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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:48 pm
Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss has anyone seen me cause I just can't seem find me? gonk *tackles* Does that semi-answer you? xp *ish tackled* sure why not xp Lol..ok xp man I'm kinda out of it *lays down on the couch* I have no energy *sits on his legs* Ya..I`m half asleep sweatdrop Not really keeping up xp me to whee *falls asleep on his legs*
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:49 pm
Anime Blossom Koin Anime Blossom Koin Anime Blossom Koin Lately I've been crying for no reason, bee nsad about my b-day and felt worthless, and wanting to give up... I feel like that all the time. Every now and then I cry but I don't know why. And I just feel worthless most of the time so I stay away from others as much as I can. I try not to show it but it's hard. Yeah... sad For my last birthday I just wanted to be alone. I didn't want to celebrate it. I see no point in celebrating my birthday. My mom yelled at me for it and made me go to Pizza Hut with my soccer team. I don't exactly want to spend my birthday with them but I had to. Plus I had a soccer game that day where my dad yelled at me the whole ride to Pizza Hut telling me just how terrible I was. And that was how my birthday was spent. I hate celebrating birthdays... That sucks... I can't help feeling depressed as much as I do. It just happens and I cry alone in my room. I don't have a very good love life because of it either. There are guys that would go out with me but in the end I don't think anyone deserves to go through the pain of being with me. So forever I guess I shall stay alone. I used to be pretty bad though. I used to think of suicide and cutting myself. I'm not really sure anymore why but I did. But now I just cry alone..and I keep it that way. ::hugs:: I wouldn't want you to hurt yourself! sad
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:51 pm
Koin Anime Blossom Koin Anime Blossom Koin Anime Blossom Koin Lately I've been crying for no reason, bee nsad about my b-day and felt worthless, and wanting to give up... I feel like that all the time. Every now and then I cry but I don't know why. And I just feel worthless most of the time so I stay away from others as much as I can. I try not to show it but it's hard. Yeah... sad For my last birthday I just wanted to be alone. I didn't want to celebrate it. I see no point in celebrating my birthday. My mom yelled at me for it and made me go to Pizza Hut with my soccer team. I don't exactly want to spend my birthday with them but I had to. Plus I had a soccer game that day where my dad yelled at me the whole ride to Pizza Hut telling me just how terrible I was. And that was how my birthday was spent. I hate celebrating birthdays... That sucks... I can't help feeling depressed as much as I do. It just happens and I cry alone in my room. I don't have a very good love life because of it either. There are guys that would go out with me but in the end I don't think anyone deserves to go through the pain of being with me. So forever I guess I shall stay alone. I used to be pretty bad though. I used to think of suicide and cutting myself. I'm not really sure anymore why but I did. But now I just cry alone..and I keep it that way. ::hugs:: I wouldn't want you to hurt yourself! sad I don't bother thinking of doing that anymore. Not to say it doesn't pass my mind sometimes but I try to stay away from it.
