
I dont trust psycologists.
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Posted: Sat Oct 16, 2010 8:02 pm
anytime kalena heart hope your leg heals well
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 12:46 pm
Oct. 17, 2010
HI everyone, im rather sleepy so i dont know how much I can put down, but im trying to stay awake because a lot of my friends are on.
The void queen is destroyed, I got the excurtioner (sp?) God im so sleepy, I cant spell right -_-
Mabye its for the best for the moment, that im that kind of void. I dont like it though.
God i went to bed at 1 am and woke up at 8 am...isnt that enough sleep!?
anyway, im just lightheaded. I had to take 10 different meds this morning alone -_-
well thats about it, my brain is lagging.
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:44 am
Kalena!
I wish you the best in everything that you do! You have been great to your family and yet terrible things keep happening it! Where is karma and when will these things end!
I also wish and pray that everything will stop and set you free! (Not death). No one deserves it!
- hug of comfort and ease-
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Doctor Nitrus Brio Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 4:45 pm
Oct. 19, 2010
I dont have much to say in this journal, so i'll cut to the highlights.
went to psycologist who evaluates.....met someone a lil younger than I am with the same EVERYTHING ive been having problems with. OH! and she lives near where I worked!
Yesterday, my car broke down for some strange reason. The mecanic said it started up for him but I needed a new tire and new lugnuts cuz mine were so curved off that even a machine had problems with em. Oh! I also need a new battery -_-
I have enough juice to get it started, then it can be drove to walmart for a battery.....god I dont wanna think about the wait time -_-
My mom is at least going to help me pay for the stuff....at least from the mecanic. I probably gotta pick up the battery costs and labour. (sigh)
Well, cya.
Sidenote to Doctor Nitrus Brio, ty! yeah.....ummm, whats karma anyway?
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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2010 7:57 pm
Oct 21, 2010. Hi everyone. Its hard to walk right now so im falling down so much. Hopefully by the mornin' i'll have em back. Too many unspeakable things happened today so yeah....-_-; sweatdrop Anyway, I am thinking about making my first rsmv....although ive been in em, I never made one personally yet, so this will be a true challenge. The song is: 12 pains of christmas....by who, I havent a clue. -_- this one has cats in it.......its cute....the one i had from kingdom hearts dissapeared -_-; I have been thinking....make this a guild event or something. I'll think about it ^-^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTy95RjvaWI
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 7:26 pm
oct 24, 2010
hi everyone.
Ive had tornados yesterday and today. Its not fun.....im lucky that our mobile home is still here. its hard to dodge it though.
Its hard to relax. This is the 3rd one this year! and more tonight are expected! God help me.
im getting bruised and cut so ******** much! (sigh) its hard to calm down. ive had stuff fall on me...
gah. the house is shaking again.....
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Posted: Sat Oct 30, 2010 5:15 pm
Oct. 30, 2010
(sigh) Im hitting my savings hard i just got my money to last me all November and because of my family, I hardly have enough for mabye 2 visits....(sigh)
I had to see a chiropractor today as well...to see if he could help with some of my conditions....im a chicken when it comes to alligning my neck/spine/lower back.....right now my neck and back are kiling me but he did say that would happen so I wont complain....much. I gotta see him next week for another adjustment.
im afraid though.....with me not working, and teh economy is as it is now, I have to work for my family to stay "afloat" we might have our phone turned off....thats also the internet....but I dont know yet....
Here is one thing I want for Christmas. A NEW COMPUTER MOUSE!
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Month of Oktober
Its been a while since Ive logged a post, yes, its Kalenakeeper talking.
I havent been getting on much....thanks to my mortal side -_- I'd take my Zamorak Godsword to her but she can summon it from my hand.
Her mortal twin....and my unlucky adversary Kairi1987 decided to dress up their cat Shadow....>.< she dressed it like party pete. Please, Im gonna gag if I have to see that.
Ive been fighting through all the hordes of players and zombies, Im a wild card. Ive killed several J-mods during the zombie event.
Unfortnatly Kairi and I saw different eye to eye so we fought. Some J-mods fled, cowards.
Do I sound Zarosian? I pray not.
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Posted: Sun Oct 31, 2010 2:39 pm
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