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Franz von Kessler Vice Captain
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 Posted: Fri Nov 20, 2009 3:24 pm
Galen Zarathustra Kyuss They call me...
D: -hug- I'm sorry. ._.
The worst I get is stupid people at work sometimes. o.o
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
*hugs back* Thanks... D:
As for work, the people at my work are pretty cool and even though there's this girl who's loud mouthed, she's pretty cool cause she gave me a hug and comforted me when my partner broke up with me while I was at work. ._.
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Posted: Fri Nov 20, 2009 3:43 pm
^wow kuro, you must be taking this hard o_o just think bad thoughs about them and im pretty sure youll do good. heres an example, she could be a hoe~
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Posted: Fri Nov 20, 2009 7:15 pm
They call me...
Yeah, she's a farming equipment! >:3 -shakes his widdle fist-
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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Posted: Sat Nov 21, 2009 6:13 am
Thanks guys. D: I'll just try to move on again, even though I thought he was amazing... not amazing enough I guess. ._. He didn't tell me that he had a fiancee! >O> I had to talk to the fiancee [I think now ex] and she asked me a bunch of questions. x[ Blah.
The "farming equipment" ex was the one I was depressed about before. Lawls. I think I'm a lot better now than I was after meeting this other person but I'm broken again. Not as bad but still broken. Dx
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Franz von Kessler Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Nov 21, 2009 12:36 pm
They call me...
;-; -group hug-
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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Posted: Sat Nov 21, 2009 3:48 pm
@kuro - dammmnn you get back on the saddle fasssst! no sexual innuendo...
@galen - lol you "widdle" fist xD
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Posted: Sat Nov 21, 2009 10:39 pm
I've just been feeling really depressed lately -_-;;
...No idea as to why, I just do
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 1:36 pm
Sora Itou @kuro - dammmnn you get back on the saddle fasssst! no sexual innuendo...
Yeah I need to get back on track... just sad that this didn't work out how I wanted it to...
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Franz von Kessler Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 8:49 pm
 My Uncle Jim died a couple days ago. I don't remember ever meeting him because he's a priest and he lives in Texas. It's just kind of sad that most of my family is dropping like flies this year. Both of my mom's birth parents died of two different cancers only a few months apart. :l
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 8:54 pm
Sora Itou @kuro - dammmnn you get back on the saddle fasssst! no sexual innuendo... @galen - lol you "widdle" fist xD
Heehee. x3
@Fetus Cakes: I'm sorries, a few of my uncles and aunts died in the same years a few years ago. ._. -hug-
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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Posted: Mon Nov 30, 2009 10:48 am
New frustration. My dad's mother lives in the neighborhood next to us, not even five minutes away. She always holds Thanksgiving there with a lot of the family stopping by for the party. Normally either we'll get a call form her, my dad or my older sister asking if we're going to come over and when to pick us up. My mother and younger sister aren't talking to my older sister and I'm just trying to stay out of it, so I didn't expect a call from her. No phone call came from anyone. For the first time in years, we weren't invited to Thanksgiving over there. :l And then my dad calls and tells my mom he's putting extra money in the Child Support checks. I guess he feels guilty or something. Money doesn't make up for pretty much being shunned by family. D:< If anything, my dad should've called to wish us a Happy Thanksgiving like he does with other holidays where we don't see him. It's like we didn't exist to them.
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Posted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 10:11 pm
^D: thats depressing. embrace your anger. as sassy fromn vh1's real chance of love 2 said are you diamond oor are you rubble? rubble colapses under pressure. diamonds are made under pressure smile i dont know if that helps, but its really insightful~
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Posted: Thu Dec 03, 2009 8:35 pm
They call me...
They sound very petty. o.o -hugs- ;-;
I dun celebrate Thanks-givin's 'cause I fergets when it is in Canada. x3 Heehee. :3
Mishtah Bunbuns~!
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Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2009 7:00 am
Well this time my frustration has nothing to do with family. I have a cold, so I wasn't up to going shopping today and whenever I try to organize and rename songs on iTunes, when I close it, it changes them all back. :l I like having my music organized a certain way so it's kind of pissing me off that it won't stay.
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Posted: Fri Dec 04, 2009 2:13 pm
blaaah...
so right... i got to college- my first year, and at the moment teachers and the principal have started to lecture us on the importance of planning what uni we wish to go to...
what courses we want to take...
what career we want to have...
what life we want to live..
in that order.
and as i've been saying to my friends for a while now- i don't want to go on to university.
i know i won't be able to handle it- or enjoy my time there... last year i was plotting to drop out of secondary school/fail exams because i couldn't take the stress...
every week or so currently i decide/panic/want to drop out of college.
so i really wouldn't be happy going on to university- as i'm already regretting college.
but ofcourse all my friends are picking courses... have their minds set on something- but i have no clue
i don't want to work to be honest-- when i do i only want to do something simple like work in a shop-- not become a teacher or doctor or designer...
i don't know what to do ; n ;
my best friend thinks she can slowly convince me to go to an art college with her (which would be my chosen subject if i really had to) but i know i can't handle it- and i know i'm going to let her down eventualy
and after a friend was explaining about a vetinary course she's set her heart on she lectured me on how i'll have to do something else i'll regret it and i won't go far and i'll feel i've missed out and wasted my life
i'm fully aware of that but i'm scared... really fricken scared and i know in the end i'll either fail/be miserable or not go and be lonely and regret things...
i don't know... i don't really want to grow up i guess >___<;; the whole concept of work and moving out really frightens me...
i have a carreers appointment monday. it's shared with my best friend for timetable reasons and i know she won't sit back and let me lie my way through the meeting or actually be as blunt to say "no i'm going to get a job in a supermarket thanks."
ehhh i'm getting way to stressed.... >___<
and to make matters worse i convinced myself i suffer from avoidant personality disorder. i probably don't really, but it explains why i push people away, avoid social gatherings and have trouble trusting people or think people hate me....
sorry, i don't know, i really needed to vent where people could read it... but not real life friends or family...
bleeeeh i'll probably feel ok again by morning OAO;; that's what i'm like when i get upset/panicy...
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