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 Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2004 6:43 pm
Tatsuha_Uesugi Ta-kun shall be drawing another one of his food screwing pictures of Maki. biggrin TACOOOO!
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2004 4:30 pm
Meh... I feel funny today. That feeling like I'm really excited for something, but there's nothing to be excited about. My stomach hurts, I don't feel good. And this chem homework confuses me and my friend won't help me... then my Spanish is even more confusing and my Spanish girl isn't on to help me... gonk And my pencil smells like mac and cheese. *burns it*
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2004 5:32 pm
And I'm still mad about my signature which won't show! ><
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2004 6:10 pm
OMFG.
I have 54 people on my friendlist. gonk heart
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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2004 2:04 am
Tatsuha_Uesugi Meh... I feel funny today. That feeling like I'm really excited for something, but there's nothing to be excited about. My stomach hurts, I don't feel good. And this chem homework confuses me and my friend won't help me... then my Spanish is even more confusing and my Spanish girl isn't on to help me... gonk And my pencil smells like mac and cheese. *burns it*
Ta-kun... I JUST woke up after a "nap."
You want to know what time is is?
4:50am.
T__T
I'm sorry!!! I should have been on to help with your homework.
The Spanish girl has failed you. v_v
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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2004 2:44 am
Something I forgot to put...
I GOT MY NEW UTADA HIKARU CD!!!
Weeeeee!!
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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2004 7:48 pm
Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Meh... I feel funny today. That feeling like I'm really excited for something, but there's nothing to be excited about. My stomach hurts, I don't feel good. And this chem homework confuses me and my friend won't help me... then my Spanish is even more confusing and my Spanish girl isn't on to help me... gonk And my pencil smells like mac and cheese. *burns it*
Ta-kun... I JUST woke up after a "nap."
You want to know what time is is?
4:50am.
T__T
I'm sorry!!! I should have been on to help with your homework.
The Spanish girl has failed you. v_vNUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! TRAITOR!!!!!!!!!! J/k I loooooooveeeeeeee you! *huggle* xd heart OMGADGNCTBNEX! Lookie what Carcer drew for me!!!! 
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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2004 9:27 pm
Tatsuha_Uesugi Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Meh... I feel funny today. That feeling like I'm really excited for something, but there's nothing to be excited about. My stomach hurts, I don't feel good. And this chem homework confuses me and my friend won't help me... then my Spanish is even more confusing and my Spanish girl isn't on to help me... gonk And my pencil smells like mac and cheese. *burns it*
Ta-kun... I JUST woke up after a "nap."
You want to know what time is is?
4:50am.
T__T
I'm sorry!!! I should have been on to help with your homework.
The Spanish girl has failed you. v_vNUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! TRAITOR!!!!!!!!!! J/k I loooooooveeeeeeee you! *huggle* xd heart OMGADGNCTBNEX! Lookie what Carcer drew for me!!!!
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2004 4:42 pm
Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Meh... I feel funny today. That feeling like I'm really excited for something, but there's nothing to be excited about. My stomach hurts, I don't feel good. And this chem homework confuses me and my friend won't help me... then my Spanish is even more confusing and my Spanish girl isn't on to help me... gonk And my pencil smells like mac and cheese. *burns it*
Ta-kun... I JUST woke up after a "nap."
You want to know what time is is?
4:50am.
T__T
I'm sorry!!! I should have been on to help with your homework.
The Spanish girl has failed you. v_vNUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! TRAITOR!!!!!!!!!! J/k I loooooooveeeeeeee you! *huggle* xd heart OMGADGNCTBNEX! Lookie what Carcer drew for me!!!! Cuz I drew her pics? sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2004 6:22 pm
Tatsuha_Uesugi Cuz I drew her pics? sweatdrop
Sux2bme... crying
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2004 6:34 pm
Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Cuz I drew her pics? sweatdrop
Sux2bme... crying *loves silver* whee *huggle* Being a friend is best!