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:52 pm
Anime Blossom Koin Anime Blossom Koin Anime Blossom Koin Lately I've been crying for no reason, bee nsad about my b-day and felt worthless, and wanting to give up... I feel like that all the time. Every now and then I cry but I don't know why. And I just feel worthless most of the time so I stay away from others as much as I can. I try not to show it but it's hard. Yeah... sad For my last birthday I just wanted to be alone. I didn't want to celebrate it. I see no point in celebrating my birthday. My mom yelled at me for it and made me go to Pizza Hut with my soccer team. I don't exactly want to spend my birthday with them but I had to. Plus I had a soccer game that day where my dad yelled at me the whole ride to Pizza Hut telling me just how terrible I was. And that was how my birthday was spent. I hate celebrating birthdays... That sucks... I can't help feeling depressed as much as I do. It just happens and I cry alone in my room. I don't have a very good love life because of it either. There are guys that would go out with me but in the end I don't think anyone deserves to go through the pain of being with me. So forever I guess I shall stay alone. I used to be pretty bad though. I used to think of suicide and cutting myself. I'm not really sure anymore why but I did. But now I just cry alone..and I keep it that way.I used to cut myself for the hell of it...I enjoyed watching blood flow and I loved scars...I don`t do it anymore tho....Also, your not depressed...maybe down on yourself...but not depressed 3nodding
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:52 pm
Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss has anyone seen me cause I just can't seem find me? gonk *tackles* Does that semi-answer you? xp *ish tackled* sure why not xp Lol..ok xp man I'm kinda out of it *lays down on the couch* I have no energy *sits on his legs* Ya..I`m half asleep sweatdrop Not really keeping up xp me to whee *falls asleep on his legs* xp *gets a blanket on her somehow*
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:53 pm
Anime Blossom I don't bother thinking of doing that anymore. Not to say it doesn't pass my mind sometimes but I try to stay away from it. Good, you'd be hurting yourself as well as others
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:54 pm
Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss has anyone seen me cause I just can't seem find me? gonk *tackles* Does that semi-answer you? xp *ish tackled* sure why not xp Lol..ok xp man I'm kinda out of it *lays down on the couch* I have no energy *sits on his legs* Ya..I`m half asleep sweatdrop Not really keeping up xp me to whee *falls asleep on his legs* xp *gets a blanket on her somehow* *Once again snuggles with t3h blanket* whee
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:55 pm
Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss has anyone seen me cause I just can't seem find me? gonk *tackles* Does that semi-answer you? xp *ish tackled* sure why not xp Lol..ok xp man I'm kinda out of it *lays down on the couch* I have no energy *sits on his legs* Ya..I`m half asleep sweatdrop Not really keeping up xp me to whee *falls asleep on his legs* xp *gets a blanket on her somehow* *Once again snuggles with t3h blanket* whee once more I must go *kisses her and leaves* bais
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:56 pm
Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss Roki-chan Jargoss has anyone seen me cause I just can't seem find me? gonk *tackles* Does that semi-answer you? xp *ish tackled* sure why not xp Lol..ok xp man I'm kinda out of it *lays down on the couch* I have no energy *sits on his legs* Ya..I`m half asleep sweatdrop Not really keeping up xp me to whee *falls asleep on his legs* xp *gets a blanket on her somehow* *Once again snuggles with t3h blanket* whee once more I must go *kisses her and leaves* bais Aw...bais! whee
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:57 pm
Koin Anime Blossom I don't bother thinking of doing that anymore. Not to say it doesn't pass my mind sometimes but I try to stay away from it. Good, you'd be hurting yourself as well as others Neh. I just prefer to keep things to myself more. The way I am is weird. Not as in how I act like I'm hyper or whatever the way I act all the time. But I don't like to trust people anymore. There's only been one person I've really trusted maybe two but mainly one. And that's Atsui. But now she's moving away so that's all gone.
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:58 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 8:59 pm
Anime Blossom Koin Anime Blossom I don't bother thinking of doing that anymore. Not to say it doesn't pass my mind sometimes but I try to stay away from it. Good, you'd be hurting yourself as well as others Neh. I just prefer to keep things to myself more. The way I am is weird. Not as in how I act like I'm hyper or whatever the way I act all the time. But I don't like to trust people anymore. There's only been one person I've really trusted maybe two but mainly one. And that's Atsui. But now she's moving away so that's all gone. Aww, but you can talk to her online
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 9:00 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 9:00 pm
now i feel all depressed cry
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2004 9:02 pm
Koin Anime Blossom Koin Anime Blossom I don't bother thinking of doing that anymore. Not to say it doesn't pass my mind sometimes but I try to stay away from it. Good, you'd be hurting yourself as well as others Neh. I just prefer to keep things to myself more. The way I am is weird. Not as in how I act like I'm hyper or whatever the way I act all the time. But I don't like to trust people anymore. There's only been one person I've really trusted maybe two but mainly one. And that's Atsui. But now she's moving away so that's all gone. Aww, but you can talk to her online True but it won't be the same. Friday is the last day I'll see her. Then if I am to ever see her again it would be coincidence or something.
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