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 Posted: Fri Mar 28, 2008 8:52 am
You aren't in the wrong at all. It's your body, your money. I understand the not wanting to be talked our of something or made to feel guilty. He's getting mad over something that shouldn't affect him in the way that it does. Plus, why is he so against it?
I just need a place to vent. This week has been nothing but nightmare after nightmare. My apartment has bed bugs in it so we are getting it sprayed today, which means everything we own that is washable must be put into garbage bags. They have to stay like that for a few weeks, so my whole living room is nothing but garbage bags. Then I found out on Monday that the girl that "in love" with Andrew is moving back to the city. It angers me so much because I don't want her anywhere near him. Because they used to have something once upon a time and I don't want her trying anything. He won't do anything I know this much. He wouldn't date her then because she was always going around kissing other guys at clubs which he was there watching. But she is telling his friends I am going to give me all these diseases which shouldn't bother me. But it is because she is saying she heard it from people that know me. She dated my friend Chris(who I've known since I was 13) for a while. So she knows other people and all this crap. He told me her Gaia account and it takes me quite a bit sometimes not to message her and tell her the ******** off. I told Andrew, if I meet her that I will not be nice to her at all. If she tries anything, I will punch her. I hate that I have this much anger towards one person but I'm just afraid because things never work out for me. Third nightmare, Andrew's lease on his apartment may be ending early because the guy who owns the house(which has 3 apartments) some woman upstairs wants their's. Which basically means, she is probably offering more money. So they can end the lease if they want. If they do, he may be moving home for the summer, which is a 2 hour bus ride away. I don't want him to go for 4 months. I hate not seeing him for a week, let alone once a month until he moves back.
I'm just so stressed and on the verge of losing it. I don't know what to do anymore.
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 6:18 am
I'm sorry, hunny, I don't know what to say. ):
But if that girl tried anything you can tell her you know gangsters in Sweden that'll beat her up~ ;D
-hugs- <3
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 7:58 pm
Jigoku Cho I'm sorry, hunny, I don't know what to say. ):
But if that girl tried anything you can tell her you know gangsters in Sweden that'll beat her up~ ;D
-hugs- <3
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 2:02 am
x3 <3
But yeah, I understand. I wouldn't want that either. .-. Ugh >.<
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Posted: Tue Apr 15, 2008 3:52 pm
I hate my stupid boyfriend
I hate him I hate him
Hes not the same person
He doesnt care about me anymore
He probably just uses me for ******** sex
Little immature brat I cant talk to you anymore
your so boring and you make me cry EVERYGODDAMNDAY
and because I care for him and he doesnt care
I want someone who is like me
someone I can actually have fun with
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Posted: Tue Apr 15, 2008 11:45 pm
Miss lime I hate my stupid boyfriend
I hate him I hate him
Hes not the same person
He doesnt care about me anymore
He probably just uses me for ******** sex
Little immature brat I cant talk to you anymore
your so boring and you make me cry EVERYGODDAMNDAY
and because I care for him and he doesnt care
I want someone who is like me
someone I can actually have fun with ): I'm sorry, hun.
Why don't you break up with him?
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Posted: Sat Apr 19, 2008 1:43 pm
Jigoku Cho Miss lime I hate my stupid boyfriend
I hate him I hate him
Hes not the same person
He doesnt care about me anymore
He probably just uses me for ******** sex
Little immature brat I cant talk to you anymore
your so boring and you make me cry EVERYGODDAMNDAY
and because I care for him and he doesnt care
I want someone who is like me
someone I can actually have fun with ): I'm sorry, hun.
Why don't you break up with him?
I have no idea.
I talked to him after I typed that and we worked it out.
I was about to but then... I dont know it didnt feel like the right time.
Now hes off smoking weed (which I think you know im against)
but he asked if he could first for 4/20
and I said yes cause he hasn't done it since december
but I feel weird about it
hes doing it tonight cause he cant tomorrow
I just have a bad feeling...
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Posted: Sun Apr 20, 2008 12:39 am
Miss lime Jigoku Cho Miss lime I hate my stupid boyfriend
I hate him I hate him
Hes not the same person
He doesnt care about me anymore
He probably just uses me for ******** sex
Little immature brat I cant talk to you anymore
your so boring and you make me cry EVERYGODDAMNDAY
and because I care for him and he doesnt care
I want someone who is like me
someone I can actually have fun with ): I'm sorry, hun.
Why don't you break up with him?
I have no idea.
I talked to him after I typed that and we worked it out.
I was about to but then... I dont know it didnt feel like the right time.