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2004 6:49 pm
Tatsuha_Uesugi Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Cuz I drew her pics? sweatdrop
Sux2bme... crying *loves silver* whee *huggle* Being a friend is best!
Ta-kun, you're the best...
*huggle*
Being your friend is the best!
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2004 7:04 pm
Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Cuz I drew her pics? sweatdrop
Sux2bme... crying *loves silver* whee *huggle* Being a friend is best!
Ta-kun, you're the best...
*huggle*
Being your friend is the best!*hug* ;______; I'm still mad at my computer for freezing on me at the worst times!
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2004 9:15 pm
Tatsuha_Uesugi Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Silvermoonyoukai Tatsuha_Uesugi Cuz I drew her pics? sweatdrop
Sux2bme... crying *loves silver* whee *huggle* Being a friend is best!
Ta-kun, you're the best...
*huggle*
Being your friend is the best!*hug* ;______; I'm still mad at my computer for freezing on me at the worst times!
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2004 11:13 am
Well, I guess today feels better than yesterday. I was feeling sooooo bad yesterday.
Ugh, but talking to Carcer and Ta-kun made me feel a lot better. I was telling Carcer about how Natasha (one of my two best friends), was saying things behind my back. She told this kid, José, who's in my anime club, that I was calling her a terrible person and that I really didn't like her. Now I also understand a post she made in her xanga a few days ago that read, "wtf is the point of being someone's friend if you're just gonna talk s**t about them behind their back." I t was bolded and everything; she was talking about me, even though I never said anything about her. I love her to death. I'd do anything for her.
I didn't even get angry when José told me what she had said to him just and hour earlier. I was actually trying to hold back my tears. My brother started saying stuff like, "She's a b***h, ******** her. She's so ******** stupid. You shouldn't listen to that s**t." He was trying to get me angry at him for insulting Natasha so that I wouldn't cry. It worked.
But once I came home, it was all out. I mean, I can't understand why she would do this to me. I was always there and always tried to protect her or just be there when she needed someone to talk to. When she was planning to try to smoke pot, I stopped her. The guy who was trying to sell it to her was also gonna try to have sex with her while she was high, too. When she first moved here, and it was her freshman year in school, she was totally new and didn't know anyone. A group of girls started "The Natasha Haters Club." Yeah, they backed off after I started being her friend. I guess she doesn't care about all that.
My face hurts from crying. Can that happen? Oh well, I feel better now and I'm going to confront her in school on Monday about it. I don't think it's right to leave me out of the loop like that. I think I have a right to know what's going on and if I did something wrong, she should tell me so I can try to fix it, and if she doesn't want it fixed, I'll be happy to leave her alone, as long as she just doesn't talk about me and we just end up being civil. I think that's all I'd want. v_v
Then I made Jenn upset.
Last year, there was this guy in our bio class who was always alone. We felt bad for him so we tried to talk to him and become friends with him. Well, he wasn't even nice about it, so I said he's not worth it if he's just going to be an a*****e because he thinks the world is out to get him. Jenn kept trying, though.
Now this year, he started "liking" Jenn and made sexual innuendos toward her and eventually said something that crossed the line. Now she doesn't speak to him.
So as revenge, he stole 3 of her books (French, English, Geophysics), and her cell phone. He hid them all around the school. He admit he did it, but the school won't do anything about it because there's no "physical" proof. ><
So I started going off on how I was going to kill him. I swear, I was going to beat this guy up. I was going to get my brother to help, too. I was going to do that after school, but before that, I was planning on smashing him against a locker and threatening the s**t out of him.
While I was ranting about this, Jenn got upset. She didn't want me to do anything about it; she wanted it to be left alone. Well, how am I supposed to act? I wanted to kill this guy ever since he started making UNWANTED advances toward Jenn, and not in a polite way. Jenn won't defend herself; she won't even go to a guidance counselor about it. But in the end, I just made her feel really bad and scared. So I felt like I was a shitty friend.
So yesterday was a shitty day. Wow... this was a lot longer than I intended it to be. ><
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