Now hes off smoking weed (which I think you know im against)
but he asked if he could first for 4/20
and I said yes cause he hasn't done it since december
but I feel weird about it
hes doing it tonight cause he cant tomorrow
I just have a bad feeling...
But has he said anything since? I mean.. if something happens, he'd tell you? Or..? D:
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Posted: Sun Apr 20, 2008 7:13 pm
Jigoku Cho Miss lime Jigoku Cho Miss lime I hate my stupid boyfriend
I hate him I hate him
Hes not the same person
He doesnt care about me anymore
He probably just uses me for ******** sex
Little immature brat I cant talk to you anymore
your so boring and you make me cry EVERYGODDAMNDAY
and because I care for him and he doesnt care
I want someone who is like me
someone I can actually have fun with ): I'm sorry, hun.
Why don't you break up with him?
I have no idea.
I talked to him after I typed that and we worked it out.
I was about to but then... I dont know it didnt feel like the right time.
Now hes off smoking weed (which I think you know im against)
but he asked if he could first for 4/20
and I said yes cause he hasn't done it since december
but I feel weird about it
hes doing it tonight cause he cant tomorrow
I just have a bad feeling...
But has he said anything since? I mean.. if something happens, he'd tell you? Or..? D:
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Posted: Sun Apr 20, 2008 11:43 pm
Miss lime Jigoku Cho Miss lime Jigoku Cho Miss lime I hate my stupid boyfriend
I hate him I hate him
Hes not the same person
He doesnt care about me anymore
He probably just uses me for ******** sex
Little immature brat I cant talk to you anymore
your so boring and you make me cry EVERYGODDAMNDAY
and because I care for him and he doesnt care
I want someone who is like me
someone I can actually have fun with ): I'm sorry, hun.
Why don't you break up with him?
I have no idea.
I talked to him after I typed that and we worked it out.
I was about to but then... I dont know it didnt feel like the right time.
Now hes off smoking weed (which I think you know im against)
but he asked if he could first for 4/20
and I said yes cause he hasn't done it since december
but I feel weird about it
hes doing it tonight cause he cant tomorrow
I just have a bad feeling...
But has he said anything since? I mean.. if something happens, he'd tell you? Or..? D:
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 3:02 pm
Jigoku Cho Miss lime Jigoku Cho Miss lime Jigoku Cho Miss lime I hate my stupid boyfriend
I hate him I hate him
Hes not the same person
He doesnt care about me anymore
He probably just uses me for ******** sex
Little immature brat I cant talk to you anymore
your so boring and you make me cry EVERYGODDAMNDAY
and because I care for him and he doesnt care
I want someone who is like me
someone I can actually have fun with ): I'm sorry, hun.
Why don't you break up with him?
I have no idea.
I talked to him after I typed that and we worked it out.
I was about to but then... I dont know it didnt feel like the right time.
Now hes off smoking weed (which I think you know im against)
but he asked if he could first for 4/20
and I said yes cause he hasn't done it since december
but I feel weird about it
hes doing it tonight cause he cant tomorrow
I just have a bad feeling...
But has he said anything since? I mean.. if something happens, he'd tell you? Or..? D:He was just saying mean things to me and he has really changed, like hes gotten cocky and doesn't really care im here anymore. I dunno I think im just sad its all coming to an end...
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 11:35 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2008 2:18 pm
Miss lime Jigoku Cho Miss lime Jigoku Cho Miss lime You know?
I have no idea.
I talked to him after I typed that and we worked it out.
I was about to but then... I dont know it didnt feel like the right time.
Now hes off smoking weed (which I think you know im against)
but he asked if he could first for 4/20
and I said yes cause he hasn't done it since december
but I feel weird about it
hes doing it tonight cause he cant tomorrow
I just have a bad feeling...
But has he said anything since? I mean.. if something happens, he'd tell you? Or..? D:He was just saying mean things to me and he has really changed, like hes gotten cocky and doesn't really care im here anymore. I dunno I think im just sad its all coming to an end...
-hugs- <3P-S Jesus: wut? D;
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Posted: Sun Apr 27, 2008 12:21 am
I'm just all mopey and 'nobody likes me' and really paranoid that people are saying s**t about me behind my back, but I know that's a crock of s**t, just wish I would get over myself, that's all.
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Posted: Sun Apr 27, 2008 10:00 am
Pocket-Sized Jesus I'm just all mopey and 'nobody likes me' and really paranoid that people are saying s**t about me behind my back, but I know that's a crock of s**t, just wish I would get over myself, that's all.
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